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    Since the beginning of Freshman year, Shane hasn't been able to shake an embarrassing crush on Ilya.

    When Ilya is assigned to tutor Shane in Russian, all Ilya can think about are his cute freckles and some very annoying fantasies.

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    College au where Ilya and Shane are angstily crushing on each other over tutoring sessions.

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    28 Feb 2026

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    To Ilya’s horror, Shane’s big doe eyes are glassy when he drops his hands back to his lap. Ilya’s heart drops to his stomach. 

    “No, no moya lyubov, no sorries.” Ilya straightens up and rushes to stand by Shane’s side. He cannot stand the sight of a teary-eyed Shane Hollander. Ilya cradles Shane’s face in his hands delicately, thumbs brushing over freckles that have darkened beautifully over the course of the past week spent in the sun. “Ya tebya lyublyu, Shane. I love you, yes? It is never chore to take care of you. You are feeling overwhelmed; I want to help. Is my duty as boyfriend, sweetheart.” 

     

    Or: Shane is still riddled with anxiety after coming clean to his parents. Luckily for him, Ilya is dedicated to the art of unraveling Shane Hollander.

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    28 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 73

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    Shane had never taken a nude before. You know, “once it’s out there, you never know who’ll see it!” That was a truism Shane’s mother had often thrown around when he was first starting with the Metros. But now, he was alone in his room—his real room, not a hotel room, for once—watching YouTube in bed. He was down another one of those rabbit holes he’d once told his parents about. Although he likely wouldn’t share the topic of this one with anyone…

    Shane finds videos meant for Ilya's fans. Interviews, workout routines... an underwear ad. One thing leads to another.

    Ilya put on the selfie cam and put a hand behind his head to flex his bicep. He snapped a shot, but found that his face was too weirdly neutral. He tried readjusting himself and taking another picture, but, same problem.

    “Blegh,” he said out loud. Stupid, he thought. I look like I’m trying not to sneeze.

    Then Ilya got distracted by a notification along the top of his screen. A new post from Shane Hollander Updates.

    Ilya attempts to curate his nudes, but gets distracted by a fan account he follows. A quick glance turns into something obsessive.

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    28 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 81

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    Shane and Ilya begin dating after finally meeting in person. Even though their relationship is kept a secret while they still perform as camboys, their love for each other continues to grow at the height of their popularity.

    After several months of hiding their relationship, Shane and Ilya decide to come out to everyone, choosing each other instead of worrying about the impact it could have on their careers. They're at peace with this decision as it then leads them to a new opportunity to have sex on camera to earn a different gold medal together.

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    Or, A sequel to my rival camboy AU

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    28 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander is working as a camboy. He enjoys the side job because he makes a decent living, likes exploring himself on camera, and loves performing in front of thousands of people. He's proud to be the top performer on the website and has the gold medal on his profile to prove it.

    Everything was going well for Shane until he began noticing the one person who didn't hide his hatred for him. He couldn't ignore the weeks of annoyance as their clash in personalities led him to Rozanov and his own shows.

    Rozanov was the only camboy who managed to overtake him as the top performer. Shane works hard to earn it back, and a rivalry forms between them as they both compete for the gold.

    But as Shane becomes more fixated with beating Rozanov, their rivalry leads to them becoming more entangled in each other's lives in private.

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    Or, A rival camboy AU

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    28 Feb 2026

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    Shane is convinced that Ilya Rozanov—captain of the Boston Bears and Shane’s newest student—hates him.

    Ilya joined Shane's yoga class specifically to get closer to the hot instructor, but every attempt at flirting only seems to make things worse.

    Neither of them has any idea the other is completely in love with them.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    Scott texts Kip that he’s bringing Shane back to the apartment. “Hey, I kind of have a big favor to ask you and I need you to be supportive about it.”
    Kip replies almost immediately, “That sounds ominous, is everything okay?”
    “I don’t know,” Scott decides to be honest, “You know how I’m shooting that commercial with Shane Hollander today?”
    “Yes…” He can practically feel Kip’s anxiety leaking into that one text.
    “Well, I think something happened to him. Something bad. I’m bringing him back to the apartment.”

