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    “I know, season is over. You probably want to sleep, snuggle your wives and your kids—or boyfriend,” he grins at Troy, “but I need my team for one more night.” He swallows hard. His heart beats harder. He thrums with energy. “I have big life announcement to make, and I don’t want to do it in stinky locker room. So. Everyone come to my house for dinner tomorrow night. Bring partners, children, whatever. We will celebrate our season, and I will tell you my big news."
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    In another world, where Hayden views his fanmail BEFORE posting, Shane and Ilya get to come out on their own terms.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    A devastating on-ice collision changes everything for Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov, and everyone who loves them.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    “Why are you here?” Ilya asked, very quietly.
    It still felt like a slap.
    Shane must have let out a sound of some sort, because Ilya turned to look at him, finally.
    “Did not mean it like that,” Ilya said. “Just… surprised.”
    Shane shifted awkwardly from one foot to the next, as if he was suddenly coming to the realization that he had no right to be here at all. “I got a call from the hospital,” he explained. “They told me I’m your emergency contact.”
    “Sorry,” Ilya said, in such a quiet voice it was almost impossible to hear him. “I forgot to change it.”
    Shane could only frown. That did not make him any less confused. “I guess I just… I don’t understand why you put me down as your emergency contact in the first place. It’s not like we…”
    Ilya took a couple of deep breaths. It looked like they were painful. His eyes slid away from Shane, like he couldn’t bear to look at him. “Did not have anyone else,” he admitted, and now his voice was the smallest Shane had ever heard it, like Ilya was trying to disappear as the words left him. “I’m sorry.”

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    Or: Ilya has a car accident. Shane is his emergency contact... even though they're no longer seeing each other.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Pike calls Lily after Shane's concussion, full of restless panic and a complicated sense of responsibility at being the only one who knows about their relationship.

    Ilya Rozanov picks up instead.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    Hollander crumpled to the ice like a ragdoll. The sound of his helmet smacking against the hard surface reverberated through Ilya’s ears.

    The game stopped.

    Ilya’s heart stopped.

    Shane didn’t get up.

    “Shane!”
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    OR: Shane's on-ice injury happens earlier in the timeline before they've said each other's first names for the first time. In his panic, Ilya reveals their relationship to everyone in the stadium by saying Shane's name. He has a nice conversation with Hayden about it at the hospital.

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    12 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 32

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    The woods are lovely, dark, and deep— and well-protected. There shouldn't be anyone living there, and Gretel had learned enough from her mother to know not to trust mysterious lights in the forest.

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    08 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 14

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    Dean’s so used to having backup that, despite his cautious, careful steps, the thing in this old, dilapidated house gets the jump on him before he’s able to notice that it’s done it.

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    03 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 3

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    Dean gets pumped full of eggs on a hunt gone wrong… Or does he?

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    01 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 2

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    Dean wakes up somewhere... strange?
    Day 3 - Tentacles

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    26 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 6

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    Dean goes on a solo hunt to impress his father, but things don't go as expected.

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    26 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 49

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    Dean gets kidnapped by some cultists who appear to worship a monster with tentacles and a penchant for sticking them in places they shouldn't be.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    It was supposed to be just another hunt. It was just another hunt. People were disappearing. They went down to the beach and they didn’t come back- or their bodies did. Swollen, distended and leaking thick white liquid from every orifice. Gross. Kinda made you wonder what happened to the ones who didn’t make it back, though. ‘Cause that liquid, everyone knew what it was, but no-one wanted to say. No-one wanted to admit that there was some sort of supernatural creature living in the local cave system kidnapping people and using them for, well, that.

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    26 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 93

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    How do you fill the summer after you win the Stanley Cup? That Dean could have probably figured out just fine. What's new to him are the boyfriend, the bisexuality, and his sudden role model status in the world of LGBTQ sports fans. Dean's a hockey player barely good at relationships, not some sort of hero, but now he better figure out navigating this world with Cas, quick, because he doesn't know what he'll do if he loses him.

    A series of timestamps in the summer post-Stanley Cup victory.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    Dean Winchester knows two things about hockey, two things his dad made sure he knew. One, hockey is a guy’s sport, and two, hockey is family. Hockey meant Sam and Bobby and Benny and Victor and Gabriel and hell, his entire team. So when Victor gets traded, Russian-star-turned-new-teammate Castiel Krushnic becomes a threat. As much as Dean hates him for that, the longer he sticks around, the more he begins to threaten that first rule too. Dean’s been taught his whole life that those who play hockey should not be captivated by deep accented voices and the way a guy handles his stick, so how the hell is he supposed to justify what he’s starting to think about Cas? All Dean wanted at the beginning of the season was to win, and now all he wants to do is figure out how he feels about Cas and how to deal with it without ruining his career and tearing his family apart.

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    22 Jan 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 20

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    a small collection of times cas surprises dean in the bathroom
    and how quickly an accident becomes a pattern

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    24 Dec 2025

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    18 Dec 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 28

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    This had simply never happened. Dean always checked the entire house, sometimes twice, laying sigils and protection spells and lines of salt as he went, and today was no exception. Sure, the place might have been a little strange, but it was foreclosed upon like a decade ago. So absolutely why can Dean hear someone walking around on the second floor of this abandoned house? An unchecked closet? The wind split a salt line? Some sort of undiscovered thing that was immune to all traps?

    tldr; The empty house Dean's trying to crash in isn't as empty as he thought it would be. Enter Castiel.

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    16 Dec 2025

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    Dean did a lot of thinking about when and how he would get Cas back. Months of it, actually, stretching into a year, because while Sam and Eileen were settling into their new lives, Dean was stuck. He was stuck in a faraway corner of the bunker, dark and empty and hollow, ringing with the sound of a vibrating phone.

    So when he falls to his knees in that same room, exhausted, hurting, breathless, and he feels a hand on his shoulder and looks up to see Cas, he realizes that he doesn't have a single clue about what to do now. Getting Cas out had been easy--actually, it'd been the opposite of that--but the planning of it, the methodical desperation of one attempt after the other had been a familiar rhythm. It'd been soothing almost, solid, something to focus on that wasn't Cas's eyes, watery and jubilant in a way Dean hadn't ever seen that up close on anyone, let alone Cas.

    And now Cas is pulling him to his feet, and Dean's stumbling, and he instinctually grabs Cas's arm, and his hand lights up with a fire that he isn't prepared for.

    "Hello, Dean."

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    15 Dec 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 17

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    Dean took off after the Mark of Cain turned him into a demon. Castiel is determined to find him and bring him home, no matter what it takes.

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    23 Nov 2025

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    “You know what to do,” Castiel says softly. Dean will not let himself be touched gently—Dean will barely let himself be touched with anything but punishment—but Castiel can still find ways to give him pleasure. He takes the brittle-thin cut of Dean’s jaw in one hand; works his thumb beneath Dean’s sweet lips; pries his mouth open by pinching his chin between thumb and forefinger, so wide that he can feel the humidity of Dean’s breath speeding up into desperate little pants against the inside of his wrist. “Get to work.”

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    OR: Castiel is forty years too late pulling Dean out of hell, and punished to Fall from grace for it. They find each other anyway.

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    20 Nov 2025

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