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    “Am I too boring for you?”

    He doesn’t mean to ask. Doesn’t mean for those words to come out. They fall from his lips before he has a chance to stop them, and the second they’re out there he wants to take them back. He wants to swallow them down so they can’t hurt anyone but himself.

    Because Ilya…Ilya flinches.

    “What.”

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Shane looks over his shoulder at Ilya, who had gone still, hands moved down on his hips, his thumb frozen over the ink.
    “You like it?”

    Shane gets a tattoo. Ilya loves it.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander has chemistry with his new American linemate. Montreal fans are thrilled. Ilya Rozanov is not.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    “This is the first game of the season that we win the fucking Cup.”

    The opening game of the Ottawa Centaurs in their first season with both Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov. Versus the Toronto Guardians, sore about Troy Barrett and Wyatt Hayes performing so well in the worst team in the league. Tempers running high, a team tired of losing, and itching for a chance to show how hard they can play. How they aren't going to stand for any shit.

    Who knows what could happen?

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Hayden hated the guy. Hated him.

    Hated his stupid, smug smirk and the myriad of insults he threw Hayden’s way and the way he made fun of Shane like it was a funny game then looked him up and down like a piece of meat and his reputation of sleeping with everything that fucking moved and the memories of being slammed into the boards by him and quite literally everything about this Russian dickhead.

    And he hated that he was now going to have to do everything in his power to learn how to tolerate Rozanov because Shane was inexplicably and hopelessly in love with him, and Shane was his brother in every fucking thing but blood, and Hayden was not going to keep being responsible for that sad puppy look on his face every time he realized how poorly they got along.

    So far, Hayden sucked at it. Big time.

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    It bothers Shane that Hayden and Ilya don't get along, so Hayden is putting in the effort to try and see these redeeming qualities Shane claims the guy has. Over the years it becomes easier and easier, until one day, he realizes he doesn't have to actually try anymore.

    or, 5 times Hayden realized he was starting to tolerate Ilya + 1 time they acknowledged they were actually friends now

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Yuna Hollander rounded the corner and finally came in view of the door to Shane’s hospital room. Her hand was almost on the handle when she noticed someone was already in the room, and she stopped in her tracks.

    At first she thought it might be one of Shane's teammates checking in on him, but the blonde curls at the back of the man’s head told her he wasn’t anyone she would have recognised from the Metros. Thinking about it, it made no sense, but he almost looked like—

    A clipped voice, slightly muffled by the door but with an unmistakable Russian accent confirmed her bewildered assumption. “Could have been worse,” she heard Ilya Rozanov say.

    When Ilya goes to visit Shane in the hospital in episode 5, Shane's mother sees him. They talk.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    When Ilya is jumped in an alleyway by some homophobic hockey fans, the entire Ottawa Centaurs team comes to his rescue.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    a different take on the plane situation, in which it lands a little more roughly, ilya gets injured, and shane drives 13 hours to get to his man.

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    “Shane? Sweetie, are you okay? We saw the news,” his mother says immediately upon answering the phone. She sounds like she’s been crying.

    “No,” he answers, too raw to even think about lying. “I’m—I’m on my way to Tampa.” There’s no point in lying about that, either—they’ll find out one way or another.

    “You what?” He can hear the panic in his mother’s voice.

    “Hayden helped me get a rental car,” he grits out, taking a steadying breath. “I-I have to get to him.”

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Spoilers for The Long Game. Post-Canon.

    The start of Ottawa's season feels like a promise. Ilya finally has all the people he loves in one place, a team that can keep up with him, the whole world knows he and Shane love each other, and they have the sweetest, most perfect dog. So why is he so nervous about their first game against Montreal?

    AKA Protective Ilya Rozanov momentarily forgets his husband is still the hockey prodigy he fell in love with at first freckle in Saskatchewan.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Shane attends Ilya's games. It goes as well as you'd expect.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    It happens in an instant.

    Over Ilya’s shoulder, Shane sees the doctor and Wiebe give each other a look, and in a sudden bout of impatient anxiety, Shane ends up saying the words that come to ruin everything.

