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    When Shane was born an ocean away from her homeland, Yuna Hollander, who did not pray, whispered into the world: Let every door open for him, my son.

    OR: Yuna Hollander learns to appreciate Ilya Rozanov, one step at a time.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, get loved.

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    11 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 73

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    “We’ll be long distance for however long you’re gone,” Buck says reassuringly, crowding closer until Eddie’s arms are full of warm, sweet-smelling boyfriend. “You’re not getting rid of me just by going to Texas. You’d have to try a lot harder than that.” Buck’s lips are against his a moment later and Eddie sinks into the lush kiss eagerly, wanting to soak up every last bit of Buck before he folds himself down and ships himself off to El Paso to be a dutiful son.

    aka the one where Ramon gets sick and Eddie goes home to help.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Hedonist that he is, Lestat has never particularly cared to be held to the constraints of a schedule. Louis may enjoy the routine and predictability of something as prosaic as the requirements of managing a business–one of his many little idiosyncrasies that Lestat simultaneously enjoys and is frequently irritated by–but for him? Non. He can enjoy the artistry of a well-planned ball or the satisfaction of a business deal well-struck, but he’s always enjoyed the freedom of not quite knowing what’s coming next. In a long, long life, it’s far too easy to fall into a rut and find oneself constrained to it for decades before noticing.

    Even with his taste for surprise, however, Louis holding out a tiny, sooty, sniffling child is a shock he is not best pleased by.

    He flicks his eyes up from the big-eyed, dripping moppet, raising a brow and feeling his lip curl slightly in distaste. The child reeks of smoke and fear and God only knows what else.

    “Put it back,” he says flatly.

    (AU based on the idea of Louis finding Claudia at the age of five like in the book but raising her until she's old enough to be changed) (marked complete because each chapter can stand alone but will be updated)

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    11 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 57

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    “You’ve been running,” Buck observes.

    Buck doesn't stand so Eddie collapses next to him.

    “Without me.”

    He manages to sound both offended and worried.

    “Without music,” Buck adds, alarmed now.

    Eddie sighs.

    “I’m fine, Buck.”

    “You know who runs without music? People plotting elaborate revenge plans, people in film montages, people who are psychopaths, and people who are not fine.”

     

    (Or: the universe gives Eddie a cat and he learns to accept joy into his life again)

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    11 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 54

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    Jesper and Wylan face their biggest challenge as a couple to date: dealing with a houseguest.

    (and that houseguest has done war crimes)

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    10 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 57

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    The idea comes to him on one of his drives through the mountains.

    He’s driving up, and up, and up until the road has a steep, sheer drop on one side, and nobody’s driving alongside him. He’s headed to the top of a mountain. There’s a gravel pull-off right before a hairpin turn. The turn is protected by a flimsy guardrail. 

    Eddie parks on the pull-off and walks over to look past the guardrail.

    Nothing underneath. Just dry underbrush. A shallow stream right at the bottom. Thin vegetation. If a car missed the curve at a fair speed, it would plummet down the cliff. Next to no chance of survival.

    And Eddie’s known to drive, to clear his own head. He used to do it to find hiking trails for him and Buck, or roadside attractions or activities that Christopher might like. It’s a known hobby of his. He’s a good driver.

    So it’s not convincing if he crashes in good weather. He’ll have to wait for a storm.

    But it’ll work. It has to work.

     

    (Or: Eddie and all the ways you shouldn't love your loved ones.)

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Shane secretly learns Russian to understand Ilya better, and accidentally unlocks a whole new level of intimacy.

    Ilya notices the suspiciously perfect timing.

    Love, languages, and a husband who absolutely starts abusing bilingual privileges.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    Step 3: If your friend doesn’t bring up their sexuality on their own, try subtly hinting that you know.

    “So, Jackie has this friend,” Hayden begins.

    “Hayd, I told you I don’t want to date right now,” Shane protests.

    “Well, this is a guy friend. Maybe you’d want to meet him?”

    Shane frowns, clearly confused. “Okay? Is he a fan or something?”

    “No, but he could be your fan,” Hayden says with a wink.

    “What are you talking about?” Shane asks, clearly not picking up any hints. Hayden sighs.

    “Never mind, let’s go to practice,” he grumbles, resolving to try again later.

    Or: Hayden Pike tries his best to be an ally. It would be a lot easier if Shane would just come out already.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    Kip loves Scott, so he's willing to join him wherever he's needed, whether that's at games or social events or - god forbid - MLH-mandated youth hockey initiatives.

    Even if Ilya Rozanov is there.

    OR: Kip and Ilya meet after the on-ice kiss. An unlikely friendship ensues, along with an even more unlikely double date.

    OR: Scott Hunter thinks Rozanov might have found a new and unusual method of torture: making friends with his boyfriend. That alone is bad enough, but when Rozanov shows up at his door with Shane Hollander in tow, Scott is left to reckon with the frankly unfathomable fact of their secret decade-long relationship.

    He still thinks he's too lazy to be a serial killer, but perhaps a single premeditated murder isn't off the table.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    “What are these?” Yuna hears Ilya ask. He’s standing with his back to her in front of the armoire next to the couch, looking up at the shelves. She’d been on her way back into the living room with after-dinner coffee when she’d paused at the threshold.

