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    “I want to eat you,” Ilya tells him.

    Shane laughs, loud and bright and carefree, and Ilya feels it blooming inside of his chest like a sunflower. It only makes the desire to consume him grow even stronger. Not in a crazy way (probably), but because he feels like he can never get enough of this man. His Shane. His husband. No amount of time, no amount of closeness, ever feels like it could be enough.

    He wants them both to be eternal, wants to live with their ribcages locked together and their hearts thumping against each other.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    “Jar!” Hayes calls out from across the room.

    “What? We didn’t even do anything!” Shane insists, rather indignantly.

    “Oh, please. You can’t look at each other like that and call it nothing. I know that look - I have a wife.”

    “So I can’t look at my husband now?” Ilya whines. “This is workplace bullying!”

     

    (Or, the Centaurs get Ilya and Shane a PDA jar. It doesn’t work.)

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    20 Feb 2026

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    + One Time They All Had His Back

    Set after the events of The Long Game.
    Ilya Rozanov was well known to be a menace. He liked living loud and never shied away from a fight. After Shane's transfer to the Ottawa Centaurs he settled in some ways, in others he got infinitely worse. One thing they hadn't accounted for was how disgustingly in love with his husband Ilya was. Ilya was not going to let them forget.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Post-sex, Shane wakes up nonverbal and floaty in Ilya’s arms at the cottage.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    There are so many things these days that Nikolai Petrov can’t believe. He can’t believe he’s actually going to get to play professional hockey. Can’t believe he isn’t going to be relegated to some second rate Russian league in Moscow. But most of all, he can’t believe that he’s standing on Ilya Rozanov’s doorstep. 

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    The Ottawa Centaurs have a new Russian rookie - the first Russian rookie Ilya's ever had, and Ilya is determined to make him feel welcome. Petrov finds that Rozanov and Hollander aren't at all what he expected (Hollander is somehow even more Canadian than he thought possible), but they somehow make him feel just a little more at home in this strange new country.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    “Ilya,” Shane says warningly, but he’s too late as the grin unfurls across Ilya’s face. “I said no laughing,” he snaps, glaring at him. “You’re laughing.”

    Ilya shakes his head. “Is not at you, sweetheart,” he says, unable and unwilling to stop his beaming. “I am just—happy. To share this with you.” He meets Shane’s eyes. “You are—singularity,” he says, careful with his pronunciation. “My favorite.”

    Shane goes red so fast, Ilya worries about his heart for a second.

    “I just want to know you,” Shane murmurs, closing his eyes when Ilya lifts his hand up and strokes through his hair. “I miss you when you aren't around, and I want to carry the little bits of you I can.”

    OR: Shane has some questions. Ilya always seems to have an answer. (And one time, Ilya has a question, too.)

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Shane’s fingertips lazily trace down the middle of his back, and then tap their way back up. Ilya wants to die here.

    “If you could be any animal,” Shane asks, yawning in the middle of the sentence, “what animal would you be?”

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    10 Feb 2026

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    “I did something stupid,” Shane confesses, inhaling rapidly. He's still crying, still frozen in the doorway, besides his hitching chest and watering eyes. Hayden's never seen him like this, overtaken with emotion, bitter exhaustion in his voice. He makes a soft choked noise, and Hayden immediately wants to kill something, whatever it is that's making him feel so awful. “I—Hayds—you're gonna hate me—”

    “No,” Hayden says before he can even finish the thought, almost hurt by the accusation. “No way. You're—I wouldn't. I won't.”

    Shane sniffs, offering him a sad smile, his eyes watery and solemn. It's an unfamiliar look, burnt through with sorrow and twisting doubt, sharp worry in the furrow of his brow. “You are,” he says, soft and certain. “I do, and I'm the one who's doing it.”

    OR: Shane returns to the hotel room, post-tuna melt. Hayden spirals.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    07 Feb 2026

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    Shane and Ilya spend their first summer at the cottage after Ilya moves to Ottawa

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    06 Feb 2026

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    He's in his bed in Montreal, tangled in sheets that are damp with sweat, his heart hammering so hard it hurts. The room is dark and quiet and wrong, because Ilya isn't here, Ilya is in Ottawa, two hours away, and Shane's hands are shaking as he grabs for his phone on the nightstand.

