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    "Chuuya—"
    "Don't fucking—*don't!* Fucking SPARE me! I don't need your or anyone else's help! You are the LAST person who has the right to offer me anything! FUCK!” Chuuya shrieks, then he collapses onto the floor screaming.
    The floor shatters under him as For the Tainted Sorrow roars in his veins.
    “Shit,” he curses, watching fragments of the floor start to float up around him. “Shit-shit-shit!"
    His hands are shaking, but he can’t get gravity to respond. He can’t get his own body to respond.
    Then a cool hand lands on his shoulder, and everything clatters back to the ground.

    *“I won’t leave you.”*

    Or, Chuuya breaks, and Dazai spends a year putting his pieces back together, no matter how many times he cuts his fingers on their sharp edges.
    At the end, they’re both softer for it.

    Epilogue starts at chapter 39!

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    02 Mar 2026

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    Dazai learns a total of three things about Chuuya when they unexpectedly bump into each other after years of radio silence. One, his hair has grown considerably longer. Two, he moved here to Yokohama because of his new job. And three, his kid is an absolute menace.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Death was always fascinating to him, so why didn't he feel fulfilled when he died?

    Or: Dazai is a ghost who isn't satisfied with his afterlife and the only way to go back to earth is to mutually fall in love with the other ghost.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    "And I don't think so, I know so."

    When Chuuya boldly claims he can leave Dazai satisfied in a way his frequent hook-ups could never do, the two childhood friends enter into an agreement that adds certain benefits to their friendship. Strictly no strings attached, of course. A good idea in theory, perhaps, were it not for the fact that both their strings have been secretly attached to each other for as long as they can remember.

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    09 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 95

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    Most people who met Dazai for the first time might describe his desire to find a dragon as somewhat of an obsession.

    And as if that wasn’t concerning enough on its own, the initial worry about this unusual interest tended to grow into horror the moment they found out why he was so desperate to find one in the first place.

    Dazai Osamu had a death wish.

    A death wish he hoped to fulfil by asking a dragon to kill him.

    It wasn’t that unusual of a goal to have, in Dazai’s own humble opinion. Plenty of villages were being plagued by dragons; why would theirs be any exception? If the inevitable was going to happen sooner or later anyway, he might as well make the most of it.

    Of course he’d know all about it, considering he originally came from a village burned to the ground by one of the vengeful creatures.

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    Or: Dazai makes it his life goal to find a dragon that'll kill him, and learns that sometimes the things we seek are much closer than we think, albeit not always in the way we expect.

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    08 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 47

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    "It's not like I'm saving the world or anything."

    "I wouldn't be so sure about that, Chuuya. You never know when a bouquet of flowers might save someone's life."

    Nakahara Chuuya has been working as a florist for quite some time. However, over the past year, there has been an anonymous individual who consistently orders a bouquet of red carnations every third Friday of the month. On the twelfth Friday, this mysterious person finally appears at Chuuya's small shop, causing his world to blossom into something entirely new-fangled and neoteric.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    “—and I will only admit it to you because you are my sister but I swear my heart stopped at least five times during that whole ordeal, I really didn’t want to be taken out by a grenade stuck in an ambulance with Chuuya of all people—”

    “Wasn’t there that old guy in there too?” Akiko interrupted him to ask from the other side of the couch.

    Dazai waved her off, almost spilling wine out of his glass in the process. “Sure, but if I had died there with Chuuya it would have almost been like a double suicide—”

    “Would it qualify as a suicide if it was an accident? That Chuuya guy doesn’t sound like he was trying to blow you up on purpose. I would argue that maybe he would be interested in some different kind of blowing—”

    “Akiko, do not finish that sentence. Haven’t you heard about how annoying he is? I could write ten books about it.”

    Or, a skk firefighters AU + Chuuya single dad AU
    (Yes, this is inspired by the TV show 9-1-1 but you don’t have to have watched it, I promise.)

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    03 Feb 2026

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    While rare, a bond between two alphas has the potential to change one participant’s secondary gender into that of a beta or an omega. The process is almost guaranteed success if said participant is mentally willing to accept such a role, but there is no formula or absolute method to cause a change in one’s biology.

    Panic strikes Chuuya like a knife through the gut. He locks his phone and borderline throws it on the table before beginning to pace the length of his bedroom.

    What the hell did he do?

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    28 Jan 2026

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    Iwaizumi is a young, bright-eyed criminal prosecutor fresh out of law school. After half a year of trying misdemeanor cases and learning the art of argument through his mentor, Ushijima Wakatoshi, he finally gets his first felony case: a murder of an affluent CEO by his son, Daishou Suguru.

    But when he meets Daishou’s defense attorney, a talented and extremely successful lawyer by the name of Oikawa Tooru, he finds himself wavering in his ability to prosecute the case. Especially when Oikawa looks like that fucking good in his pressed suit and tie.

    (lawyer!AU - in which Iwaizumi loves his objections, Oikawa is beautiful, and they have more chemistry than two opposing attorneys probably should.)

    This fic now has art!

