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    18 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 41

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    Shane has been acting different lately. He can't sleep, no matter how tired he gets. He should be fine. He just finished his first ever season on the Ottawa Centaurs and has been openly married to his husband for almost a year now. He should be fine, right?

    He knows Ilya is starting to notice, but he doesn't know what's wrong with him, so he's just going to pretend nothing is wrong.

    Or, Many years ago, Shane Hollander was assaulted.

    fic title from "Abbey" by Mitski

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    17 Feb 2026

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Five times the Centaurs somehow caught a little glimpse—or maybe more—of Shane and Ilya’s sex life and once Shane actually shouted about it.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    "You will bend for me many times, I think, before this production is over."

    Shane means to say no. He means to tell Ilya Rozanov—arrogant Bolshoi principal dancer and professional pain in his ass—to fuck off and stop moving set pieces without permission. Instead, he ends up on his knees in a dressing room, which is definitely not how the Royal Winnipeg Ballet’s stage manager is supposed to handle conflict resolution.

    Three weeks until opening night. One impossible rivalry. And absolutely no way this ends well.

    or: Ilya comes to Winnipeg for The Nutcracker. Shane tries very hard to hate him. The mindblowing hate-sex doesn’t help.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Shane is convinced that Ilya Rozanov—captain of the Boston Bears and Shane’s newest student—hates him.

    Ilya joined Shane's yoga class specifically to get closer to the hot instructor, but every attempt at flirting only seems to make things worse.

    Neither of them has any idea the other is completely in love with them.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    An exploration of the first few months of Ilya and Shane’s “official” relationship, featuring Shane’s extremely supportive parents who do not do anything by half measures. Starts in September 2017.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Shane is sitting above the covers on the bed, which they clearly made by pushing the two twin beds together. “This is my roommate, Shane,” says Ilya. Shane looks up from his phone and shakes his head as he blushes, “you’re such an asshole.”

    Ilya says, “Harris asked if beds were made of cardboard.” Ilya gets close to the bed frame and knocks, showing how sturdy it is. “Is not cardboard, very strong. Hard to break.”

    “Ilya,” Shane says in a tone both reprimanding and chirpy.

     

    Or, Ilya takes Harris’s advice and films videos for TikTok while at the Olympic village.

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    11 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 39

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    College AU.

    They say you should ring in New Year's Eve with who you want to spend the rest of the year beside. Shane is trying to make peace with the likelihood he’s going to spend it alone…until a knock in the middle of the night changes everything again.

    OR: a Hollanov one-shot where Shane gets into multiple law schools; Ilya gets into vet school somewhere else and is too scared to ask for what he wants; and months later, he admits he fucked up.

    Even in a foreign place, surrounded by the detritus of Shane's unfulfilling life, Ilya still fucking fits.

    Throat closing up, Shane leans his head against the door to look at the ceiling. If he can keep his eyes off Ilya for a bit, maybe he can dredge up old anger and let it fuel him into turning Ilya away. That's what everyone would encourage him to do. Everyone would say he shouldn't…

    "I'm sorry is so late."

    …that he shouldn't be drawn to look back at Ilya. That he shouldn't be affected by the hesitation in Ilya's voice, or his hands balling at his sides, or his light eyes shining under the moonlight streaming through the cracked blinds.

    That he shouldn't have already let Ilya in.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the industry's most sought-after stylist and Ilya Rozanov is the fresh-faced model who becomes his ultimate obsession and muse.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    mafia boss!ilya being #downbad and shane walking him like a dog.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    "Maybe he should ask Ilya for Shane Hollander's number. Shane was a fucking babe."

    Troy gets Shane's number from Ilya.

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    29 Jan 2026

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    cj and jo's collabs! these fics are all unconnected and can be read on their own :)

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    29 Jan 2026

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    “Ilya,” Shane whispers. “Ilya, baby, can you open your eyes?”

    He’s met with silence, and the frantic tremor of his heart turns into an earthquake. The ice beneath him seeps into his veins and freezes his blood. Panic claws at his chest, scaling his ribcage like a ladder and lodging in his throat. He can barely breathe around the terror.

    “Ilya, you need to open your eyes. You need to look at me.”

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Shane and Ilya are finally on the same team! The Centaurs’ communications and PR department hasn’t known peace since.

    Featuring: email threads, the unhinged internet, chaotic group chats, Ilya being a menace, Shane being very tired, Harris trying (and failing) to contain the chaos, and Luca accidentally starring in his own little rom-com.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    What if Scott Hunter was waiting for an elevator in Vegas?

    What if Shane and Ilya had an emotional support Old Man and his Art History Twink?

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    20 Jan 2026

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    20 Jan 2026

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    Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.

    When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street:

    World Junior Hockey Championship 2009.

    What?

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    20 Jan 2026

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    Regulus Black never imagined raising a child. But when his best friend dies, leaving her daughter in his care, he is overwhelmed with fear for the future.

    Desperate and out of his depth, he moves to the same neighborhood as his brother, hoping to get all the help he can.

    Little does he know, he's about to find that help —and much more— in unexpected places.

    Also, there's this hot dilf who teaches the neighborhood's kids.

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    "It takes a village to raise a child" is a proverb that means that an entire community of people must provide for and interact positively with children for those children to experience and grow in a safe and healthy environment.

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    28 Jul 2025

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