    His fingers fumble with the screen. It's 3:17 AM. He should... he shouldn't do this. Ilya has practice tomorrow. Today. In the morning. Shane knows this because they'd texted about it yesterday, before the Bears-Centaurs game, before Ilya had taken that nasty check in the second period that Shane had watched on his laptop with his stomach in knots, before Shane had gone to bed alone like he does most nights, before his subconscious decided to torture him with the worst thing it could conjure.

    He stares at Ilya's contact. The photo is from months ago, Ilya grinning at something off-camera, eyes bright, so impossibly alive that Shane's throat closes up.

    He needs to hear his voice. Just. Just to know he's okay. Just for a second.

    When Shane has a nightmare about Ilya getting injured, he phones his boyfriend. Ilya returns the call, and so much more.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Shane is still adjusting to being out. He’s trying, he really is. But he’s still very protective of what they have.

    (Or: 5 times Shane feels embarrassment when the Centaurs find out something about their sex life and the time he stops caring.)

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Shane is sure he has what Ilya refers to as his “determined kitten face” showing right now. “It was a perfect day today. We’ve had so many of these over the years, and I never posted it. I want to remember this.”

    (Or: Yuna takes a cute picture of Shane and Ilya and Shane decides to be a brave.)

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Five times Ilya falls in love with Shane's autistic traits

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    One time Shane asks about it

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Their waitress is kind enough to let Shane practice his clumsy Spanish with her. He pointedly does not look at Ilya after ordering, but he's known him long enough to know when he's laughing at Shane's expense.

    “I hate you,” he says.

    “No,” Ilya says. He looks unfairly handsome in a linen beach shirt and his flamingo-patterned board shorts Shane bought him last summer. “You do not.”

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    (it's the honeymoon fic)

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Mr. Barrow stares at him, apparently uncomprehending, for a long, long moment. Then he takes a sharp breath in. “Exactly how hard did you hit your head, Jimmy?” he asks slowly, and his face has gone past worry and into deep fear. “Do you not know where we are?”

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    20 Apr 2025

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    Phil ^_^ (5:31 PM)
    Dan?

    danisNOTonfire xD i swear im really not. come check. (5:31 PM)
    yeah?

    Phil ^_^ (5:32 PM)
    I think I'm in love with you
    I just
    I can't wait to meet you
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    Skype conversations between Dan and Phil, leading up to their first meeting. 2009!Phan. Prepare for fluff.

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    20 Apr 2025

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    Phan Mute Soulmate AU.
    Dan is born mute into a world where once in everyone's life your soulmate will say the specific words that are tattooed onto your body, and bring you together. These words will save your life in more ways than imaginable. Whilst Dan resigns himself to the fact he will never have a soulmate, fate has different ideas...

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    19 Apr 2025

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    "On his first smoke break he lit two cigarettes, only realising after a moment that Jimmy was not going to come stumbling through the doors to join him on their bench. He left the second cigarette to burn out on the ground and wondered how long it would be until he could sit on this bench without hearing Jimmy’s laugh. He didn’t know what was more painful: missing Jimmy or the thought of forgetting him."

    The day Jimmy left Downton was hell for Thomas. He wanted more than anything to go with him, if only Jimmy would ask. But he didn’t. Not until after lunch, anyway.

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    14 Mar 2025

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    More than a year has passed since Thomas’s disastrous “treatment,” yet he still feels nothing but ash at the sight of a handsome bloke smiling in his direction, or the hazy memory of an especially satisfactory lay. Some nights, he wonders if it might be different with a flesh-and-blood man in his arms. It doesn’t seem fair, though, to flirt and tease a fellow into risking prison for what might well be a disappointing showing. Carrying on amidst a throng of husbands, wives, children—it will have to be enough. He will experience love secondhand the way a cinemagoer bathes in the glow of a silver screen, and he will be content.

    So, no, he won't be happy, exactly. But halfway to it is nothing to sniff at.

    What if Choose Your Own Path left scars on Thomas beyond the physical? What if Jimmy faced his own demons in their time apart? What if they found peace together, anyway?

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    24 Feb 2025

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