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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    Shane suggests that Ilya bottom, not realizing it would bring up past trauma.

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    26 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 26

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    His wellness check doesn’t come in the form of burly men with guns, demanding he put his hands up while they pin him to the wall and deem him a danger to himself or others. It comes in the form of a six foot even, doe-eyed boy in a Metros pullover, freshly showered hair still damp at the ends, and worry dotting his face like the freckles across his nose. He looks angry, too, like Ilya might still find himself against the nearest wall, and not in the fun way.

    “What the fuck, Rozanov?”

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    The one where Ilya takes personal leave without telling anyone. Shane doesn’t need to ask him about it, but he knows what needs to be done.

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    24 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 22

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    Ilya finds the Olympic fleece in Shane's closet, leading to a confession and a do-over.

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    23 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane tries to remember, peering into the darkness surrounding the car with a furrowed brow. It hurts to move, and he feels something warm and slick sliding down his cheek.

    More blood, his mind supplies rather unhelpfully.

    He was driving after dark, but he shouldn’t have been. He wasn’t supposed to be. They had all night together, so why is he here?

    I already chose you, Hollander.

    Shane inhales sharply as his mind slowly fills in the gaps in his memory. They fought. Ilya told him to leave. Shane did.

    And then he crashed.

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    22 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 63

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    After a confrontation with his brother, Shane finds Ilya on the floor of the locker room and patches him up.

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    22 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane's biggest nightmare came true in a way that he could never predict. After losing his phone, his messages with Ilya became public. Everyone would find out he is gay, that he's dating his enemy. But it wasn't his messages with Ilya that became public, it was with Lily. And no one was talking about Shane being gay. They're talking about how misogynistic he is.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    “I think what people are most interested in is whether your game—against each other—changed once you were together.”

    They looked at each other. Shaking their heads. It was never going to go away. But they didn’t intend to change their approach in keeping some things to themselves.
    —--------------—-
    another story of people trying to find out when it all started.

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    21 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark *

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    “Come on,” Comeau says. “Are we all just supposed to pretend it's normal that you’re still playing house with Ilya Rozanov?”

    “Gil—” J.J. says, but Shane doesn’t want him to finish that sentence, to pull Comeau gently off the ledge he’s steering himself toward. Shane wants to push him, kicking and screaming, to make them say it to his fucking face. That after all this time, they still hate him for the heinous crime of falling in love.

    “We’ve been married for two years,” Shane says. “I’m not sure that qualifies as playing house. I mean, it’s longer than you were with your first wife, isn’t it?”

    Or: Shane reunites with his former teammates at J.J.'s bachelor party. He's finally ready to say (and maybe punch) his piece.

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    21 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

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    lucarozanov

    if shane hollander gets mad at me reading about him getting blasted in the ass then he can check his bank account. i know ilya would be chill with it though

    Luca Haas tries very hard to not let anyone know about his dark (read: embarrassing) past. Unfortunately, the fans are ready to let people know for him.

    Or, Luca used to run a tumblr blog for Hollanov and the internet goes wild.

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    20 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 22

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    Ilya liked puzzles more than he let on. In fact, Ilya loved puzzles. The quiet routine. Sorting through the pieces, edges first of course. Then slowly filling the center methodically. Matching colors and connecting through lines of patterns. Referencing the box every so often. When Ilya was finally, finally given entry into Shane Hollander’s life, into his family, puzzles were an unexpected, quiet comfort.

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    puzzling unexpectedly brings up some feelings about love and belonging and home

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    20 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    “This is the first game of the season that we win the fucking Cup.”

    The opening game of the Ottawa Centaurs in their first season with both Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov. Versus the Toronto Guardians, sore about Troy Barrett and Wyatt Hayes performing so well in the worst team in the league. Tempers running high, a team tired of losing, and itching for a chance to show how hard they can play. How they aren't going to stand for any shit.

    Who knows what could happen?

