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  1. Public Bookmark 36

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    It was one thing to have his perfect end denied, another altogether to continue to align himself with a reason to continue living – the same reason he left the Mafia for – when in this moment, all he wanted was to die.

    But he couldn’t. Because that would mean he wouldn’t make it to Chuuya on time.

    Correction: Dazai didn't make it to Chuuya on time. There are consequences.

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    31 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    dazai's devastating grief without the actual death <33 he's so dysfunctional without his other half; gorgeous

  2. Public Bookmark 88

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    There's a new detective in Yokohama City. And Kunikida hates it.

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    23 Sep 2025

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    fucking hilarious; my fav is

    “Awhh, Port Mafia got to him before us,” Dazai bemoans, then leans back and dodges a rock going at inhuman speeds.

    Chuuya, in all his red hair and fancy jacket glory, stalks in, kicking another rock at Dazai that would surely tear through skin and shatter bone. As it is, Dazai dodges again, and it embeds four inches into the wall. A respectable length, to be sure, and it probably has a great personality. It was a lot to take in. Some would even call it large.

    Chuuya does this little pose thing when he tips his hat down with a gloved hand while jerking his chin up a bit, but the excessive arm movements makes his jacket—which is just slung onto his shoulders, and not properly put on—slide off a bit, and he has to adjust it while holding his pose.

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    Chuuya smiles at the memory, reliving the night in his head. “He’s a second year university student. He’s only two years older than us and in his second year. He told me it's because he skipped a year in high school. Now that I think about it he must be very smart.”

    “Big deal, I could have graduated university by the time I was fifteen.”

    The five times Chuuya was courted by people and the one time it was Dazai’s turn.

     

    Or: Throughout the years Chuuya is approached by different people interested in him, Dazai loses his mind while being completely oblivious as to why it bothers him so much.

    Or-Or: Chuuya’s long journey of finding his Type™.

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    08 Jul 2025

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    Chuuya brings them face to face with a hand on Dazai’s cheek. “You want to make me happy in a way no one else can.”

    “Ah.”

    “Ah?” Chuuya says hopefully.

    Dazai pales, eyes light years away, recalling all past events in a different light.

    Or: What happens when Dazai’s defenses consist of only “I hate Chuuya” and “Chuuya is [insert insult that's overused and funny to an audience of one (Dazai)]”

    It’s been really interesting to read as they both grow into people that could be in a happy relationship together — Dazai who was inconsiderate and a childish brat becoming a better person for Chuuya because Chuuya doesn’t deserve assholes and Chuuya who used to date assholes because he liked Dazai (an asshole) becoming someone with better standards but still liking his men massively competent until it comes to him. In skk fics, it’s usually a lot of Chuuya accommodating and taking care of Dazai in their daily life. The way Dazai slowly learns to be that way (not just from Chuuya but also from everyone around them) for Chuuya while acting like nothing ever happened makes it really refreshing and fun to read. The writing is also really funny. Definitely deserves a reread.

    fav scene:

    Dazai hasn't stopped smiling, and Chuuya feels his temper rising at the fact that the guy still isn't ugly four years later.

    Not ugly at fifteen and with braces, certainly not ugly at twenty-three without them.

     

     

    Fuck.

    Just Chuuya raging at Dazai’s growing attractiveness. idk why it’s so funny to me. Frankly, it’s injustice that there’s so many good scenes in this and my fav is this.

  4. Public Bookmark 24

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    Chuuya allows Dazai back into his apartment after the four years of seperation

    Dazai gets to meet Chuuya's cats

    The cats are not pleased about this

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    31 May 2025

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    别名:Chuuya introducing a new cat (Dazai) to his two cats

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    Chuuya is ten when Ranpo and Fukuzawa find him in the aftermath of the Sheep's annihilation and take him in. He grows up away from the Mafia and its violence, and finds a family in the ADA. All is well until a certain mackerel enter his life, bringing his chaos (and his shitton of trauma) along. He's standoffish, with dead eyes and the smell of danger all over him.
    Chuuya really, really doesn't like him.

