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  1. Public Bookmark 28

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    Trisha Elric dies from illness when Ed and Al are only 5 and 4. Her sister-in-law, and Ishvalan widow living in the far eastern mountains takes them in, but ultimately the boys lose her and parts of themselves to the war. Ending up in Central they are found by the genius Hohenheim who claims them. A cold, callused man he uses them for their skill in alchemy, forcing Edward to join the military to advance the man's ambitions and to set a game with the Fuhrer.

    Struggling to survive is all Ed knows. Distrustful of his military superior, beaten down by Hohenheim, and constantly worried for his brother, he somehow starts to find place with Mustang's Team.

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    14 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 97

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    The 5+1 fic that no one asked for but that I wrote on my 12h plane ride.
    Edward Elric is thirteen and has been through way too much. After a special unit of the police, lead by Roy Mustang, found the horrible scene that the Elric house displayed two years ago, and the state the Oldest boy was in— Roy dedicated his life to keep Edward safe. That does however entail becoming a foster parent, and having him have a protective detail stuck on Ed. Of course that means that Jean Havoc is stuck doing that… a lot.

    Or: the big brother Havoc fic that my heart desperately wanted after being obsessed with FMAB for all of five minutes.

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    10 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 24

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    After years in an abusive home, eleven-year-old Regulus Black is finally safe.
    Sirius and Remus never went to war, never went to Azkaban, they’ve built a quiet life together, and now they’re determined to give Sirius’s little brother the same thing. Safety. Softness. A home that doesn’t hurt.

    But healing isn’t a single moment. It’s nights spent whispering “I’m here,” mornings of small laughter, and the slow unlearning of fear.

    "The House We Built from Quiet" universe follows the Black brothers, the man who loves them both, and their friends through the long, gentle work of turning survival into living.

    🌙 Themes: found family, recovery, trauma, tenderness, and the love that teaches you you’re safe.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    Now, Steve is glad he’s not dead, don’t get him wrong.

    But holy shit, does it feel like he should be.

    It sounds like he should be, listening to the doctor rattle off his list of injuries and the care necessary to prevent complications. Cracked orbital bone, broken nose, concussion, broken rib – it really sells the story that he’d been hit with falling rubble during the fire, because how else would someone accumulate that many injuries? Interrogation and torture?

    Don’t be silly.
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    Eddie and Wayne are there to help pick up the pieces after Steve escapes the "fire" at Starcourt Mall.

    But Eddie has questions.

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    08 Dec 2025

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    For the past several months, it seems that the entirety of New York City hates Spider-man. The mayor wants him arrested, the police seem to want him dead, and worst of all, the Avengers are chasing him for his identity.

    Peter's just about at his limit, exhausted physically and mentally, when a little help from an unexpected source flips his world upside-down.

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    27 Oct 2025

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    Jeongin makes it his personal mission to ensure his hyungs are taking care of themselves leading up to their 2022 MAMA performance. He neglects to include himself in the self-care.
    (Part of this story will be based on actual events, but the author is going to indulge and expand on those events for the sake of the authors own head canon)

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    05 Sep 2025

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    When a wounded black cat appears at the doorstep of the Order of the Phoenix, no one suspects the truth. Not even Sirius, who takes him in, unaware that the cat curling at his feet is the brother he thought he’d lost forever.

    Regulus Black was meant to die in that cave, instead of death his magic does the only thing it can think of to survive, transform. Trapped in his Animagus form, silent and scarred, he lived in the forgotten corners of the world, until one day he gets badly injured and seeks the only support he can think off.

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    08 Jul 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 19

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    "Does it dawn on you that she bloody hates him as much as she hates you? Do you realize how fucking much she hurts him? Does your birdbrain understand how damn hard it is for him to even breathe right now?" Barty blurts out furiously.

     

    "He is her perfect child, mother would never—"

     

    "No. Shut up. You don’t get to talk right now," his voice trembled from fury. "Do you even care what you did to him? The nightmares? The way he stares at the ceiling like he’s scared to blink? That’s on you."

     

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    When Sirius ran away from the Black house at the age of sixteen, he abandoned his little brother. This situation leads Regulus to struggle with nightmares for the first time in his life. He falls into insomnia, he brews potions - anything to avoid thinking about his brother.