    “Don’t touch me.”

    The effect is instantaneous. Ilya’s hands fly to his sides, and Shane gets a front row seat as Ilya’s heart breaks before his very eyes. Eyes dimming and lips trembling in slow, painful technicolor.

    It causes Shane’s heart to break, too, and he vows, immediately, never to see such a look cross his husband’s face again.

    OR Shane embarks on a mission to heal his husband’s heart, one PDA at a time.

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    12 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 97

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    Still, he forced himself to press on. “What?” he snapped. “Is it about a girl?”

    “No.” Shane was already starting to pull on some jeans. He clearly wasn’t intending on showering. Which worried Hayden even more, considering how much of a neat freak his friend usually was, but which he was also almost grateful for. This conversation was already awkward enough without one of them being naked.

    He took a deep breath. He wished he didn’t have to do this… but at the same time he knew that he needed to. “So,” he began hesitatingly. “Is it about a man then?”

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    Basically, Hayden confronts Shane after practice one day about why he has been acting so different lately. (Set sometime after Shane storms out on Ilya in episode 4)

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    12 Feb 2026

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    Ilya wanted so badly to just tell Svetlana: It’s Shane Hollander, it’s always been Shane Hollander. He wanted to invite her over after the game so he'd know it was possible for her and Shane to exist in the same room without the world collapsing.

    He was calling Shane back before he even thought about it, his heart in his throat. 

    “Ilya?”

    “Can I invite Svetlana?"

    He could never have expected what happened next.

    Or: Only a few months after the cottage, Shane meets Svetlana—and goes to great lengths to defeat his jealousy.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    “Fuck you,” Marleau says, through breathing, wheezing laughter. “I didn’t almost die—”

    The flat of Shane’s tongue presses, hard, against the head of Ilya’s cock. Ilya narrows his eyes. Oh, I see, he thinks flatly. To the extent that there had been anything to forgive, Ilya is fairly certain that Shane had immediately forgiven his little stunt during the call with Pike. He had neglected to remember, however, that Shane’s mind tended to plan on a scale of weeks, months, or years, and that forgiven did not necessarily mean forgotten.

    Shane gets payback for the phone call with Hayden.
    Sort of.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    It happens against Montreal, because of course it does.

    Shane Hollander has accumulated hundreds of penalty minutes across his career, same as every other hockey player, but none have ever been from fighting.

    That is until a bad hit by his former teammates leaves his husband laid out on the ice and a comment that crosses the line has Shane dropping his gloves for the first (and hopefully last) time.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    In which Ilya is the one who gets hurt during the Boston vs Montreal game in 2017 instead of Shane.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    Shane volunteers to be mic'd up on his first game against the Voyageurs in his first season with the Centaurs. What could go wrong?

    A lot... He hopes.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    As Shane prepares to join the Centaurs, Harris arranges a Q+A video for Centaurs fans to get to know their new their new teammate. It's a cute idea to have Ilya asking the questions, right? He won't be super obnoxious and also trigger Shane to feel comfortable enough revealing glimpses of his real personality right?

    AKA fans (and Harris) get a snippet of Shane and Ilya's dynamic off the ice.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    “Lily doing well?” He asked, a hint of mocking in his tone.
    “Hayden, we have to talk about this.”
    “About what?”
    “Whatever is bothering you about me and Ilya.”
    “Oh, so he is Ilya to you then.”
    “I can call him Rozanov if you really want.”
    Hayden scoffed. “Sure Shane. Let’s call him Rozanov. That’ll make everything better.” His tone was painfully sarcastic. Shane wasn’t a good judge of tone most times, but even he had caught on to that.
    “Hayden, c’mon man. What is going on with you?
    “This isn’t about me.”
    Shane threw up his hands, annoyed. “Well, it’s certainly starting to feel like it!”

     

    OR: After making an educated guess about his best friend's romantic partner, Hayden is having difficulty accepting it. Things are tense between him and Shane until Shane can't handle it anymore.

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    10 Feb 2026

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