    Shane steps toward the armoire, coming up behind Ilya and curling both arms around his waist. “Um, trophies from when I was a kid. Like, minor hockey leagues and tournaments and stuff.”

    Ilya moves his head from left to right slowly, scanning the array of trophies and medals on the shelf. “Is big business? Making meaningless awards for tiny hockey players?”

    “They aren’t meaningless,” Shane protests, but he sounds a little sheepish.

    “Yes, I’m sure the…” Ilya leans in close to read the plaque on one trophy, “‘Sportsmanship Award’ for the U7 Snowflake Classic was very prestigious.”

    Shane rolls his eyes, but he’s laughing. “They don’t have awards like this in Russia?”

    Or: Yuna bonds with Ilya, one plastic trophy at a time.

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    17 Jan 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 47

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    Inside of the bar, Kip was holding up the cake in front of his chest as the friends around him swayed from side to side, singing him happy birthday. There was Maria from the smoothie shop, two men who must’ve been Shawn and Kyle from the stories Kip had told him about them, and Elena tenderly resting her head on Kip’s shoulder.

    Scott remembered what she had told him when they danced together.

    He took a steadying, grave sigh. He was so fucking tired of being scared, and of hurting Kip because of it.

    On the night of Kip's birthday, Scott goes into the Kingfisher.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    Still, Yuna expected some cute, pretty girl to come around and throw Shane over her shoulder one day - similar to how Yuna had found her shy husband.
    ...
    Or how Yuna tries to understand Shane's love life for years, until she finally does.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    Shortly after Shane joins the Centaurs, he begins to realize that things are different with this team. He might not have to keep so much of himself so tightly under wraps, but he's not totally sure what that means. After years of hiding and carefully curating his safe, boring Canadian hockey Golden Boy image, Shane isn't sure who he is or who he wants to be as an out hockey player and the husband of effortlessly sexy Ilya Rozanov. He's worried he will never look the part or feel comfortable in his own skin. During a West Coast road trip, he meets up with Rose for brunch and asks for a little help.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    Scott's been the subject of a lot of rude comments, on and off the ice. One of the things he'd braced himself for. One thing he hadn't expected was to hear that people who made those comments while playing Ottawa tended to get punched by one Ilya Rozanov. 

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    14 Jan 2026

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    Montreal tried to get Shane Hollander back. Shane and Ilya laughed, stayed married, and won anyway.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    Hayden hated the guy. Hated him.

    Hated his stupid, smug smirk and the myriad of insults he threw Hayden’s way and the way he made fun of Shane like it was a funny game then looked him up and down like a piece of meat and his reputation of sleeping with everything that fucking moved and the memories of being slammed into the boards by him and quite literally everything about this Russian dickhead.

    And he hated that he was now going to have to do everything in his power to learn how to tolerate Rozanov because Shane was inexplicably and hopelessly in love with him, and Shane was his brother in every fucking thing but blood, and Hayden was not going to keep being responsible for that sad puppy look on his face every time he realized how poorly they got along.

    So far, Hayden sucked at it. Big time.

    ---

    It bothers Shane that Hayden and Ilya don't get along, so Hayden is putting in the effort to try and see these redeeming qualities Shane claims the guy has. Over the years it becomes easier and easier, until one day, he realizes he doesn't have to actually try anymore.

    or, 5 times Hayden realized he was starting to tolerate Ilya + 1 time they acknowledged they were actually friends now

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    14 Jan 2026

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    He’s already in the room, shutting the door behind himself as quietly as he can before he realises that not only is there someone other than Shane in the room, but there are three someones other than Shane.

    And, as if he hasn’t already fucked up spectacularly, the someones happen to be the Hollanders and Hayden fucking Pike.

     

    // or; Ilya visits Shane in the hospital and meets his parents. He's traumatized and grieving, everything hurts, and Shane takes after his mother.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    “Papa, what’s your job?”

    Ilya opens his mouth. Closes it. He looks at Shane, who is suddenly very interested in his coffee.

    “My job,” Ilya says slowly, “is to take care of you.”

    “That’s not a job,” Wyatt says matter-of-factly. “That’s just being a papa.”

    “Yes,” Ilya agrees. “It is.”

    In September 2030, Ilya Rozanov is newly retired, newly restless, and learning the hard way that staying home with their three-year-old son is more exhausting than any playoff run. Shane Hollander is back on the ice, chasing another season while missing things he can’t get back.

    After more than a decade together, Ilya and Shane must relearn the hows of their relationship—what comes after happily ever after.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    Jackie
    No offence but this is not what I expected from Shane’s girlfriend.

    Lily (Shane)
    I know he is so boring and I am so fun

    Lily (Shane)
    But opposites attract is the saying, no?

    Lily (Shane)
    Also I am not girlfriend

    Jackie
    Why not!!

    Jackie
    Sorry that was nosy

    Lily (Shane)
    Is okay

    Lily (Shane)
    Is complicated

    Lily (Shane)
    But I cannot let him go because he gives head like champion

    Jackie
    Girl!!!!!!

    (spreading the jackie & ilya bestie gospel!)

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    122,892

    11 Jan 2026

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