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    Shane and Scott are supposed to be doing a commercial together but Scott notices that Shane’s acting… off. He finds out what happened in Vegas and forces Ilya to fix it.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    Born as the second son of a high-ranking officer in the Russian mob, Ilya Rozanov is sent to head the Bratva’s overseas branch in Canada. One day, his father calls with an assignment: shut down their rival operation in Ottawa, a money-laundering front backed by the Japanese Yakuza. He’s given one name to go off of: Hollander.

    Shane Hollander is a graduate student in an MD program specializing in sports medicine. There’s nothing particularly interesting about him, other than the fact that his mother, Yuna Hollander, is the CEO of an arts charity—and the daughter of the chairman of the second-largest yakuza family in Japan.

    Unfortunately for Shane, Ilya gets the wrong Hollander.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    What if Shane never got injured?
    What if Ilya decided to finally take a step back?
    What if the 5th best player of MLH was suddenly spotted hanging out hockey's golden boy Shane Hollander?
    What if Ilya had a few feelings about it?

    —×—

    Ilya is aware of Sebastian Hawthorne like he's aware of all the top 10 players of the league. Though he knows no one can come close to him and Hollander, he still likes to keep an eye out for them.

    Hawthorne, or as his teammates call him, Hawk, joined the Toronto Guardians during his Rookie season and has been there for the past six seasons. He's the assistant captain.

    “It's like he’s already seen the play unfold five seconds ahead,” Shane had once complained to Ilya over the phone after a particularly nasty loss against the Guardians some seasons back. Ilya then got the impression that Shane didn't like him either.

    So imagine his surprise when the picture of Hollander and Hawk shows up on his feed: laughing and practically having the time of their lives while leaving a high-end bakery.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    “You’ve got to show Hollander,” someone laughs incredulously.
    Before he can really process what is happening, J.J. is shoving a phone in his face, the screen so close the picture that he is trying to show him is nothing but a blurb of a man and woman.
    “Look at this shit, can you believe it?” J.J. asks excitedly.
    “I don’t know what I’m looking at,” Shane cringes back, eyes hurting.
    “Rozanov is engaged.”

    And just like that, the world stops.

    Shane blinks, and then blinks again. Surely he misheard.

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    Shane hears a rumor in the locker room that Ilya Rozanov is engaged. He breaks his own heart by believing it without asking Ilya if it's true.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    The thing is Shane has always had a hard time navigating social interactions. Not that he is necessarily bad at it, it’s just he sometimes says whatever is on his mind without realising how it might sound to other people. His best friend Rose calls it “refreshing”. Shane is not sure he agrees with that assessment, not sure he understands what it is that he is not supposed to say.

     

    Or, four times Shane accidentally flirted with people and the one time it wasn't an accident.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    “I have no idea what you’re talking about,” Shane says truthfully. “Who was staring at me? Rozanov?”

    “Ignore him,” Hayden cuts in. “He thinks you two hooked up at their party.”

    Shane chokes on his water. “I’m sorry, what?”

    Troy studies his face, “You did! I fucking knew it, I’m about to cash in. Kappa Tau has this huge pot going, on whether Rozy has the balls to hook up with another frat brother. I knew he’d be a sucker for your freckles Hollander, he’s always had a thing for you.”

    “Stop!” Shane rushed to say, seeing Troy’s thumbs fly across his phone. He started panicking, “No! No! We did not fucking hook up, what the fuck Barrett?”

    Or the one where Shane and Ilya are presidents of their own respective fraternities and Shane has the stupidest idea to fall for his rival (feat. a pining Shane and whipped Ilya.)

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Shane and Ilya have been together--officially-- for two years, and it's been going relatively well despite all the itty-bitty bumps on the road. Having to date in secret is never 'light and breezy'. It's definitely not light and breezy when Shane's childhood best friend visits.

    It's okay at first, nudged shoulders and inside jokes Ilya didn't understand. The second the nudges got too intimate, when the jokes got too sexual is when he realized something was off.

    He stays quiet, plays along, tries his fucking hardest not to punch Nathan goddamn Hales square in his annoyingly handsome face.

    When Ilya does talk to Shane about it, admittedly in the worst way possible, a fight breaks out. regrettable word choices are made, and a door is shut.

    And it was all Nathan fucking Hales fault.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    When he finally looked at Shane again, Shane knew exactly what he was going to escape his mouth.

