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get him back! by flairlies
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Feb 2026
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Stuck in an alt-world where he and Shane never hooked up as teenagers, Ilya is determined to get Shane back. To do that, Ilya has to figure out a way to get Shane to see him as anyone other than the Russian asshole who has spent a decade pissing him off. It can't be that hard to make your husband fall in love with you... right?
Basically: Shane Hollander makes a wish with good intentions. Ilya Rozanov wakes up confused, single, closeted, and miserable in Boston.
+Bonus Chapter where AltWorld!Ilya wakes up confused, married, out, and carefree in Ottawa
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- English
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Bookmarked by ThatWillowTree
20 Feb 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
Holy shit holy shit holy shit. This is everything I could ever want in a fic. The pining on every end was perfect. I love Ilya being THE yearner of all time. Also, I’ve been looking for a fic that tackled the whole “thinking you’re in a dream and trying to take advantage of it bc you don’t think you’ll ever get to be with this person irl” trope with Hollanov and this was just perfect. Def top 3 hollanov fics for me at least, and maybe top 10 ever???
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Bestiary (Hollanov vampire AU) by cloudberrysoda
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Feb 2026
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Bookmarked by ThatWillowTree
19 Feb 2026
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Ughhhh the yearning. This series is so fucking enjoyable omg.
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“He’ll never forget anything about their first night. Or any night he shared with Ilya. Every detail has been etched into him. Without them, he wouldn’t recognize himself. Without them he was blank.
Stop thinking about Rozanov. Fuck.
He seeks new memories. New… etches.
So when future archeologists dig up his bones they won’t read them like a love letter to Ilya Rozanov.
Shane knows it’s risky.
But he doesn’t know that tonight he won’t be etched, he’ll be broken.”
When Shane hooks up with a stranger after a game, he thinks the worst that could happen is getting outed. He is wrong. What was meant to be a night to forget all about Ilya Rozanov, becomes a night when he needs him most.
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Bookmarked by ThatWillowTree
16 Feb 2026
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This was so beautiful. The pining in the first chapter was visceral and so good. Everything that followed was genuinely a work of art. Hayden being the fantastic friend he is, Ilya being just so, so good, and Shane. Just Shane. I love him so much and this was such a crazy well written characterization and depiction. I really enjoyed reading the therapy sessions as well. (This is just straight up my comment but this is my personal reminder to reread when I can.)
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i’ve got one foot in the golden life, one foot in the gutter by beetlesandstars, kryptonian
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Dec 2025
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“You broke up with her,” Ilya says, arms loosening against his chest.
“No, she, uh—” Shane ducks his head, avoiding Ilya’s eyes. “We slept together. And she kind of … she didn’t confront me, I guess. But she talked to me. Kind of hinted that she thought I might not be…”
“Into girls?” Ilya finishes for him.
“Something like that.”
“You denied it?”
“No, I— I told her. About me. About—us,” Shane’s head snaps up, a hand lifted in Ilya’s direction. “Not about us, us. That I’d been sleeping with someone. Another player. I didn’t tell her about you.”
OR: Shane comes out to Rose and runs toward the safest pair of arms he knows: Ilya’s.
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- Part 2 of cjo + hr
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- English
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- 6,484
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- 1/1
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11 Feb 2026
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Barstool Sports Canada reports that Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander has started learning Russian from new teammate and Russian rookie Sergei Dovonchezky.
Ilya has some thoughts. None of them are particularly kind.
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- Part 6 of my heated rivalry anon fics
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- English
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- 4/4
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Bookmarked by ThatWillowTree
07 Feb 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
Ilya’s yearning here made me cry actual heavy tears this was so good.
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The Long Way Home by kooksie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jan 2026
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Shane can’t stand his college roommate and teammate, Ilya Rozanov. Can’t stand his arrogance and his messiness and his constant sleeping around.
But then the entire team, Shane included, welcomes their families to campus for Parents Weekend.
And Shane also can’t stand that Ilya is alone.
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Bookmarked by ThatWillowTree
04 Feb 2026
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Ooh the feelings. Oh my god the feelings. The yearning. Oh it’s so good.
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hold me without hurting me (you'll be the first who ever did) by mightyd0lphin
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jan 2026
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Jane (21:23): Come over?
Ilya stared at the message. Rage swirled in his stomach - that Shane would run out on him like that, spend the next two months shoving his fucking girlfriend in Ilya’s face, and then text him like none of that had happened. Like none of it mattered.
Mixed in with the anger, though, and threatening to overwhelm it, was the hot burn of shame. Because Ilya was already texting back okay and putting on his shoes. Because he was fucking pathetic, and couldn’t resist.
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instead of going to the club during episode 4, shane goes back to his apartment. then he texts ilya.
