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  1. Public Bookmark 25

    growing pains (beautiful boy) by

    Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)  

    18 Jun 2024

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    “I don’t think you understand.” I mutter. “I have a lot of love for the people and things around me. I love Hanbin, I love Yujin and Ricky and even Hao. But I love the way being high makes me feel even more. That’s my problem.”

    Journal entries from Kim Gyuvin, a drug addict battling with his sobriety along with maintaining relationships.

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    24 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 77

    Power(less)Point by

    Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)  

    26 Mar 2025

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    Ricky just wanted his boyfriend's attention. How the fuck did he end up cockwarming him for thirty agonizing minutes while Gyuvin worked on his PowerPoint?

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    23 Feb 2026

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    how i fumbled the loml (storytime) by

    Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)  

    22 Jul 2025

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    Gyuvin shuts his eyes. This cannot be real. He pinches himself once, twice, three times. One arm, other arm, stomach. He's awake, alright.

    Of course his first YouTube video, where he's teary-eyed talking about how much he misses his ex, is an overnight sensation. Of course. This is exactly his kind of luck.

    Five months after his breakup with Ricky, Gyuvin still isn't over him, and his friends are tired of hearing about it. Matthew's suggestion of starting a YouTube channel to rant about his feelings might just do the trick.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    i (19m) feel homophobic towards my gay roommate (19m) but i want to stay friends by

    Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)  

    04 Sep 2023

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    u/eumppappasdad

    tldr: my roommate is gay. i’m the token straight of our friend group. i’ve suddenly started feeling sick when i see him with other guys and it’s affecting our relationship. what do i do????? i’m suddenly homophobic?? pls help???

    PS. we’re raising a cat and dog together and my head hurts thinking of how we’ll do shared custody so i’d really like to resolve this asap

     

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    u/canadianoppa
    how would you describe your level of closeness with each other

    u/eumppappasdad
    oh like i’ve sucked his dick before and he’s called us boyfriends idk

    u/canadianoppa
    what the actual fuck

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Think Of Me Once In a While, Take Care by Anonymous

    Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)  

    21 Feb 2026

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    Ricky is 19, second sem of Uni and he’s just really fucking tired of life

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    21 Feb 2026