    Until he does.

     

    (An ADA!Chuuya AU, but with a twist.)

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    05 Jan 2025

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    “Stop,” Chuuya gripes, “god, you’re so fucking annoying, can’t you just listen to me and be still for five goddamn seconds?”

    “Ew,” Dazai says, like Chuuya has asked him to do something reprehensible like believe in love or that he is worthy of forgiveness or the concept of tenderness without bite.

    “Just—” Chuuya hisses as Dazai wriggles purposefully, the look on his face he gets when he knows he’s annoyed Chuuya nearly to breaking and wants to see him break, “fucking be good for me for five seconds. Be good.” Chuuya grips Dazai’s jaw hard as speaks, hard enough to bruise. He uses the voice he uses when he’s working, when people need to listen and they need to do it now.

    He’s surprised when Dazai goes still underneath him.

    Chuuya looks down at Dazai who is blinking up at him slowly, seemingly dazed. His fingers twitch where he had been idly playing with the hem of Chuuya’s shirt. Chuuya tilts his head and waits for Dazai to say something and Dazai says nothing at all.

    Chuuya is fascinated.

    “Dazai?” He whispers.

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    31 Dec 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    smut fic but its actually a love letter to the complicated relationship dynamic of skk in disguise holy hell they’re so fucked up. dialogue is written well too; i love their banter

  7. Public Bookmark 24

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    You knew it was coming.

    or: a tale of grief, secrets, love, and healing. told in three parts.

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    09 Nov 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The Beast world will never stop being a tragedy. I love Souheki, I love their dynamic here, I love how Ranpo is written--the way he chooses logic over emotion even though his heart still tries to guide him. I think the writing style contributes to that; the playscript-like structure (I've never seen a playscript in my life, is this a journal article or observation diary or- I mean the title is that of a guide asdfglskf) and use of 2nd POV kinda captures the sense of derealisation and drift between logic and emotion in a way that's really fascinating. It’s one of those fics where I can reread and write a whole different lit analysis on it.

    There's also such a tragic irony to Ranpo saying "I wanted to be his reason to live. But I wasn't enough." to Odasaku, whose memory and presence was so important and life-changing that Beast!Dazai prioritised him above all others, whose continued existence became Beast!Dazai's suicide mission. ARGHH my heart ;-;

  8. Public Bookmark 73

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    "Falling in love with a God is not a death sentence. The story is only a tragedy if the God loves you back".

    Dazai Osamu is an abandoned cathedral, an empty grave. When he kneels on the ground, it wilts away; when he puts his hands in holy water, it boils. An human only in appearance, a demon in more than name.

    Nakahara Chuuya is a decimated battlefield, a raging inferno. When he steps in a Church, the people inside run away screaming; when he prays to Heaven, the sky unravels in lighting storms. A God and a martyr, a boy and a void.

    They are fifteen when they meet, both cursed, born sick. They hate each other inmediattly.

    It's fate.

     

    Or,
    Two wandering souls find each other by chance once, and proceed to keep finding each other on purpose.

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    21 Oct 2024

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    16 Oct 2024

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    what the fuck is this. hhhhhhhhhhh /pos

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    Shen Yuan is a Peak Lord. He just isn't Qing Jing's Peak Lord.

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    There was someone watching over little Xie Lian’s crib.
    The figure was of a tall, thin person with long hair that curtained his face and hid it from view. Long, graceful fingers reached out to touch his baby’s face…
    “Halt!” The king yelled, racing over. "Who are you?"
    “I am the Ghost King, Crimson Rain Seeking Flower.” He said, almost absentmindedly. He was still staring at the baby, completely fascinated with every twitch.

    . . .

    San Lang is in the past for a few minutes visiting the baby prince of Xian Le, but the King isn't amused.

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    11 Jan 2024

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    Xie Lian is pretty sure he was propositioned but, well, he doesn’t have anything better to do and his prospective husband seems nice enough.