    “Don’t,” Shane croaked. “Please don’t say it.”

    Ilya sighed, “Sweethe—Shane. This… I should not have done that. That was a mistake.”

    Rejection washed over Shane, a dirty and miserable feeling.

    (Or what happens when Shane confesses and Ilya pushes him away? Ft. a jealous, jealous Ilya Rozanov)

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    23 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 89

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    He unfortunately loves torturing the hell out of Ilya by acting like the biggest slut online. He loves to post pictures of himself, with hot cum splattered on his forehead and cheeks. He also loves showing off his pretty hole and getting praised online. He has a pretty big audience and he loves the attention, truly.

    Before he turns around he reads his comments and donations.

    donated $90! cockbanger81 -shane you look so pretty tonight.

    donated $50! shanesbackdimple - grab your ass babydoll

    shanespurpledildo - please fuck yourself with a dildo.

    shanesassstrechmarks - your ass looks fuckin divine

    OR

    shane being a W H O R E

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    22 Feb 2026

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    “You like these touched, don’t you?” His hand slid up, palm covering Shane’s left nipple, thumb circling, teasing. Shane’s eyes crossed, mouth opening on a ragged keen, body arching forward to offer more. “Do you play with them at home, hm?” Ilya taunted, pinching the tight bud. “Do you twist them under your sheets while you think of me? Does Mommy ever walk in on her sweet boy tugging his little tits and moaning?”

    A sob-half-laugh burst from Shane, mortifying and incandescent. “N-no, Father, oh God, n-no, she—ahhh—she’d—” His hole clenched around Ilya’s cock at the mention, involuntary, lust flaring hotter. The priest caught it, chuckled.

    “She’d be horrified to see her precious son like this,” Ilya murmured, nails scratching lightly over the right nipple now, making Shane shudder. “Socks on, slut naked, riding his priest’s cock right in the house of God.”

    In the house of God, Ilya found his most devout worshipper not in the pews, but bent over the altar, begging for absolution with every thrust.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    “Hollander,” Ilya sighs and comes to sit next to him. “We can't be more. This is all you get.”

    Shane really tries not to get mad, because yes he understands. This is all he gets.

    “Yeah, because it's not that it's a guy that is the problem, it's me right?”

    Ilya frowns. “What the fuck are you talking about?”

    “You had no problem letting him be all over you today,” Shane is aware of how jealous he sounds. He doesn't care. If this is the last conversation they'll be having, he needs to make sure he says everything.

     

    Or, what if Ilya thought Shane was going to bring Rose to the All Stars Game so he brought Svetlana and Sasha with him?

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    21 Feb 2026

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    Something went wrong. Ilya knows something did. He’s not sure about Hollander, but he felt it. That night ended shitty. Hollander has never texted him–nor replied to any of his messages since then, either. And Ilya could’ve gone mad. Or crazy. Could’ve gone to him face to face and started cursing him out. Because how could Hollander not reply to him, the Ilya Rozanov? Russia’s beloved team captain. Stanley Cup owner. The guy who fucks him like crazy until the only thing that could be heard in the room was him repeatedly calling for Ilya’s last name like it was prayer.

    He could’ve, but he didn’t.

     

    Shane is avoiding Ilya. Ilya tries his best not to go batshit crazy.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    Finally, Ilya exhaled hard, shoulders slumping just slightly as he turned around. “I don’t like sharing you.”

    “I’m not shared,” Shane said softly. “You’re my boyfriend, he is my bestfriend.”

    Ilya turned back, eyes still stormy. “I see the way he looks at you. Because he looks at you the same way I look at you.”

    Shane’s mouth fell open, half grinning with amusement. Did Ilya really think Hayden was in love with him?

    “Ilya, Hayden has a wife and four kids, what are you talking abo-”

    “How could he not?!” Ilya cut him off. “You are perfect. Perfect son, perfect hockey player, perfect boyfriend, perfect friend!” He spits out, using air quotations to exaggerate the friend part.

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    OR: Ilya Rozanov is extremely jealous of Hayden Pike. Shane ends up in a situation needing help, and both Hayden and Ilya show up at the same time... chaos ensues as Hayden connects the dots.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    Shane was never the jealous type. Until Ilya Rozanov came into his life.

    5+1 times fic

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    20 Feb 2026

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