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    In the aftermath, a thousand and one deaths flash before his eyes, and Ares feels them all. Every sword. Every spear. Every knife.

    Over and over again, he breathes his last breath, sometimes at the hands of another soldier and sometimes at the hands of himself. He stares at his own face, caked in blood and viscera, and hates himself for loving it.

    War is his vice of choice. It is his lover. His best friend. His worst enemy. He hates to love it, but no matter how he tries, he can’t seem to escape its clutches.

    He’s not quite sure if he really wants to.

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    It’s ironic, isn’t it? Ares hates all of Poseidon’s children with a vengeful fury, and yet, in this new world of Christianity and Capitalism, Perseus Fucking Jackson is the closest thing he has to a priest.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Feb 6 2026 Update: Prequel overhaul is complete and online. SoN is underway, 32k in and fully outlined, predicted 200k+ I won't start posting until I've got it written to the final fight.

    Percy has been seeing the past and the future all his life. When he was seven and about to die, he called out to Apollo for help. Apollo brought his brand new baby prophet to his oldest living son, Lee Fletcher, to care for. From there the events of Percy Jackson and The Olympians unfold, both similar to, but also entirely different from canon. Most of the characters' ages have been changed, new backstories added and much of this stories explores the complexity of people and gods.

    Prequel: ‘You’re a Demigod, Percy’ = 7yo Percy’s first few months at camp.

    The Lightning Thief = The Path Not Chosen

    Sea of Monsters = The Thread Yet to Be Renewed

    The Titan’s Curse = A Hero’s True Purpose

    The Battle of the Labyrinth = A New Age of Heroes

    The Last Olympian = Children of Fate

    Weight of Expectations = HoO Prequel, starting with a 7yo Jason

    Hope for the Future = The Lost Hero

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    09 Feb 2026

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    01 Feb 2026

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    Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.

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    09 Jan 2026

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    There’s no humor in Shane’s voice. It’s cold, hard, determined. “When we meet them on the ice next season, I want to fucking destroy them.”

    After a moment, he feels Ilya nod thoughtfully behind him.

    “Is good plan. Let’s fucking destroy them.”

    The Montreal Voyageurs won't stop slinging mud at Shane in the press, so Shane and Ilya decide to get revenge the best way they know how.

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    17 Dec 2025

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    13 Dec 2025

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    June 2014, Las Vegas

    Post the Las Vegas Scene, sub!Shane drops hard and Dom!Ilya races to save him.

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    From Jane: We didn't even kiss

    Shane didn't mean to send the text. He was so dizzy and cold and unsteady after leaving Ilya's room, he didn't even remember if he HAD sent the text. His fingers were too numb to undo his shirt buttons, he felt like the floor was dropping out from beneath him, he was nauseous and exhausted and didn't know why he couldn't stop shaking, why couldn't he stop shaking...?

    From Jane: ww dnt v ks

    The text came through as gibberish, and “Fuck.” Ilya threw his clothes back on and ran to get to Shane's hotel room. He'd been too far in his head to pay attention to Shane being quiet and shivering after they were done. Shane had stumbled getting out of bed, bumped into furniture, struggled with the door and Ilya had heard it but he'd been too much of a coward to get out of bed and check and now his submissive was sending gibberish texts and that wasn't good.

    “Sorry sorry sorry.” Ilya muttered as he ran. “I’m coming. I’m coming, hold on.” 

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    12 Dec 2025

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    Hollander as an opponent has always been focused and precise and an absolute nightmare for a defenseman, the kind of player you dread facing.

    Hollander as a teammate is…well, he’s still focused and precise, and intense about every drill and lift and film session to the point of being more than a little intimidating.

    Hollander on five-and-a-half beers and just as many chalupas is something else entirely.

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    The Centaurs get to know Shane Hollander.

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    11 Dec 2025

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    “He looks so happy,” Jackie said, joining him at the railing. She rested her head against his shoulder, wrapped an arm around his waist. “It’s really nice to see.”

    “Yeah, it really is,” Hayden said. He sighed heavily. “Fuck. I’m gonna have to start liking Ilya Rozanov, aren’t I?”

    Jackie giggled, rubbing his back in a placating manner. “I’m afraid so, babe.”

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    5 times Hayden started understanding Shane and Ilya's relationship, and the 1 time he finally told Shane he did.

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    11 Dec 2025

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    "You're supposed to smoke over there." Someone said from behind Ilya.

    Ilya almost dropped his cigarette. His English was shitty, but he had studied that sentence enough times over the years to understand it immediately. He didn't even think about his words much anymore, but it was impossible to avoid them.

    He turned instinctively, and was face to face with Shane fucking Hollander.

    Out of almost seven billion people, of course Ilya's soulmate had to be his fated rival. It was almost poetic. Still, Ilya had enough sense to realize just how bad this was.

    or, Shane says Ilya's soulmate words. Ilya vows to never speak a word to him to keep him from finding out. They fall in love anyway.

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    11 Dec 2025

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    13-year-old Phillip Carlyle is a smart-mouthed runaway turning tricks to survive. He doesn’t expect PT Barnum to come along and see something worth saving.

    Please see the A/N at the beginning of Chapter 1 for warnings.

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    11 Nov 2025

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    “Your brother is missing.”
    That’s how it starts. But now Dean’s dead, gone, or maybe he never really existed in the first place. Maybe Dean was never real, and it was always Michael. Because if Sam knows one thing, it’s that Michael is all that is left.

    S1AU tying in s4+ plot in which Dean once used to be an archangel and that’s not a good thing

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    16 Oct 2025

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    There is a land of the living and a land of the dead and the bridge is love, the only survival.
    —Thornton Wilder

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    07 Aug 2025

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    What you do when there are no more worlds to conquer.

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    07 Aug 2025

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    28 May 2025

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    When Arnim Zola pulls Bucky Barnes out of a cage and into a laboratory, he sets in motion a chain of events that will forever shape history. No matter how hard he tries, a part of Bucky fears he will never walk out of that factory.

    Steve Rogers may have become Captain America, but he's still the same scrawny kid from Brooklyn in his heart, especially when it comes to Bucky Barnes.

    Fighting side by side in the deadliest conflict in history, Steve and Bucky struggle to accept that there are some things the serum cannot change, some battles they will never be able to win, and some loses neither of them will survive.

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    28 May 2025

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    They’ve decided to start producing Bucky Bears again, now that he’s all shiny and redeemed and fighting for good on this big Avengers misfits team. "He has a little shiny gray arm," Bucky says, wiggling the stuffed arm in question, one of the tweaks made in the new model. It takes Steve a second to realize that Bucky’s got a small smile on his face, actually looks a little bit proud around the eyes.

    Or, Bucky relearns himself and how to be on a team, the rest of the Avengers try to get answers, and everyone watches too much Criminal Minds.

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    24 May 2025

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    An alternate universe where Percy isn't the child of the Great Prophecy, and goes to Camp Jupiter on his own free will, with his memories fully intact.

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    15 Apr 2025

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