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  1. Public Bookmark 22

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    What if Shane didn’t send his ‘We didn’t even kiss’ text… but Ilya did.

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    18 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 11

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    They only get nights like this when their teams play each other. A win coupled with the mirrored loss, the resulting bone deep ache, a quiet morning, a used coffee cup...

    ...and one small excuse to see each other sooner than planned.

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    18 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 30

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    There's a cockroach in the cottage, and Ilya is not about to be the one who handles it.

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    18 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 45

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    And she’s pressing Tupperware dishes into his hands, full of turkey and potatoes and all the strange side dishes, and he suddenly aches with how much he misses home. He misses the foods he knows, and the holiday he’s used to, and in a strange way, he even misses Papa and Alexei.

    "Spasibo," he blurts, before catching it. "Sorry. That is thank you in Russian. My brain is tired. Um… is hard, with language."

    She just laughs.

    "Well, spasibo for coming tonight, sweetheart," she says, pronouncing it all wrong. She turns to yell over her shoulder. "Brad! Your rookie is heading out! Come say goodnight!"

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    or, 4 times ilya rozanov found something like family in america + 1 time he built himself one in canada.

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    18 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 13

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    Shane and Ilya are Sigma Chi brothers, captain and alternate captain of the college hockey team, and also, maybe, secretly waaaay into one another.

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    18 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 25

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    Shane loved being able to work for a professional hockey team. He got a career he loved and worked within a sport he loved. He would never complain about his situation and how it had worked out for him in the end.

    He would, however, be complaining about Ilya Rozanov joining the Ottawa Centaurs.

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    Shane Hollander is a graphic designer for the Ottawa Centaurs and Ilya Rozanov being traded to his team turns his life upside down, for better or worse.

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    18 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    Ilya asked Shane’s father while Shane and his mother were talking outside: “Is boyfriends correct? Lovers is incorrect, but I am not sure what is correct.”

    “Well,” Mr. Hollander said. “‘Lovers’ is usually used for, hm, a mistress or an affair. Something kind of sordid. Though--you would say Romeo and Juliet is a play about two lovers,” he said. He paused his knife on the chopping board. “Somehow that’s right and using it for real people isn’t right. English is a damn funny language, Ilya."

    “Yes,” Ilya said from the bottom of his heart.

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    18 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 34

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    Shane Hollander gets drafted by the Boston Raiders. Ilya Rozanov gets drafted by the Montreal Metros.

    Shane Hollander becomes best friends with Cliff Marlow. Ilya Rozanov becomes best friends with Hayden Pike.

    Cliff notices things. Hayden does not.

    When Cliff drags Hayden into his Hollanov conspiracy theory, shenanigans ensue.

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    18 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 61

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    Something people seem to forget about Shane Hollander is that, in the absence of physical reactions, he has had a lifetime to find the words necessary to get his point across. He may not drop his gloves (well, aside from that time with Hunter), but he is not going to let Comeau reduce his love for Ilya down to little more than a quick fuck.

    OR: in which Shane throws caution to the wind during the locker room confrontation post-tripping

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    18 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 77

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    “If it ever gets bad,” he’d said quietly, eyes serious in a way that made Ilya’s chest ache, “you call me. Or you call my parents. You don’t get to drown by yourself anymore. They love you. I love you and that’s not conditional.”

    Ilya had brushed it off at first. He always did. “I am not drowning.”

    Shane had just tilted his head. “Promise me anyway.”

    And because it was Shane, because the word promise meant something sacred to him, Ilya had nodded.

    “I promise.”

    (ie. ilya gets sent a photo of irina while shane is in montreal and does the right thing and reaches out for help)

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    18 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    “I’ve just gone viral.”

    “Viral?” Ilya questions curiously, now calmer that he knows everyone he cares about is safe. “What for?”

    Shane groans as he rapidly reads through messages, comments on posts, and article links on Twitter. “For being an idiot in love with you,”

    *

    While out with the team, a drunk Shane lets his teammates know why he loves his husband.

