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“You used to fuck me” Bucky said.
The common area quieted down. Everybody was looking at him.
“Jesus fucking Christ” Stark said.
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Bucky remembers him and Steve having sex, but isn't sure it was consensual.
Everybody's in distress.
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Billy has troubles expressing his feelings during sex and Eddie has a potential solution. But first, they have to talk. Can you see what an issue? Thank god for Steve.
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Eddie sees a lot of things, through his kitchen’s window when doing his bi-monthly dishes, lazing on the porch with a blunt in his hand, or writing, with a notebook propped up on the windowsill in his own bedroom. Sometimes, these things are Billy Hargrove freshly resurected, or out of coma, or whatever, aggresivelly dropping of suspicious amounts of cash at his step-mother’s porch.
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In hindsight, it was kinda obvious. The constant “business trips”, never-ending stream of “high-society parties”, almost fearful respect all their supposed co-workers were showing, the ambiguity of what, exactly, they were doing for living… Steve’s parents were mafia.
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Steve Harrington is just standing here, like he’s not the one who fucking hit a human with a nailed bat in the head, like it was nothing, like Neil isn’t laying on the ground with a crushed skull, oh God, is this some cruel fucking joke, why is this the time for his prayers to be listened to, why couldn’t it be when he was fucking nine and fucking praying for his daddy to stop hitting him?
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In which Steve is way too blasé about murder and Billy's in near-constant state of panic.
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Dick Harrington Doesn't Know What He's Doing by desperat
Fandom Stranger Things (TV 2016)
24 Nov 2020
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Max stands, pacing again, and says, “I mean, what do I do? I can’t tell them I know now. It’s way too late for that.”
“It’s really okay,” Troy says far too optimistically. “It’s not that big of a deal.”
“Yeah, you can say that because you're not the one who heard Ilya tell Shane he misses his slutty little mouth."
Or: The Centaurs' newest rookie speaks Russian. It's too bad that Shane and Ilya don't know that.
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Where We Can Be Honest by JennaLee
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Feb 2026
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Ilya flopped onto the blanket next to Shane, dripping wet.
“So,” he said. “You like sexy role play, yes?”
Shane, who had just taken that moment to take a sip of ginger ale, promptly choked on it, spilling fizzy liquid all over his stomach and crotch.
“Jesus Christ,” he rasped, as Ilya laughed at him, the fucker. “Who starts a conversation like that?”
Shane and Ilya's intimacy at the cottage leads to some revelations that Shane had been repressing. Ilya is excited to give him exactly what he wants in every way.
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Haydenov Phone Swap by icopythefax
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08 Feb 2026
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18 Feb 2026
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the secret society of stick handlers by gurlsrool
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18 Feb 2026
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Two Bludgeoned Bodies Found in Remote Parking Lot by icopythefax
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Feb 2026
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Shane's POV for I Like Jane For You
Something is up with the people in Shane’s life this week. He imagines some worst-case-scenarios, but his imagination isn't even close.
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