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  1. Public Bookmark 85

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    Trinity is settling into winter in her shared apartment with Dennis Whittaker, surviving long shifts at the Pitt and pretending her situation with Garcia is casual. The heater is set to sixty-eight. She’s exhausted. She might send a text she wouldn’t normally send. By the time Dennis gets home, the apartment is too warm, the air too heavy, and something is very wrong.

    Or, the one where Trinity almost dies, and Garcia realizes she was never as detached as she thought.

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    18 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 61

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    It’s not where you come from, it’s where you belong.

    The tires squealed as the car came to a stop. Trinity could feel her heartbeat get quicker. It wasn’t her first time in a foster home, but every time brought the feeling of walking into a viper's den.

    Or: Trinity moves into a new foster home, the two dads: Michael "Robby" Robinavitch and Jack Abbot.

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    17 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 60

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    “Pupils are responsive,” Al-Hashimi offers quietly, “but tachycardia and clammy skin suggest—”

    “Exhaustion,” Garcia finishes for her, then Santos feels two familiar hands scoop up one of her own and begin to gently massage her fingers and palm. “Trinity, if you can feel me, squeeze my hand.”

    Santos swears it takes about as long as her commute to work, but she manages to find her shoulder and then her elbow and then her wrist and then the part of her that Garcia’s holding, and somehow convinces her fingers to curl slowly inward.

    There’s an audible sigh of relief alongside the continued warmth enveloping her knuckles.

    “Give me twenty minutes,” Garcia says, then leans down close enough that Santos can feel hot breath around her ear. “I’m gonna bring you somewhere quiet, okay?”

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    15 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 18

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    a series of fics about trinity santos and dennis whitaker dealing with life in the pitt and beyond and maybe possibly kind of becoming friends along the way

    title from a song called "Loser" by Julian Moon

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    15 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 37

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    “Nah, man, she’s a fucking legend on campus — no one can make her come!”

    [or: Mel King has never cum from sex with another human being and Frank *bets* he can change that]

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    12 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 34

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    After a long shift at PTMC, all Trinity Santos wants to do is relax with her... girlfriend? Situation? Instead, she may have forgotten to mention her life threatening allergy that brings her back to the pitt.
    Oops

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    08 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 87

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    “You’re a riot, Crash,” Trinity says, casting an unimpressed glance towards the pile of deconstructed IKEA parts on the floor. “Did you seriously just give up on this shit after five minutes and send a cry for help to the first lesbian you could think of?”

    “Um, no,” Victoria lies. “Of course not.”

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    02 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 32

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    On her day off – the day of her father’s funeral – Trinity ends up in the Pitt, as a patient. It is a position she rather hates being in, a scowl on her face as she’s pushed through the swinging doors.

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    Trinity is not having a good time.

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    26 Jan 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

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    Victoria Javadi is six years old and very good at being fine.

    She's placed with Robby and Abbott after a foster home is shut down for hidden cameras, Robby and Abbott run a quiet house with rules that don't make sense to her, kids who aren't temporary, and filled with kids who don't seem afraid of staying.

    As Victoria navigates new rules, old trauma, and a loyalty to the mother who hurt her, she learns that being fine has kept her alive...but it might not be enough to let her belong.

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    24 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 83

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    Trinity would rather die than tell people she’s diabetic—literally.

    That’s it. That’s the fic.

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    15 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    “Let me get this straight,” Santos says, flat and disbelieving. “No one you’ve fucked has ever made you come?”

    Samira glares at her, flushed with embarrassment. “Say it a little louder, why don’t you? The people upstairs might not have heard.”

    "Samira,” Santos says, shaking her head. “This is a crime that should earn your exes fifty to life, no parole. Getting you off would be a fucking privilege.” A beat, and then: “Shit, if you ever want a hand with that, you could just ask me.”

