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    A series of loosely related one-shots based on Lance and Keith and their post-canon, kinky exploits.

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    do something while your heart is thumping ~ the Kallurance Polyamory AU ~

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    The One Where Allura Lives

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    In my series "do something while your heart is thumping," Lance gains the ability to create portals in time and space. One night, one of them shows him an alternate reality where Allura survives the end of the war.

    This is that story.

    Not canon-compliant, obviously, this story delves into the polyamorous relationship that starts with Allurance, adds on Klance, and eventually becomes Kallurance, with Keith and Allura queerplatonic partners.

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    do something while your heart is thumping

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    The One Where Klance is Endgame

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    Podfic Broken Telephone is a challenge than ran from summer 2017 to winter 2017. The idea was that Person A made a podfic, which turned into a prompt for Person B. Person B's podfic then became a prompt for Person C, and on down the chain.

    Three chains were formed from the participant pool to keep the challenge run time to six months or less.

    For more information or to see the other chains and podfics made for this challenge, visit the collection: http://archiveofourown.org/collections/podfic_broken_telephone

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    "I was drawn to you because of the music. The way you skate like your body is creating music."

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    Headcanoning the cut scenes and in-between moments of Yuri!!! on Ice.

    So integral to this artistic show, music connects these pieces, too. Each is keyed to something by a Russian composer. It's such an intense, rich musical heritage, you may make some of the same character connections I did.

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    Ilya Rozanov, get loved.

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    10 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Such a wonderful full-in-the-gaps with just a splash of canon rewrite. All of the family feels. And some of the best one-liners—hilarious and heartfelt—in the fandom.

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    Once outside, he leaned forward and put his hand against the cold stone wall. His phone was still to his ear, the message still recording. 

    “Ilya. Please. Please. I can’t do this. I don’t know what to do. Please. You can’t be dead.” His voice broke on the word. “I love you. I love you so much. More than anything. I need to hear your voice. I need you to…I need you…I need you…fuck. Please Ilya, please.” 

    Shane took the phone away from his ear and held it between both hands as though he were praying. He realized he was on the floor and didn’t know how he got there. He was crying. He was fairly certain he was hyperventilating. 

    His brain was desperately trying to grab at anything. Any thread of logic. Any idea of what to do next. 

    I have to see him. 

    Yes. That made sense. Shane needed to get to Tampa. Now. He would go there. He would find Ilya. Ilya would be fine. They would be together. He would see him. Tell him how much he loved him. He had to go. He had to go now. 

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    OR: What if Ilya lost his phone during the emergency landing, Shane couldn't reach him, he panicked, and chartered a plane to Tampa to find him instead...

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    02 Feb 2026

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    “He’ll never forget anything about their first night. Or any night he shared with Ilya. Every detail has been etched into him. Without them, he wouldn’t recognize himself. Without them he was blank.

    Stop thinking about Rozanov. Fuck.

    He seeks new memories. New… etches.

    So when future archeologists dig up his bones they won’t read them like a love letter to Ilya Rozanov.

    Shane knows it’s risky.

    But he doesn’t know that tonight he won’t be etched, he’ll be broken.”

    When Shane hooks up with a stranger after a game, he thinks the worst that could happen is getting outed. He is wrong. What was meant to be a night to forget all about Ilya Rozanov, becomes a night when he needs him most.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    Shane doesn't fall apart loudly. He spirals, shuts down, missteps. Ilya pays attention. He stays. He helps Shane learn what it feels like to be noticed without being corrected.

    or, 5 times Shane needs help regulating his autism, and Ilya is there for him + 1 time Shane is there for Ilya.

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    30 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    If you would like to feel very called out and yet also held in your neurodivergence this is the fic for you

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    What if it was the Metro's plane that almost crashed?
    This is the alternate universe where Shane's plane almost crashes. What would Shane message Ilya if he thought it was the end and how would Ilya handle not knowing if Shane was alive or dead?

    He was scared for Ilya. He’d sacrificed so much for Shane and now Shane was… if Shane was going to die then Ilya did it for nothing. Shane fucked Ilya’s life and would never deliver on the pay off. There would be no lifetime to make it up to him.

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    29 Jan 2026