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    28 Jan 2026

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    Iwaizumi is forcibly signed up to be the next Bachelor on a dating game show. Oikawa is less than pleased. In fact, you might say he's unhappy enough to beg the producers to let him on as a contestant, as a joke of course. Only Oikawa has no intention of going home.

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    28 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 58

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    “That’s stupid. How are a bunch of questions supposed to make me fall in love with anybody? Especially with an idiot, stinky fish.”

    “Rude.”
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    Or, Dazai and Chūya stuck in a safehouse, playing a game.
    OR, SKK + 36 Questions

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    28 Dec 2025

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    In a quiet LA flower shop, florist Iwaizumi Hajime prefers the calm simplicity of petals and stems—until world-famous actor Oikawa Tooru walks in, fleeing the chaos of fame. Their worlds couldn’t be more different, but a chance encounter blooms into something deeper as Oikawa keeps returning, drawn to the quiet steadiness Iwaizumi offers. As they grow closer, they begin to uncover each other’s buried fears and hidden hopes, forming a bond that neither expected. But with paparazzi circling and old wounds threatening to resurface, they must decide how much they’re willing to risk for something real. In a city built on illusion, their connection might be the most honest thing they’ve ever known.

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    28 Dec 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 33

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    You see, Dazai had an idea. He couldn't stand having to work in the same place as Chuuya anymore. Especially after the man had practically humiliated him. So when the perfect opportunity to get him fired came along, he grabbed it like a lifeline.

    Unfortunately, someone else had other plans.

     

    > Extremely explicit NSFW, you have been warned.

    > Soukoku AU.

    > Some sensitive topics and triggers, be careful.

    > Extremely Doubtful Comedy.

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    14 Dec 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 46

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    Dazai could possibly see himself becoming a boring middle-aged man that plays Sudoku for fun and feeds his pet fish every morning, but then a young, fiery, extremely opinionated and overconfident redhead walked into the lecture hall and it all, nicely put, went to shit.

    It’s not your fault, Dazai tries to reason with himself.

    Who could resist such a pretty little thing?

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    12 Nov 2025

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    Iwaizumi Hajime, a grad student working at a local car wash (who doesn't have time for omegas).

    Oikawa Tooru, a spoiled rich boy with too much time and too much beauty (who prefers to ghost alphas once he's had his fun with them).

    Opposites attract, or so they say.

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    09 Nov 2025

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    ‘Perhaps getting mugged at two in the morning isn’t such a bad idea’ Oikawa thinks as he eyes the world’s hottest policeman settled in the seat across from him.

    In which Oikawa is a news reporter head over heels for a commanding police officer.

    NOTE: This is fic is mainly Oikawa/Iwaizumi - There are also other side pairings (look in tags)

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    07 Nov 2025

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    Kuroo grins widely. “Y’know, that you have a big, fat crush on Iwa—”

    “Shut up! Shut up, I do not!” Oikawa glances frantically at the hallway to the washroom even though he can literally hear the shower running.

    “I don’t think you would deny it like that if it wasn’t true,” Kenma points out helpfully. Curse the socially-anxious induced perception skills he has. Oikawa glares at him and hopes Kenma can feel the bad vibes he’s sending over.

    Kuroo gasps loudly as if he just found out that his whole life is a lie. “Is that why you and dickwad broke up? Because you’re in love with Iwa—”

    “In love? What the fuck is wrong with you,” Oikawa hisses. “I am not in love with Iwa-chan.” And now that he says it outloud, it feels entirely untrue. Fuck. That’s not a good sign.

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    in which oikawa is not in love with iwaizumi aka his roommate aka his fwb aka best friend. not at all.

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    Chapters:
    5/5
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    23 Sep 2025

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    It wasn’t a weird thing to want. Most people liked to be able to help a friend in need. He hadn’t been more experienced than Iwaizumi in anything for years.

    Iwaizumi stared at him like he had grown a head. Or maybe, like it was a weird thing to want. “What?!”

    “C’mon, we’re friends,” Oikawa said, already scooting over. “Kiss me. I’ll tell you if you’re awful.”

    It's not weird or gay to consistently hook up with your best friend. It's actually a really good idea.

    (Just make sure to ignore that ugly, nasty, thing that lives between your ribs.)

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    16 Sep 2025

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    Dazai’s phone and all his genius blackmailing plans were long forgotten as he stood thunderstruck and watched Chuuya enter the convenience store, unable to take his eyes off his perky ass, small waist and wide shoulders. Shit, it was as if Chuuya did it on purpose, just to deter Dazai from his important mission.

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    Dazai wants to take compromising pictures of Chuuya running errands in his loungewear — however, his genius blackmailing plans backfire when Chuuya comes out of the house wearing goddamn grey sweatpants.   

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    09 Sep 2025

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    Going out and getting drunk with friends is all great and fun - until you wake up in a foreign bed with no memory of how you got there.
    And if a question pesters your mind, you want answers. What better method is there, than to try and see if the memories come back?

    Which is exactly what happens to Chuuya, who wakes up next to the most insufferable guy alive; Dazai. But what makes it worse is that neither can recall what happened last night, evidence speaking for and against the fact that they've had sex.

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    39,855

    07 Sep 2025

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