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i've been stuck now so long (we just got the start wrong) by beagoldfish
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
18 Feb 2026
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The second time Shane Hollander wakes up on November 16th, he has a panic attack.
The problem is — he tries to explain through gasped breaths after Hayden basically knocks down his door, shouting that they’re going to miss their flight — the thing is, Shane’s already woken up on November 16th. He’s already flown to Boston. He’s already been to practice, and he’s checked into the hotel, and he has lived this day before.
He doesn’t mention that he’s also already fucked Ilya Rozanov twice and had a fucking tuna melt that Rozanov made and drank the ginger ale that Rozanov bought specifically for him. He doesn’t mention that they’d snuggled on the couch watching TV like some kind of couple, like boyfriends.
He doesn’t mention that he fell asleep thinking about how Ilya — fuck, no, thinking about how Rozanov had called him sweetheart and Shane, and that, even now, he can’t quite get the cadence of Ilya’s voice out of his head.
Or: After the tuna melt fiasco, Shane Hollander wakes up in a time loop.
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18 Feb 2026
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“You are going to be sore for days and you know it,” Shane says, feeling the strain on Ilya's arms. “Good luck on your game on Tuesday.”
“Makes two of us,” Ilya says, moving the weight to one arm so that he can slap Shane’s ass lovingly with his other hand, which Shane finds both rude as hell and annoyingly attractive in its depiction of strength. “Maybe I want to find out what it is like?”
OR: they fuck, they're gentle with each other, Shane gets introspective about how much he loves this & them.
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17 Feb 2026
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The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed.
Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.
Reentry is harder than expected.
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- Part 8 of my heated rivalry anon fics
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17 Feb 2026
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someone at a sponsor party touches shane like they have any right to. ilya watches, says nothing, and sends a room number with a time.
what starts as a kiss turns into something slow, possessive, and impossible to ignore — until shane understands exactly what ilya was feeling.
or: ilya gets jealous in public and makes it very, very clear in private.
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17 Feb 2026
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“No, no, wait.” Ilya scrambles out of the bed and begins rummaging through his bag. Bewildered, Shane opens his mouth to speak, but every nerve in his body freezes when he sees what Ilya pulls out.
A large black and yellow jersey, with the big numbers 81 plastered on the back. Above the digits, almost in a mocking tone, white letters spell Rozanov.
“You’re kidding,” Shane sputters, reflexes failing him when Ilya chucks his jersey at his gaping face with an absurd amount of precision.
“Very serious,” Ilya replies cooly, still wearing that stupid fucking grin Shane simultaneously wants to brutally punch and tenderly kiss off his face. “Is my prize.”
or, shane loses a bet and wears ilya's jersey. they both learn something about themselves that night.
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17 Feb 2026
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“I might’ve had a few drinks,” Shane admitted. “Which room are you in? I’m in the elevator.”
“Third floor. Room 48,” Ilya replied without hesitation, already swinging his legs out of bed and searching for the light switch.
“See you in a bit.” The line went dead.( Or: Shane shows up at Ilya’s hotel room a little drunk and very clingy. Ilya is more than okay with that. )
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16 Feb 2026
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Surprises by flapperwitch
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Feb 2026
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Ilya is a little down after Evan Dykstra announces he and his wife are expecting another baby. Shane conspires with the Centaurs to cheer him up.
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15 Feb 2026
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Stay Hydrated by metafiction
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Feb 2026
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shanehollanderPT
What kind of a workout is this?
trainlikerozanov
it is wrist based.
shanehollanderPT
Whose wrist?Shane and Ilya are "rival" personal trainers who post videos online and flirt-fight in their comments.
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15 Feb 2026
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You Are My First Pick by ItsMayBiTheWay
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Feb 2026
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The first time it happens, Shane doesn’t even realize what is happening. The mystery package does not have any return address, but is directly shipped to Shane’s home. Curious as to what it is, he carefully opens it.
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Five times Shane gets anonymous Valentine's Day gifts and one time he figures out who they are from!
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15 Feb 2026
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Ilya and Shane hook-up on Valentine's Day. It's totally not planned and they're both completely normal about it.