    At first Regulus is furious but then all he is left with is emptiness, it doesn't even hurt anymore, it's just plain numbness. He fades away like the star he is, after all, not every star is meant to shine for long.

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    08 Jul 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 44

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    Peter snaps instead of Tony and it's a trip.

    AKA, what if certain 'people' survived Endgame, what then?

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    when the Avengers and Tony realise they paved the way for a gift called Peter Parker.

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    02 Jun 2025

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    5 times Peter showed the Avengers just how strong he really is, and the one time they had to be strong for him.

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    31 May 2025

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    In one universe, Thanos's snap kills off one half of the universe.

    In this one, that half survives.

    It's five years later, and Peter has the opportunity to do the impossible.

    He'll do anything to get Tony back. Even at the cost to himself.

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    29 May 2025

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    AU. Nineteen year old Peter Parker has worked for SHIELD ever since he had a run-in with Nick Fury over alien technology a couple of years ago.

    When Tony Stark and Happy Hogan are injured in an attack that uses unfamiliar alien tech, Peter is assigned by Fury as their bodyguard and informant. He has one rule he tells himself on missions. Or, well, one rule with three sub-sections: get in and out, stay alert, and do not get attached. (That last sub-section holds more weight than the others — by about forty percent, give or take.)

    Morgan Stark — and, apparently, the rest of the Avengers, along with people he's tried to leave behind — are making the last part of that rule very difficult for him. Oh, and it turns out that Tony Stark isn't as big of an asshole as everyone makes him out to be. Who knew?

     

    Runner-up in “2024/2025 Favorite” Irondad Creator Awards 2025 :) thank you to anyone who voted!

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    27 May 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 67

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    Summers for Stiles wasn't beach trips and hiking in the forest, there were no barbeques or late night parties.
    He spent his Summer Holidays with his grandfather in Poland, learning politics and training to be his birthright.

    Because of this, Stiles is ready when he awakes, beaten and afraid.

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    20 Apr 2025

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    Nine years ago, Stiles Stilinski left Beacon hills and never looked back. Nine years ago, Stiles Stilinski joined a new pack under the tutelage of a fellow spark. Five years ago, he survived the massacre of his pack by simple chance, leaving him with the children of his alpha in his custody.

    Nine years ago, Stiles vowed to never return to Beacon Hills. What happens when he finds out his children have decided to go sneaking their way to the hell mouth to know his past?

    (Or the Beacon Hills pack meet a pair of strange twins who claim to be investigating their own father.)

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    20 Apr 2025

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    Laura blamed Derek for the deaths of their family and lied and said that Peter had died. It isn't until he travels back to Beacon Hills after Laura's death that he realizes she'd lied, and Peter realizes how much Laura traumatized Derek.

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    19 Apr 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 22

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    whumptober day 16 - nowhere else to go

    Stiles ends up on Peter's doorstep bleeding out, having had nowhere else to go.

    hurt/comfort

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    14 Apr 2025

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    In a last ditch effort to save Beacon Hills after everyone else has died, Stiles channels all of his energy and magic into cleansing the Nemeton and the magical core of the town.

    But he is more powerful than he knows, more connected to the Nemeton than anyone can guess, and a group of kids, teenagers and adults wakes up in the middle of the night ten years earlier with a second chance they didn't know they needed and a bond they don't understand.

    Stiles though? Stiles wakes up with a little more.

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    13 Apr 2025

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    Peter calls Stiles when the Nogitsune comes back, as someone SHOULD HAVE DONE IN THE FIRST PLACE

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    13 Apr 2025

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  19. Public Bookmark 63

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    Ryoumen Sukuna had abandoned his past. It was far behind him, cautiously hidden in the cracks of memories he had long since forced himself to forget. But the past comes back to haunt a person when ignored for too long, and his ghost has the face of a dead man walking.

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    Yuuji finds a family after years in the system, with none other then his long lost uncle who had no idea he existed.

    (This was partially inspired by End of Beginning by may_aar so check that out as well)

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    13 Apr 2025

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    Yuuji has a nightmare, Sukuna comforts him in his own way.

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    13 Apr 2025

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