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  1. 13

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    wild gets disarmed mid-battle. there are consequences.

    or, a study of pain and being taught not to show it

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    Hockey is a rough sport. Everyone knows that. You go down, you get back up. That’s the game. When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.

    Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane’s relationship first—and decide that instead of letting their captain move to fucking Ottawa, they’ll just kidnap his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.

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    Despite their angelic reputation, Halovians are no less bound by their bodies as anyone else. Even those supposedly perfect will have their issues, and when left to fester, they’ll only get worse. No matter how much Sunday wishes to separate himself from his body, he is now stuck in reality and forced to address the problems he had hoped to leave behind once in the blissful dream. Forced awake after so long dreaming, it’s so much worse than before, and he is no better than any fearful little charmony dove

    Have you ever seen a dove try to build a nest? It’s so pathetic you just feel bad for the stupid thing.

    (Sunday has a lot of problems and at this point he has no choice but to get rehabilitated by the humans around him like the neglected rescue bird he is)

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  4. 61

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    He realizes it right before everything goes to shit. He’s just standing there in the loft and Eddie’s handing him Christopher’s backpack and talking about “he’s not that fast” and “order pizza” and Buck sort of stares at him—partly in shock, partly in reverence—and he thinks "I love you." He shoves it down immediately, of course, as far down as it’ll go, but the fact of the matter is, it’s there somewhere, floating around inside of him. He can’t get rid of it now.

    Not that it matters all that much, though, because there’s the whole quitting thing and the lawsuit thing and the argument in the grocery store and by the time he’s given his (re)start date he know; he well and truly fucked up.

     
    or: another classic post-lawsuit fic. Angst, hurt, some comfort, more angst, more comfort.

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  5. 25

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    Phuwin has spent his life being “the other twin,” quietly carving out a self beyond the mirror. When a sudden accident takes his brother and leaves Pond, his brother’s fiance, waking up convinced the man he loves survived, Phuwin is forced to choose between honesty and mercy.

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  6. 7

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    When their perfect plan to fake their deaths goes off without a hitch, El is ready to leave Hawkins behind and start a new life with her sister, Kali. That is, until an unconscious —and very much alive— Henry Creel shows up and throws a wrench into everything.

     

    Oh well, sometimes a road trip with family is all you need.

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    I've always wondered how the story would change if the Naruto world was an Omegaverse—especially if Naruto and Sasuke were opposite secondary genders. I'm convinced that with just a little push (mostly for Sasuke's side) toward exploring the possibility of a relationship, the entire plot would shift.
    In this fic, the story starts from the very beginning of the canonical Naruto timeline and proceeds to retell the whole journey—mostly focusing on Naruto and Sasuke, and how the circumstances of this new world slowly transform them both.
    (I'm terrible at summarizing, I know.) Basically, it's the classic Naruto plot… but layered with Omegaverse dynamics. This story doesn't rush into romance or typical mating tropes—it's a slow-burn emotional journey that stays faithful to the characters while weaving in that deep, instinctive tension and intimacy. You'll see all the familiar events, reimagined through an Omegaverse lens, complete with scent-based longing, emotional repression, and a slow, aching unfolding of their connection.

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  8. 53

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    A collection of RadioSiren stories inspired by Fina Teh's OC.

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    Dragging a hand down his face, Eddie says, “It was thirty seconds.” 

    “Of betrayal,” Buck says darkly. 

    A laugh bursts out of Eddie. “You’re–” 

    “I’m what?” Buck advances on him before stopping abruptly in the middle of the room. Behind him, the curry they’d been working on sizzles, oil burning. Neither of them does anything about it. “I’m right?”

    “Jumping to conclusions,” Eddie grits out. He hates being cornered like this. “Like you always do.”

    “Oh, okay,” Buck says, too brightly. “Same way you keep jumping through hoops to avoid saying anything you actually want to fucking say?” 

    Buck’s not being fair. None of this is fair. It’s not right, it’s not–

    “Fuck you,” Eddie snaps.

    OR: Buck and Eddie argue after Buck hooks up with a married couple. 

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  11. 26

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    Everything that he’s tried so hard to uphold threatens to crumble at that very moment.

    Everything, so that he might feel Rozanov’s hand wrapped around his throat as he is drawn into a kiss. Everything, so that he can have back the secrecy, the lies, the fumbling hour or two stolen in hotel rooms.

    (Shane tries a little harder. He marries Rose Landry, has a child, and leads a picture-perfect life. Ilya Rozanov’s re-emergence makes the ‘trying’ all the more harder to maintain.)

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  12. 0

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    Healthy Boundaries 101: when your previously closeted gay best friend comes out to you and confesses his unrequited love for you, you should:
    A) allow for the relationship to change and for feelings to resolve.
    B) understand that the way you’re acting is part of the reason your previously closeted gay best friend fell in love with you in the first place and change accordingly.
    C) throw caution to the wind and become one hundred times worse.

    Jesus Christ, Michael.

    Max turned to him as Mike passed and whatever she saw on his face, caused her to stick her hands out to the sides and mouth: “what the fuck just happened?”

    If only he knew.

    One thing was certain.

    He’d made a mistake in telling Mike he was going to move on.

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  13. *

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    Zoro has a system. Sanji has a secret. They make a deal to handle things together.

    A canonverse BDSM AU.

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    Patrick Bateman's closet doesn't contain any dead bodies in this tale*, but there is something in it that scares him so much more...

    *This is slightly AU; it's still set in Manhattan and the characters are all the same, but Patrick hasn't killed anyone, his dad is still alive, he has a whole ton of childhood trauma, and is incredibly mentally ill and in therapy at the beginning of this.

    I've also updated it to modern day times; there is no specific year but it's intended to be sometime in the mid-to-late 2010s. Also, Paul knows who he is from the start and doesn't mistake him for Marcus Halberstram.

     

    Oh yeah, and the biggest change is that he's joined Paul in that whole Yale thing. He just doesn't know it yet...

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    Light Yagami is the epitome of perfection: honor student, a popular kid, and an attentive boyfriend. But if L had learned one thing it is that pretty boys always lie, and he was about to be caught in a web of Light's biggest ones.

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    The free androids of Detroit start building their brand-new future, but peace is only relative in the troubled times that follow a revolution. One of the major figureheads of the revolution and finally a deviant, Connor now has to learn how to handle free will. The AI that both guided and punished him is gone, but at a price, and he struggles with his newfound freedom when guilt and fear are the crumbling foundations of his new life.

    They say they want him there with them, but Connor can't understand why. He's afraid of himself and what he's capable of, afraid that maybe these feelings don't have their place within him.

    Despite all the doubts he may have, Connor finds that he desperately wants to live, because whenever he feels himself slipping and falling, they're here to catch him.

     

    Please heed the tags. Look after yourself!

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  17. 14

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    Natasha caught feelings for Commander Maria Hill the moment she lay eyes on her. The past few years have been hard - a challenge to keep her feeling safely locked away, but one New Years Eve Natasha has reached breaking point. Her resolution - take Hill out to dinner and finally tell her how she feels - for better or for worse.

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    After the shitshow that’s been his life for the past few months, Eddie decides that the best way to move forward is to outsource his life decisions to Buck - after all, Buck has always known how to manage Eddie’s life better than Eddie could. And if it prevents Buck from moving out, then all the better.

    Buck is trying to find a new apartment before he gets too comfortable in the Diaz home, but Eddie keeps asking him for things he wants too much to say no to. All he wants is to not hurt anyone, but Eddie seems to be determined to make that impossible.

    (Or: the platonic BDSM fic.)

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