    Hua Cheng is not sure how he ended up married to his god and he’s definitely panicking about it.

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    09 Jan 2024

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    Chu Wanning picks one up. “So, do we… eat them like this?”

    Taxian-jun looks at him strangely. “No, these aren’t edible. She said to plant them.”

    He feels a little offended when Chu Wanning drops the seed in surprise. “You’re going to garden?”

    “What’s with that reaction?” Taxian-jun says, folding his arms defensively. “Can’t this venerable one take up a hobby?”

    Taxian-jun takes up gardening and learns to adjust to the simple life with Chu Wanning. Contains spoilers for up to the end of the novel and the extras.

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    09 Jan 2024

  14. Public Bookmark 58

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    "He wishes his coke was wine to drown out the sounds of his dying campers"

    aka, Dionysus actually does have emotions and cares far more about his campers than he lets on.

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    20 Aug 2023

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    Xisuma is enjoying a normal day on the Hermitcraftserver, when Evil Xisuma barges in. He claims their father is sick - the Doomslayer. Xisuma follows him back to his home where they grew up, back to the Fortress of Doom. But when not even VEGA knows what's going on, will they manage to help the Slayer?
    Tango and Impulse, on the other hand, may just have gotten a little too curious to learn more about their admins dad, and are stumbling into things way over their head.

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    22 Nov 2022

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    Xisuma finds himself waking up without his memory in the End, with no recollection of who he is or how he got there. It's clear he should get out, but this isn't as easy as he thought, since he has no idea what he is doing.

    However, this is not the only thing that went weird on the server...

    Will the Hermits manage to get to the bottom of this with their admin in a state like that?

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    26 Oct 2022

  17. Public Bookmark 13

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    Xisuma was a busy man. Admin of Hermitcraft was a role he took very seriously, and with the recent updates to the Server, with the Moon, with the general shenanigans that Grian had been instigating (and the retaliations that followed) he was busier than ever. But come this time of year, when the snow crept down from the mountain peaks and when the cold chill seemed to infiltrate even the warmest of biomes, Xisuma had a task more important than wrestling his peers and scanning the code for glitches that needed fixing.

    He had a shopping list.

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    MCYT Advent Calendar 2021, Day 7: Letter to Santa

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    18 Oct 2022

  18. Public Bookmark 48

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    PART 3
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    “...my scans tell me you are an employee of Cyberlife,” came a voice from the silhouette, and Techno’s blood ran cold.

    The voice wasn’t exactly threatening in itself. It sounded oddly British; calm and collected, edged perhaps with the slightest hint of curiosity and a firm underlying tone of warning, of ‘stay down’.

    But this was a deviant, and Techno was under the employ of the company that as far as he knew, was the number one enemy in the eyes of Deviant programming—or so he’d been informed.

    He was so dead.

    Actually dead, not metaphorically dead.

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    28 Feb 2022

  19. Public Bookmark 29

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    It's been a few weeks since L'manberg became a place of memories, just a crater left in the ground, and Ranboo has moved up north to live with Phil and Technoblade. As the two 'brothers' get closer Techno begins to notice how Ranboo hunches, only making mining tunnels tall enough for others and building his house the same height as everyone else's. Technoblade and Phil, with some help from the rest of the SMP, help Ranboo learn to embrace his height and make accommodations for himself instead of forcing himself to water his height down around others.

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    18 Feb 2022

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    your honor, they are brothers ✨✨

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    "Wilby says that- that if a stranger ever tries to grab me, I can bite them." Tommy nods, giving a little glare towards Techno and his bitten hand.

    "Okay." Technoblade says slowly. "But don't bite me."

    "No, I'm gonna bite you."

    ---

    SBI Zombie apocalypse AU, in which Tommy is a little kid who's been separated from Wilbur. While Wilbur is on a desperate search for his little brother with Phil, Tommy stumbles across Technoblade, who is the definition of 'no chill' in the zombie apocalypse.

    Techno accidentally gains a new little brother.

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    12 Feb 2022

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