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Hayden could not imagine someone losing that and their mother in the same day. It would age you. It would change you. Perhaps by the time Ilya had been thirteen, and fourteen, perhaps he had already been grown.

    Hayden Pike grit his teeth because he knew he had been wrong. Ilya Rozanov had never just been an obnoxious hockey player with a colossal ego and nice smile - nice enough to entrap Shane Hollander, anyway - and now his hatred was mostly unfounded. He hated it when people were more complex than they seemed. It meant he had to change his mind.

    Or

    Five times people see the impact of Ilya growing up too fast, and one time a tiger becomes a boy again.

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    10 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    Ilya Rozanov, get loved.

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    07 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    - Marlow Has Added Jane to the Conversation -

    Marlow: Please don't tell Roz

    Jane: O.O

     

    - Hayden Has Added Lily to the Conversation -

    Lily: What the fuck is this?

    Hayden: Oh-

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    03 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark *

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    The second announcer switched in. “That’s right, and with the score at 5-3, it seems unlikely the Centaurs are going home disappointed tonight. A superb performance from the team and from their captain.

    Well you know what they say?

    What do they say?

    No one can take a hit like Ilya Rozanov.

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    5 times Ilya Rozanov takes a hit, and 1 time he doesnt have to.

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    03 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 46

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    Prompt request from tumblr user @mimilaroo: Hollanov figuring out nicknames for each other.

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    It slips out without ceremony.

    They’re both half distracted, Shane flipping through his phone on the couch while his head is nuzzled against Ilya’s shoulder as he scrolls through Netflix movies.

    “Have you seen this movie,” Ilya says, then adds, absentmindedly, “Kotik?”

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    29 Jan 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 3

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    A short character study to understand that epic force of love unfolding right before my eyes. Shane and Ilya unlock something in my core. So, there you go. There will be more, but for now, writing this felt like a burning thirst that had to be quenched.

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    28 Jan 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 23

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    “Mm. Wait-” Ilya said under his breath, breaking the kiss to remove his earbuds and pause the music that was still playing.

    “What were you listening to?” Shane asked softly, placing his other hand on the back of Ilya’s neck.

    “Ah- uhm, nothing,” Ilya blurted out a bit too quickly and a bit too loudly. Shane looked at him quizzically, but before he had time to figure out what was happening, Ilya went in for another kiss. This time, Shane was the one to break away.

    “Ilya, tell me,” he giggled quietly.

    “I told you, is nothing. Now kiss me some more,” he said, trying to shut Shane up.

    “Ah ah ah,” Shane scolded playfully, wagging a finger and taking a step back, “not unless you tell me what you were listening to.” Ilya felt warmth creep across his cheeks, and he silently prayed that Shane wouldn’t notice. He noticed immediately, though, because of course he did. “Oh my god, are you embarrassed?!” Shane let out a loud, exasperated laugh. “You’ve gotta be kidding me. Ilya, we’re married. What could you possibly be listening to that you would be embarrassed to tell me about? What, is it Shake It Off?” He grinned playfully.

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    Ilya is secretly a huge swiftie.

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    26 Jan 2026

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    Several years into Rozanov’s career, ESPN hires a reporter fluent in Russian.

    Suddenly able to answer questions fluently and with a wide vocabulary, Rozanov’s interviews go viral. Hockey fans around the world get a new look at what they thought about Boston’s #81. This changes not only his public persona, but his whole life.

    Inspired by the look on NBA star Nikola Jokić’s face when he was asked a question in his native Serbian and my own struggles learning a new language.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    When Hayden misinterprets Shane having a panic attack on the phone, he decides that nothing could help Shane calm down cheer up like a surprise visit from his best friend and four very adorable, very loud children.

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    Hayden thinks Shane is having a panic attack during their phone call while Ilya is blowing him, and proceeds to drag his children to the cottage to surprise Shane, only to find Ilya Rozanov is already there. Hayden finds out about them, and has to reconcile his hate for Ilya with his affinity for his best friend.

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    18,160

    24 Jan 2026

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