Bookmarked by ThatWillowTree
28 Jan 2026
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AUGHSCJSKFMKSC SOBBING THIS IS SOME GOOD FUCKING FOOD
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love takes miles by mightyd0lphin
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Jan 2026
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- 2
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- 568
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27 Jan 2026
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how could i forget u? by vividblossom (dirtymudblood)
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
21 Dec 2025
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22 Jan 2026
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matter of fact, i caught you lookin' back by sargeantwoof
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jan 2026
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“No,” he says, smiling gently, like he doesn't know how irritating he's being. “Is my room first, da? You should speak with front desk.”
Hollander stares at him.
And then he starts to laugh.
“You ask the front desk,” he shoots back, in between his odd wheezes. Ilya's heart starts to pound in double time, because this is not—this cannot be Shane Hollander playing bed chicken with him. Their competitiveness is fierce, to be certain, but surely, Hollander would be the bigger person, no? “This is my fucking room, Rozanov. Wild horses couldn't drag me away.”
OR: Ilya's apartment is under construction. Shane's in town for a game. It'd be a shame if they somehow had the same hotel room.
[or, or: we need some more goddamn 'there was only one bed' out here.]
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- Part 9 of heated rivalry masterlist
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- English
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- 19,326
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- 1/1
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- 282
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22 Jan 2026
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won't get down on my knees (trying to play it casually) by yrsaffectionately
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jan 2026
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Variety ✓ @variety
Actors on Actors Episode 1:
Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
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Shane and Ilya are oblivious first and actors second
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- Part 1 of hollanov social media fics
Bookmarked by ThatWillowTree
21 Jan 2026
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Only You (Could Ruin Me Like This) by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jan 2026
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That girl at the club meant nothing. Shane drunk-texting Ilya at 2 AM means everything.
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A bandaid for my brain following the Club Scene in episode four.
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- 3/3
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20 Jan 2026
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Haydenov Phone Swap by icopythefax
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Feb 2026
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19 Jan 2026
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The term, he’s told, is temporary retrograde amnesia. Ilya doesn’t need the direct translation to understand: he forgot things. Ten years of things.
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18 Jan 2026
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everything subdural by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Dec 2025
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Shane gets laid out cold on the ice for the first time in his career. A month later, things go sideways again, and Ilya realizes he doesn't have forever to figure it out anymore.
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16 Jan 2026
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The things Hayden will do for his wife (and his best friend) (definitely not for himself) by frizzyanya
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jan 2026
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THE MUTE BUTTON ON SHANE'S PHONE DIDN'T WORK
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- Part 3 of Teammate Shenanigans
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- English
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- 1/1
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- 169
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Bookmarked by ThatWillowTree
13 Jan 2026
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I laughed so fucking hard. Jackie ilysm and I will always eat up Hayden/Jackie sideplot in my Hollanov fics
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Bookmarked by ThatWillowTree
08 Jan 2026
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Shane starts a letterboxed. Ilya does too, for some reason.
From godzllas on twt: hollanov fic where someone forces shane to get letterboxd and fans start questioning what is going on bc ilya and shane keep logging the same movies
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07 Jan 2026
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Ilya thinks about the last night they spent together, thinks about Shane splayed out on a hotel mattress pleading for his touch, thinks about how they hadn’t even kissed, and it starts as a strange little tickle in the back of his throat. Barely-there. He could ignore it if he wanted.
Then the intensity grows, flourishes into full-blow irritation, and suddenly he’s sputtering on his Coke and attracting the attention of the woman in the first-class seat across the aisle from him. He thinks it’s just some odd coughing fit, or that he inhaled his soda on accident, so he’s shocked when he feels something soft and smooth and triangular against his tongue.
It’s not until he spits the object into the napkin he’d received with his drink that he can see what it is: a long, thin, green leaf. A sepal.
As soon as Ilya realizes what he’s looking at, he’s flooded with dread.
Ilya's known these feelings were doomed from the start. He never thought they'd literally kill him.
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05 Jan 2026
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i know you by your heart (i will call you by your name) by justhockey
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Dec 2025
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He wanted to take it back instantly. Wanted to swallow his name down, down, down, shove it back into his heart where he’s been hiding it for - god - years. He wanted to go back in time a few seconds, to just before the moment when he ruined it all. He’d call him Hollander, instead. He’d whisper something sweet in Russian so Shane would never know - so Ilya could speak his feelings into existence without Shane hearing them.
He’d do anything at all to fix it.
(Or, Shane leaves. Then he comes back.)
Bookmarked by ThatWillowTree
30 Dec 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
I saw this, recognized the title, and proceeded to kick my legs on my bed like a teenage girl (which I am). But like, who can blame me? This is everything I could ever want??? Hollanov fic with heavy pining, Ilya pov, and Hozier lyric title??? Nothing can top this.