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    “Stop,” Chuuya gripes, “god, you’re so fucking annoying, can’t you just listen to me and be still for five goddamn seconds?”

    “Ew,” Dazai says, like Chuuya has asked him to do something reprehensible like believe in love or that he is worthy of forgiveness or the concept of tenderness without bite.

    “Just—” Chuuya hisses as Dazai wriggles purposefully, the look on his face he gets when he knows he’s annoyed Chuuya nearly to breaking and wants to see him break, “fucking be good for me for five seconds. Be good.” Chuuya grips Dazai’s jaw hard as speaks, hard enough to bruise. He uses the voice he uses when he’s working, when people need to listen and they need to do it now.

    He’s surprised when Dazai goes still underneath him.

    Chuuya looks down at Dazai who is blinking up at him slowly, seemingly dazed. His fingers twitch where he had been idly playing with the hem of Chuuya’s shirt. Chuuya tilts his head and waits for Dazai to say something and Dazai says nothing at all.

    Chuuya is fascinated.

    “Dazai?” He whispers.

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    31 Dec 2024

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    smut fic but its actually a love letter to the complicated relationship dynamic of skk in disguise holy hell they’re so fucked up. dialogue is written well too; i love their banter

  2. Public Bookmark 73

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    "Falling in love with a God is not a death sentence. The story is only a tragedy if the God loves you back".

    Dazai Osamu is an abandoned cathedral, an empty grave. When he kneels on the ground, it wilts away; when he puts his hands in holy water, it boils. An human only in appearance, a demon in more than name.

    Nakahara Chuuya is a decimated battlefield, a raging inferno. When he steps in a Church, the people inside run away screaming; when he prays to Heaven, the sky unravels in lighting storms. A God and a martyr, a boy and a void.

    They are fifteen when they meet, both cursed, born sick. They hate each other inmediattly.

    It's fate.

     

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    Two wandering souls find each other by chance once, and proceed to keep finding each other on purpose.

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    21 Oct 2024

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    It was one thing to have his perfect end denied, another altogether to continue to align himself with a reason to continue living – the same reason he left the Mafia for – when in this moment, all he wanted was to die.

    But he couldn’t. Because that would mean he wouldn’t make it to Chuuya on time.

    Correction: Dazai didn't make it to Chuuya on time. There are consequences.

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    31 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    dazai's devastating grief without the actual death <33 he's so dysfunctional without his other half; gorgeous

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    There's a new detective in Yokohama City. And Kunikida hates it.

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    23 Sep 2025

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    fucking hilarious; my fav is

    “Awhh, Port Mafia got to him before us,” Dazai bemoans, then leans back and dodges a rock going at inhuman speeds.

    Chuuya, in all his red hair and fancy jacket glory, stalks in, kicking another rock at Dazai that would surely tear through skin and shatter bone. As it is, Dazai dodges again, and it embeds four inches into the wall. A respectable length, to be sure, and it probably has a great personality. It was a lot to take in. Some would even call it large.

    Chuuya does this little pose thing when he tips his hat down with a gloved hand while jerking his chin up a bit, but the excessive arm movements makes his jacket—which is just slung onto his shoulders, and not properly put on—slide off a bit, and he has to adjust it while holding his pose.

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    Chuuya smiles at the memory, reliving the night in his head. “He’s a second year university student. He’s only two years older than us and in his second year. He told me it's because he skipped a year in high school. Now that I think about it he must be very smart.”

    “Big deal, I could have graduated university by the time I was fifteen.”

    The five times Chuuya was courted by people and the one time it was Dazai’s turn.

     

    Or: Throughout the years Chuuya is approached by different people interested in him, Dazai loses his mind while being completely oblivious as to why it bothers him so much.

    Or-Or: Chuuya’s long journey of finding his Type™.

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    08 Jul 2025

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    Chuuya brings them face to face with a hand on Dazai’s cheek. “You want to make me happy in a way no one else can.”

    “Ah.”

    “Ah?” Chuuya says hopefully.

    Dazai pales, eyes light years away, recalling all past events in a different light.

    Or: What happens when Dazai’s defenses consist of only “I hate Chuuya” and “Chuuya is [insert insult that's overused and funny to an audience of one (Dazai)]”

    It’s been really interesting to read as they both grow into people that could be in a happy relationship together — Dazai who was inconsiderate and a childish brat becoming a better person for Chuuya because Chuuya doesn’t deserve assholes and Chuuya who used to date assholes because he liked Dazai (an asshole) becoming someone with better standards but still liking his men massively competent until it comes to him. In skk fics, it’s usually a lot of Chuuya accommodating and taking care of Dazai in their daily life. The way Dazai slowly learns to be that way (not just from Chuuya but also from everyone around them) for Chuuya while acting like nothing ever happened makes it really refreshing and fun to read. The writing is also really funny. Definitely deserves a reread.

    fav scene:

    Dazai hasn't stopped smiling, and Chuuya feels his temper rising at the fact that the guy still isn't ugly four years later.

    Not ugly at fifteen and with braces, certainly not ugly at twenty-three without them.

     

     

    Fuck.

    Just Chuuya raging at Dazai’s growing attractiveness. idk why it’s so funny to me. Frankly, it’s injustice that there’s so many good scenes in this and my fav is this.