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    He’s frowning down at his shoes when a sleepy, beautiful, rumpled Shane Hollander pulls open the door. God, he’s so pretty, Ilya thinks. His hair is sticking out in all directions and there’s a pink line across his cheeks where he must have been laying on his own arm. He’s only in his boxers. He gives Ilya a very sweet little smirk.

    “You know where the spare key is,” he mumbles, voice rough with sleep. “Why didn’t you just use that?”

    Ilya shrugs and lists to the side a bit. “Forgot. Did I wake you, baby? I’m sorry,” he’s still slurring a bit, he knows. And the ‘baby’ is a dead giveaway that he’s drunk. He hardly ever uses that pet name. Can’t resist right now.

    This is his baby. His baby Shane. He loves him.

    “You’re drunk,” Shane chuckles.

    “Mmm,” Ilya muses. “Yes, very.”

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Media: Here is the goodest most normal boy.
    Me: Oh so he’s a lil fucked up, got it. Here he is developing a bruise kink on top of everything else going on.

     

    Something’s different, just in general. Like wearing sunglasses, a filter of sorts over everything, but if Shane was in any way honest with himself, he’d know it was more like going without for the first time.

    He’s painfully aware of his body these days; how it looks, how it moves, how it responds to… stimuli. And it is responding, lately. His bruises, too: always just there, so used to them they’d barely registered anymore, but recently there’s been a sort of constant hum of them at the edge of his awareness. It’s a layer of input he really doesn’t need right now, busy as he is.

    But he’s been woken up. Restless. Needy.

    Late in bed, when all his chores are done, fingers travel up to his collarbone, where the newest acquisition is waiting for him.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    After a big win, Ilya and Shane go out to celebrate, but the night takes a turn when Shane runs into someone from his past. Ilya doesn’t take it well… and jealousy is quick to surface.

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    Where Ilya gets jealous and claims Shane as his, no matter where they are, who’s watching… or listening

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    16 Feb 2026

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    In the early hours of Saturday, the Hockey world was ablaze with the news that Ilya Rozanov was dead. Killed in a tragic car accident leaving behind a slew of devastated fans and a grieving husband still reeling in shock.

    The news also came as an incredible shock to Ilya when he awoke that same day, hungover and bleary, but very much alive. 

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    16 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 53

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    Shane Hollander gets a serious case of baby fever whenever he sees his husband, Ilya Rozanov around kids and he doesn't know what to fucking do about it---

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    15 Feb 2026

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    The command had sliced through him like a knife, and Shane had very nearly opened his mouth. It didn’t just paralyse his jaw, his entire body locked up, shock rippling through him.

    No matter how many comments were made, neither of them had ever been so evil as to order him so directly. Not since-

    But then Ilya Rozanov had tackled both of them to the ground, flinging his entire body weight at them, skates flying into the air.

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    AU where Shane just wants to play hockey but biology and shitty teammates make it nearly impossible. Ilya just wants to have some good competition on the ice. They make it work (eventually).

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    15 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 35

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    One unwanted touch. One hasty exit. Shane and Ilya’s night was supposed to be about appearances, but it ends in a hotel room with Shane surrendering to the only man who has the privilege of seeing him beg.

    Updated on 02-07-2026.

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    15 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 86

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    “You are acting like no one has ever done this to you before.”

    “Not true,” Shane mumbles.

    “No,” Ilya agrees. “You do this with Butler. In my house.” He leans in, whispers right into Shane’s ear: “But he is bad at it, I think. Or you would not be acting like this, just from a little touch.”

     

    Ilya reluctantly lends his apartment to the captain of the Boston Raiders, who uses it to conduct an extramarital affair. Unfortunately, his captain's mistress turns out to be Shane Hollander.

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    15 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 37

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    Ekstasis
    /ˈɛk.stə.sɪs/ (EK-stuh-sis)
    Noun
    Etymology: From Greek ἔκστασις (ékstasis) “displacement, astonishment, trance,” from ek- (“out of”) & stasis (“standing, state”). Literally, “a standing outside oneself.”
    Definition:
    A state of being beside oneself; emotional or spiritual displacement. Rapture, trance, or overwhelming awe in which ordinary self-awareness is suspended.

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    15 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 48

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    Shane Hollander loved order. Everybody knew this.

    He had a routine for everything—a certain way he did his laundry, folded his clothes, brushed his teeth—everything was controlled. If it had a place, it was in its place.

    Which is why, he was so taken aback when he came home (a little earlier than expected), entered his bedroom, and saw what looked like the aftermath of a Kansas level tornado—with his husband standing right in the middle of it.

    (or, Ilya makes a mess in Shane and his bedroom, and Shane forces him to clean it up while he watches. And touches himself.)

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Who.

    Who taught Shane about this.

    Ilya is going to kill someone, and then himself. Not Shane. Never Shane. But he is going to have to kill someone with his bare hands.

    Or: Shane invents advanced blowjob positions with his own beautiful freaky mind, thereby unintentionally turning Ilya into a danger to himself and others.

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    15 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 8

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    Ilya stilled. Then his fingers pressed inside, knuckles deep, crooking just right to make Shane’s vision white out. “Say it again.”

    Shane’s laugh was a wrecked thing. “You heard me, you sadistic bastard.”

    Ilya’s free hand fisted in Shane’s hair, yanking his head back. “I could make you come just like this. Leave you cuffed and spent, my name on your lips while you realize you’ve been played.” His fingers scissored, stretching, preparing. “But I won't do that. I kinda like the way you’re trembling in fear not knowing what move I’ll make next”.

    “So what are you going to do to me then?” Shane said between huffed breaths.

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    15 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 71

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    “Hayden, choose position for us”, Rozanov purrs, and Hayden’s brain stumbles so hard he makes a weird coughing sound.

    “Huh? Me?” Somehow he expected them to just - ignore that he’s here and do their own thing; he didn’t consider he’d actually get to affect what they do to each other.

    “No, obviously not you, one of twelve other stupid Metros players in this room who are also named Hayden”, Rozanov deadpans. “Come on. Want Shane to ride me like pretty little cowboy? Or should he be face down in the pillows?”

    Shane is looking between Hayden, Rozanov’s slicked up cock and Hayden again, eyes dark, biting his lower lip. Fuck, it’s obvious how badly he wants it.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    The Ottawa Centaurs love and respect their married teammates. But if the team has to hear them fuck nasty one more time they will riot.

    Can Shane and Ilya keep it down while getting down? The answer won't surprise you.

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    15 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 58

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    Shane wants Ilya to use him. That's it.

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    15 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 39

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    Rozanov shakes Shane's head by the jaw as he speaks, firm enough to demand his attention but soft enough to care.

    “What the fuck was wrong with you tonight?”

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    15 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 77

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    Ilya drags Shane to a gay club only to find that he's not the only one who can't keep their eyes and hands off Shane. What happens when Shane doesn't realize who he is dancing with for a moment?

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    15 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 9

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    Lily: I may have made a mistake.

    Jane: May have or have?

    Lily: …

    Lily: …

    Jane: What did you do?

    Lily: The good news is they no longer write about you and Hayden fucking.

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    15 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 43

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    When Shane asked Ilya to jump, he would never need to ask how high. He would just jump.

    (OR - it bothers Shane that his best friend and his fiance don’t get along, and he asks Ilya to fix it. Now all three of them have to have actual, real conversations with each other, much to everyone’s dismay).

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    15 Feb 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 18

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    Shane's about to go for a run. He texts Ilya, who responds right away. Short full-colour comic.

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    Comments:
    25
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    217
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    1,281

    15 Feb 2026

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