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    “I like it,” he says weakly. “I like it, I like you holding me like this.”

    “Like what?”

    “Like you own me.”
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    or; They're falling in love. They can't have it, even if they can have each other, just for a little while.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    “Come on,” Comeau says. “Are we all just supposed to pretend it's normal that you’re still playing house with Ilya Rozanov?”

    “Gil—” J.J. says, but Shane doesn’t want him to finish that sentence, to pull Comeau gently off the ledge he’s steering himself toward. Shane wants to push him, kicking and screaming, to make them say it to his fucking face. That after all this time, they still hate him for the heinous crime of falling in love.

    “We’ve been married for two years,” Shane says. “I’m not sure that qualifies as playing house. I mean, it’s longer than you were with your first wife, isn’t it?”

    Or: Shane reunites with his former teammates at J.J.'s bachelor party. He's finally ready to say (and maybe punch) his piece.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Based off of my tweet, a fic in which a very married Shane meets art curator Ilya at an art gala, and they simply cannot resist each other.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    When Shane mentioned that he would like to try weed, he expected Ilya to disregard it. Imagine his surprise when Ilya shows up a few weeks later in a fancy car with some surprises in the glove box.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    After a mix-up leaves Hayden with the wrong phone for three days, he ends up learning more about Ilya Rozanov and his secret girlfriend, Jane.

    Another Hayden-Finds-Out, because we can't have too many.

    *now with the extra continuing Hayden-Rozanov friendship text threads*

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    20 Feb 2026

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    There was nothing standard about Shane and Ilya's relationship, so it really shouldn't have been so surprising that they had their first date over a decade after meeting each other.

    It also shouldn't be surprising that it took roughly five minutes before it turned into a competition.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    “You’re not Lily,” he said, his voice accusing and his eyes narrowed in suspicion.

    “No, I am not,” she agreed. “Lily sent me here to take you to her place.”

    Shane looked dubious. “You know Lily?”

    “Yes,” Svetlana nodded. “The real Lily.”

    Shane huffed a little. “Then what’s Lily’s favourite colour?”

    Svetlana raised her brows. “Do you even know Lily’s favourite colour?”

    Shane blinked. “No, why do you ask?”

    Svetlana stared at him for a few moments, her mind whirling with the set of circumstances that led her to standing in a hospital room on a Thursday morning with one of the best players in the league on more drugs than seemed necessary.

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    Or, in which the game happens in Boston and Ilya comes up with a very bad, very last minute plan to play Shane's nurse (with the help of Svetlana and identity theft).

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    19 Feb 2026

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    “I would hope not,” JJ snorted, nodding as his eyes glanced at Shane’s shirt for a short moment. “Looks a bit big, Hollzy. Trying to put on some muscle and take my spot as Montreal’s enforcer?”

    Shane frowned, glancing down at the shirt he had thrown on without a second glance. He wasn’t proud of the way he let his alarm run through, keeping him twenty minutes late from the schedule he had planned in his head. It was fine, he reached the airport on time (and was earlier than half of Team Canada). But it had left him frazzled.

    So frazzled that he hadn’t even stopped to think about the shirt he pulled on.

    His cheeks burned with stark realisation as he glanced down at the black Bauer shirt he was wearing. It wasn’t his, and JJ clearly knew that too considering it was at least two sizes bigger than the ones Shane usually wore.

    Because it was Ilya’s.

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    Or, Shane's habit of stealing clothes from a certain blond Russian and being caught red-handed a few times.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    “Is not what you want?” Ilya asked, a knowing smile growing on his lips. “You don’t want me to fuck you?”

    “Fuck off,” his cheeks burned again. “You know that’s what I want.”

    “Say it.”

    “Rozanov—”

    “They cannot hear you but I can,” Ilya said as he crowded Shane back against the window. “And I want to hear it. Tell me.”

    Shane swallowed. “I want you to fuck me.”

    “Fuck you for everyone to see?”

    He felt like his whole face was on fire. “Any way you want, just—get your dick inside me.”

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    Or, the boys are in Vegas for the awards. Ilya sends a location. Shane shows up. And obviously that means they fuck in front of a whole club.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Ilya’s smirk grew. “Whoever wins MVP gets anything they want.”

    Shane’s brows furrowed. “Anything?”

    “Anything,” Ilya repeated, his eyes gleaming. “If you win, you can ask for anything you want.”

    A thrill went down his spine. “And I’m guessing you already have something in mind if you’ve suggested this bet.”

    Instead of responding, Ilya leaned down and kissed him—a filthy, obscene kiss that left his dick twitching pathetically against his thigh despite the fact he was completely spent.

    “You will see, Hollander.”

    “You’re on, Rozanov.”

    And, at the time, Shane really did feel good about his chances—orgasm haze aside.

    Now, standing in the bathroom of a Vegas hotel suite, he almost cursed his own damn competitiveness.