Ilya: I am inviting myself over to his place for Valentine's Day. Hope he doesn't read into this.
Shane: I am buying him flowers for Valentine's Day. Hope he doesn't read into this.Series
- Part 2 of Heated Rivalry
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15 Feb 2026
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Marriage Has Made Me Boring Like You by Anonymous for Rubick
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Feb 2026
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Married life agrees with Shane and Ilya, as they navigate new sponsorships, playing on the same team and spending quality time together afterwards.
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15 Feb 2026
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“Barrett, your turn. What did you think of Hollander?”
Troy must have had more to drink than he thought. Or he makes bad decisions without Harris right next to him. Or he must have a death wish. That has to be the reason why he says what he does: “I thought he was a fucking babe.”
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- Part 1 of a crush on shane hollander
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15 Feb 2026
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Flowers. There were goddamn flowers—a whole bouquet of lillies—sticking out of Shane’s locker for the whole team to see.
“Hollander, you fucking beauty!” Mitty whooped. Someone slapped him on the back. A chorus of hoots and wolf whistles filled the room as everyone took turns peering over shoulders to get a better look.
Hayden turned to him, wide-eyed and a little bewildered. “You and Lily are that serious, man?”
Shane opened his mouth to reply, but before he could find the words, J.J. cleared his throat exaggeratedly, readying to read something, and oh god, was that a note he’d just pulled out of Shane’s locker?
He was going to kill Ilya, seriously.
Ilya decides to surprise Shane with a bouquet after their game against each other, posing as Lily.
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15 Feb 2026
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Rather than give him the joint, Ilya takes it back between his own lips and sucks in a deep breath, the tip glowing as he does so. Then, before Shane can process it, he’s reaching up and sliding one large hand around the back of Shane’s neck, pulling him down so their lips meet.
Shane gasps softly, and Ilya takes the opportunity to blow smoke into his open and waiting mouth.
Oh, God. Are you there? It’s me, Shane Hollander. We’ve had our differences, but I think I’d like to convert for real this time. I’m ready. Open the pearly white gates. I’m coming up.
Shane goes to a house party, gets high, then gets on his knees. bon appetite
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15 Feb 2026
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There's a hint of whine in Shane's voice as he says the words and because apparently that's not enough, he then actually fucking pouts. Bottom full lip sticking out and beautiful brown eyes blinking expectantly at Ilya.
And well, what the fuck is Ilya supposed to do? Argue with him?
_____________Five times Shane pouts and gets what he wants and one time that doesn't quite work.
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14 Feb 2026
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'cause you just want it so much by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander is an evil, spiteful demon. This, Ilya is sure of. He is also the most stubborn bastard he has ever had the misfortune of meeting. Ilya should have ignored that adorable freckled little hockey player when he introduced himself in Saskatchewan and never looked back. Maybe he should have just blown himself up instead, then he would never have fallen victim to the doe eyes and awkward charm.
Ilya is, perhaps, a little bit dramatic.
or; ilya bets that shane can't last without sex. this backfires.
EDIT: now with part 2: shane's pov!
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14 Feb 2026
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I Like Jane For You by icopythefax
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jan 2026
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After a mix-up leaves Hayden with the wrong phone for three days, he ends up learning more about Ilya Rozanov and his secret girlfriend, Jane.
Another Hayden-Finds-Out, because we can't have too many.
*now with the extra continuing Hayden-Rozanov friendship text threads*
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- Part 1 of Haydenov Phone Swap
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14 Feb 2026
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cause i'm so over being lonely by amongtheshadows
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Feb 2026
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Ilya nodded, equally cool. “We are adults. We can survive without each other for eight hours. Just try not to miss me too much.” he winks at Shane while he claps Hass on the shoulder.
“How will I ever survive?” Shane rolls his eyes.
They had absolutely not survived.
(or totally not at all co-dependent shane and ilya are separated for the night and are super chill about it)
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- Part 1 of shane and ilya are (not) co-dependent
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13 Feb 2026
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Jane: We’re gonna destroy you.
Lily: Sounds hot
Or: Ilya gets a consolation prize.
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13 Feb 2026
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Ilya and Shane go on a date after their meeting at the NHL Offices
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12 Feb 2026