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    18 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    Ilya bit the inside of his cheek, but smiled. He threw up a ‘so-so’ shaky hand signal and a few men laughed.
    “Damn, Roz can get anyone he wants, she was smoking hot and he doesn’t even think so!”
    “No one’s going to impress Roz, especially some club h*e.”
    “Well he has Montreal Jane though!”
    “Yeah but even she gets stringed along, this guy will never settle down! He won’t have to!”

    Wyatt hasn’t added anything to this conversation and all the players who were talking were not met with Ilya’s eyes. He looked as though he wasn’t even paying attention to them, but he was listening. Wyatt noticed that too.

    ~~

    Ilya Rozanov is going to party hard with the Centaur's tonight after a winning game in this club. Problem: He can't stop thinking about Shane Hollander. Ilya cannot ever stop thinking about Shane Hollander.

    or...Ilya gets very drunk and Shane gets a phone call to rescue his very sad and drunk boyfriend from a club.

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    18 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    The best way to describe this work, I think, is as a novelization of the television series told from Ilya Rozanov's point of view. What happens in the series will happen, more or less, in this work.

    Please note, I did read both Heated Rivalry and The Long Game by Rachel Reid, but that was some time ago and my recollection of them is spotty at best. Because they are novels and this is a written story, I did NOT consult the books in order to reduce the chance that I would inadvertently plagiarize them. That means that where the television series leaves a gap in the narrative, I may fill it with something very different than what happens in the books. We will all end up at the cottage, but some of us are taking a slightly different path to get there.

    This novelization means that potentially triggering things that happen in the series (like mental health issues) will happen in this work. NOTE, HOWEVER, no new issues will be added in this work. No one dies. No one is outed. No one is assaulted. This is just the story of the show as if it were from Ilya's point of view.

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    18 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 47

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    Shane Hollander had a plan to confess his feelings to Rose Landry without embarrassing himself. Unfortunately, alcohol intervened, and Ilya Rozanov was the one who received the heartfelt confession instead.

    So yes. What a good fucking plan that was.

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    18 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 57

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    Ilya knew that Shane was Japanese, of course. It was one of many things that he knew about his husband, like his height, his birthday, his relative position in the NHL scoring race at any given moment, and the noise he made when he was about to come. He just hadn't thought about Shane being Japanese very much before they moved in together in Ottawa and could spend more than stolen moments together.

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    17 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    “If you ever talk about my fiancé like that again, then I will end your career.”

    The words are pure vitriol, dripping from Shane’s mouth like venom from the fangs of a snake. He doesn’t raise his voice, he doesn’t even sound angry, he just sounds lethal. Like a man you don’t want to cross. Like a man who fully intends to honour his promise…or threat.

    He’s met with stunned silence.

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    17 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 41

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    The plane leveled out with another horrible shudder. The air was suddenly thick with an eerie silence. The pilot made an announcement: “Engine emergency. Landing immediately. Please, follow crew instructions.” Distantly, Shane registered someone yelling about a fire. We are going to crash. I will never see him again.

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    Sometimes being brave means driving 2 hours to dramatically reunite with the love of your life in the middle of a parking lot after a near-death experience.

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    17 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 5

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    Ilya Rozanov is obsessed with Shane Hollander. He would want nothing more than to get him into his bed.

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    What if the events of the CCM shoot went a little differently?

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    17 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 5

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    “I hope we become friends forever,” Shane mutters as he’s by the door, smiling at Ilya.

    Ilya chuckles. “I hope not,”

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    Shane Hollander asks Ilya Rozanov to be his friend five times. Ilya doesn't want to.

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    17 Feb 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 36

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    ...and satisfaction brought it back.

    Ilya looks down at himself, and where he expects to see the fit body of a hockey player, he sees fur. He tries to push himself up, heart pounding in his ears, but he can’t get his feet--paws under him, his gravity feels off, his head spins, and he squeezes his eyes shut, this can’t be real he thinks.

    He wills himself to actually wake up, thinking this must be some weird fucked up dream, but when he opens his eyes again, he’s still looking down at paws. His paws, fuck, he has paws.

    ----

    Or, Ilya gets turned into a cat--it's a mostly miserable experience for everyone (him).

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    17 Feb 2026

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