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    After a mix-up leaves Hayden with the wrong phone for three days, he ends up learning more about Ilya Rozanov and his secret girlfriend, Jane.

    Another Hayden-Finds-Out, because we can't have too many.

    *now with the extra continuing Hayden-Rozanov friendship text threads*

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    14 Feb 2026

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    He’s already in the room, shutting the door behind himself as quietly as he can before he realises that not only is there someone other than Shane in the room, but there are three someones other than Shane.

    And, as if he hasn’t already fucked up spectacularly, the someones happen to be the Hollanders and Hayden fucking Pike.

     

    // or; Ilya visits Shane in the hospital and meets his parents. He's traumatized and grieving, everything hurts, and Shane takes after his mother.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Barstool Sports Canada reports that Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander has started learning Russian from new teammate and Russian rookie Sergei Dovonchezky.

    Ilya has some thoughts. None of them are particularly kind.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    “I know Ilya, I’m trying.” Shane tries to hide his exhaustion from his tone.

    “Could try harder, no?” Ilya raises an eyebrow.  

    “I get it, okay?” Shane pushes back, letting his enervation show this time. “I’m trying, but it’s hard. I guess I just need something that sticks. Something to hold me accountable. Consequences.”

    “I can help, with consequences.” Ilya shrugs easily, his voice free from any inclination of teasing. 

    “What, you wanna punish me?” Shane smiles, raising his eyebrows and pulls Ilya’s hand from his thigh up to his mouth to kiss it. “Spank me every time I people please?” 

    Shane can’t help but to chuckle at himself.
     
    “Would that help you?” Ilya’s voice is flat and serious. 
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    Or Shane jokes about needing consequences to motivate him to stop people pleasing. Ilya takes him seriously and offers to help.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Shane’s hands suddenly leave his shoulders, and the dull sound of knees hitting the floor echoes through the scarcely decorated room.

    Shane rests his forehead on the sweat damp skin of Ilya’s thigh, his face pulled into something wrecked and agonizing. His shaking hands wrap around the bare skin of Ilya’s thighs, and he can feel how cold and clammy they were. The sight of Shane on his knees knocks all the air from his lungs. Ilya had not calibrated this yet, he had not prepared himself for a genuinely upset, distraught Shane Hollander to be gripping his pants and staring up at him like he would an altar.

    “Don’t wanna feel like– like this anymore. ‘Wanna feel good.” Shane whispers against his thigh, looking up at Ilya like he was the answer to every single fucking problem in the world. It was heady and addictive and wrong, here.

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    or: after shane is outed to his dad, he asks (begs) rozanov to be put into subspace. (episode 6 rewrite, somewhat)

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    07 Feb 2026

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    Ilya has been watching hands his whole life. His father's hands taught him that touch meant pain. His mother's hands were the only gentle ones—until they went cold. Now he has his father's hands, and he's terrified of what they might become.

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    04 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 21

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    On a desolate and merciless road, Richard Harkness finds that he and Barkovitch have more in common than he could ever have imagined.

    It changes many things. It doesn't change enough.

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    19 Jan 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 3

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    Richard Harkness was tired. The kind of tired that weighed down your entire being, that sat behind your eyes and travelled down to the tips of your toes. It would be a lie to say that it wasn’t partly his fault. But, between writing for the school magazine, tutoring Ray’s cousin, Curly, and trying to finish his own assignments whilst also carving out time for his friends, he was spread so thin he could’ve been translucent.

    This exhaustion was the sole reason for the blunder he had made on this fateful day.

      In which, Billy Stebbins receives a document only sort of meant for him.

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    18 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 6

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    Billy knows what restriction feels like. He knows it intimately. The weight of responsibility and expectation bears down on him each day from the moment he wakes, a locked cage with shrinking walls and no key. To try and exist against the constant pressure is to breathe against a vice constantly squeezing his lungs. It feels tight in all the wrong ways, the sickening claustrophobia of being trapped in his own body. His own mind. For so long, Billy didn't know how to escape it. He wasn't sure if he ever could.

    But Richard knows how.

    With every cinch of a knot drawn taut against his skin, Richard Harkness unravels him just a little bit more. It's become a ritual of theirs—not often, not always, but there when Billy needs it most.

    - - -

    or: a night with rope top!harkness and rope bunny!billy

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    14 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 18

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    You find your soulmate by making prolonged eye contact with someone. When it happens, one of your eyes will change to match their eye color, and vice versa.

    All Harkness has ever wanted was to meet his soulmate, and college seems to be the perfect place for that to happen.

    Too bad his roommate refuses to look him in the eye.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    28 Dec 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 17

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    When Gary Barkovitch invites two other Junior Hockey League players back to his room to smoke after the championship game, the night unfolds in a totally unexpected way. What's even more unexpected is the ripple effect that night has on the next eight years of his life as he navigates sex, love, and loss in the NHL.

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    22 Dec 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 87

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    Pale, thin scars mark Gary’s arm from his wrist to halfway up his bicep. Some are in straight, almost neat lines, one right after the other, while some of them crisscross each other with a jagged ferocity. Overall, there’s more raised masses of tissue than unmarked skin. There’s no need to ask what caused them, and there’s no way Collie ever would. It’s obvious.

    “Well?” Gary snaps, apparently thinking Collie’s been silent for too long. “Can you fix this or not?”

    Or: Gary Barkovitch walks into Collie Parker's tattoo shop looking for a scar coverup, and ends up becoming much more than just a client.

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    17 Dec 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 33

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    "Ma, are ghosts real?" he asks one day out on the porch, shaded from the sun.

    She's got a cigarette pressed to the seal of her lips. She blows out a ring of smoke— it catches in his nostrils, and he scrunches his nose. His ma's face does that thing where it goes saggy and twisted, like a sad statue, and she pretends he isn't there until she realizes he won't go away.

    "Fuck kinda question's that?" she mutters. "No, boy, ghosts ain't real. There's just us. The living."

    He wants to say more, wants to ask but what if you saw one, what if you saw dead boys walking in the street, ma. But the words dry in his mouth, and his ma is quiet again, so he slips through the door in two breaths.

    gary barkovitch is haunted by the dead, or maybe the living

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    12 Dec 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 7

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    He glances up from the checklist. Stebbins’ gaze is resolute and, for the first time, Barkovitch feels like this is really going to happen.

    Billy Stebbins is going to fuck the alpha right out of him.

    For as long as he can remember, Barkovitch has been the runt of his family, a failure of an alpha. When he decides it's time for a change, there's only one person who can give him what he wants.

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    12 Dec 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 11

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    Billy Stebbins needs to be called a good boy. Send fic.

    (title is from Spoonman - Soundgarden!)

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    21 Nov 2025

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    19 Nov 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 24

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    Collie takes Gary to a punk show and proves that he's a very good dog.

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    12 Nov 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 44

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    It all starts with Parker calling Barkovitch a "bad dog."

    Things spiral from there.

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    11 Nov 2025

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