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    Or, a bet was made and Shane is a good sportsman. That is the only reason he is putting on Rozanov's jersey. Promise.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Ilya quickly put two fingers in his mouth to shut him up, but Shane moaned even louder at the action.

    Unbeknownst to them, poor, young Luca Haas had stumbled out of the bathroom near them and almost yelped when he turned in their direction. Their teammates laughed at him all the way to the bar when he tried to recount what had him looking like a ghost.

    So here Shane was: delirious, hard, and pleasantly sucking Ilya’s fingers pumping in and out of his mouth against a club wall.

     

    5 times Shane’s oral fixation gets him and Ilya in trouble +1 time it’s just for them.

    (Inspired by Husdon Williams’ explicit support for Shane’s oral fixation.)

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Shane blinked away the easy haziness settling over his mind and turned, his mouth going dry and his heart stuttering to a stop in his chest as he pieced together what was happening. One of Shane’s extra jerseys – one used almost exclusively for photos – was pulled across Ilya’s body, clinging to his chest and shoulders and loosening around his waist where his body tapered in. 

    “Oh my God,” Shane exhaled, fairly certain that he might be dying and this was the first glimpse of heaven he was going to get. 

    Ilya turned slowly, grinning, and showed off the HOLLANDER spreading across his back and Shane’s number branding him. “You played so well, Mr. Hollander. I’m such a fan of you.”

    or, hollanov roleplay with ilya in shane's jersey

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Shane surprises Ilya by wearing a thong and a Rozanov jersey.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Sarah
    Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.

    Jackie
    Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.

    Jackie has added Lily to the conversation

    Lily
    what
    what is this

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Ilya hums, playing the card he's been considering for this entire conversation. “We could make more interesting, yes? A bet.”

    “A bet,” Shane repeats, eyes flashing. “Like what?”

    The reporter cuts in. “What about wearing the other player’s jersey?”

    They both turn to her, and Shane says, “Like, the loser wears the winner’s jersey?”

    “Maybe at the next game in a couple of months?”

    “Is a good idea,” Ilya muses, nudging Shane’s elbow. “You will look better in my jersey than in Montreal jersey.”

    Shane makes a low noise, his eyes holding a bit of a spark when he looks back to Ilya. It’s what Ilya was hoping for—the tiniest crack in the mask. He can see a hint of exasperated affection around the corners of Shane’s eyes, a little bit of fire burning just beneath the surface. It sends a thrill down Ilya’s spine, and he wonders if Shane will be snarky when Ilya gets him naked tonight.

    “That’s not happening,” Shane replies, shaking his head. “Because you’re not winning.”

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    Ilya should have known better.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    It wasn’t like they had ever done anything serious, they had just kissed a few times, slow and languid when they were sharing a bed. It wasn’t anything more than that, Hudson had just thought about asking Connor to fuck him at least once a week since they met.

    Or, Hudson realizes just how far gone he is.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    It happens in an instant.

    Over Ilya’s shoulder, Shane sees the doctor and Wiebe give each other a look, and in a sudden bout of impatient anxiety, Shane ends up saying the words that come to ruin everything.

    “Don’t touch me.”

    The effect is instantaneous. Ilya’s hands fly to his sides, and Shane gets a front row seat as Ilya’s heart breaks before his very eyes. Eyes dimming and lips trembling in slow, painful technicolor.

    It causes Shane’s heart to break, too, and he vows, immediately, never to see such a look cross his husband’s face again.

    OR Shane embarks on a mission to heal his husband’s heart, one PDA at a time.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    “I want you to remember how you felt earlier, downstairs, before it was too much,” Ilya pumps his fingers in and out now. “Remember how needy you were, yes?”

    “M’not–”

    “Yes, you are, Shane. Is good. Is so good. I love when you are needy. Because I love giving you what you need.”

    “Yes,” Shane starts panting and grinding into the mattress as he rides the pleasure Ilya’s providing.

    “Feel needy and give it all to me, Shane. Let it out. You are safe. I’m right here.” Ilya goes to kiss Shane’s cheek again but Shane turns, taking him by the lips instead.

    “Fucking kiss me,” he exhales desperately right up against Ilya’s mouth.

     

    OR; shane gets overwhelmed and ilya gives him exactly what he needs, bottom prep included

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Shane almost misses the little beep signaling his door being unlocked and then the commotion enters his room in a buzz of voices and bodies. It stops abruptly, too many eyes staring at him as he stares back.
    Shane sighs and takes off his glasses, pinching the bridge of his nose. “Ilya. I think we need to talk.”
    “No Ilya here. I hear he’s very good husband…very handsome.”
    The commotion returns in full force. Shane catches a few snippets, nice glasses, Roz said, movie night, team bonding, and decides he gets the general gist of things.

    Or: 5 times Shane and Ilya break the no-sex-on-the-road-rule and 1 time they don’t.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    The one where Ilya is Shane's TA for Intro to Russian Literature and Shane is still a hockey boy.

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    09 Feb 2026

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