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    11 Jan 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 37

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    Instead of asking to talk to her privately, the way he'd envisioned in his head, Frank was cut off when Santos, after catching his eye, dropped her gaze and actually veered away instead of stopping to talk to him. Frank stopped in his tracks, frustration surging in his chest.

    "What's her problem?" Frank asked Whitaker, a hypothetical more than anything.

    Whitaker shrugged, both of them watching Santos stalk away into the locker room. "Just… be nice to her today."

    Frank scowled. "What are you talking about? I'm always nice to her."

    or: trinity is having a terrible day. frank doesn't quite put two and two together.

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    10 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 55

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    “How’s your arm?” he says.

    “How’s your pill addiction?”

    Langdon’s eyes narrow. “Really?”

    “Oh, you walked right into that one, buddy.”

    Maybe someone laced the coffee and that’s why she’s even more snippy than usual. Langdon is still her senior resident. Not that she can bring herself to care much.

    ***

    Trinity wants to move on, but she doesn't know how to.

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    06 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 27

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    03 Jan 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 22

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    "I’m just trying to keep everyone as safe as I can, alright?"

    "Right," Robin scoffed. Her laugh was brittle, breaking off too soon, like it hurt her to let all of it out.

    "Fine. Sure. Just say whatever you wanna say, Rob. Go right ahead. I’m–"

    "You're selfish," she cut in. "There. I said it."

    Steve blinked. "How– what part of me wanting to keep everyone alive makes me an egoist?"

    ______________________

    or: Robin and Steve get a chance to talk before they head into the final battle. Set near the end of 5x07.

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    01 Jan 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 32

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    Wordlessly, Dennis opens his arms to her. She falls forward, leaving her forehead to rest against his shoulder. They don’t hug. They never really do. But for them, this is enough: Trinity’s breathing evening out as the silence stretches out between them, Dennis looping one arm around her shoulders and patting her head gently. It’s a comfortable dance they do around their pasts, of memories they’d prefer to only allude to. Dennis thinks of it less of avoidance, but more of leaving things in the past in favour of making brighter futures, of living days that aren’t entwined with the existences of their ghosts. Maybe one of his brothers would call him unrealistic. Maybe they’d say that all roads eventually lead back to Broken Bow. Dennis has dreams of being a dreamer, though.

    Dennis comes back from a night shift to find Trinity crying in her room. He's still not entirely sure on how to approach the whole comforting people when they're crying thing, but he'd like to think that he's doing the best he can.

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    28 Dec 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 19

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    Trinity doesn't pray, anymore. It had never done her any good.

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    28 Dec 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 42

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    In the show ER, there's an episode where John Carter reveals to his coworkers that he lost his virginity at eleven to a housemaid in her twenties. I took that prompt, put Langdon in his place, and brought in a few friends to react with the appropriate amount of horror upon hearing that.

    Plus, a conversation between him and Santos, talking about what happened to both of them respectively, and the terror of being known by your sort of friend.

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    25 Dec 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 91

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    Trinity Santos isn't good at relationships. With women, with God, with her family... and she's content as she is, really. Touch-starved and repulsed all at once, avoiding anything that might bring her pleasure, quietly resenting everything she loves. When an encounter with a religious patient has her rethinking what religion can be, she begins to wonder if there's something more for her than the life of numbness and isolation she's built.

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    Chapters:
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    22 Dec 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 11

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    “Wanna talk about it?”

    She hesitates. “You wouldn’t get it.”

    “I don’t have to get it to listen.”

    She sighs, lifting her head to tilt it back on the headrest. “It’s just… you get to go to this party and talk to anyone you want, and—and touch, and make out with any girl you want, and no one bats an eye. But I have to stand off to the side like a stupid—like a statue, because I can’t trust myself not to act weird around the wrong person and end up being fucking— stoned in the street ‘cause this is Hawkins, Indiana.”

    or, robin buckley, trust, and the horrors of being queer at a valentine’s party

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    21 Dec 2025

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