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  1. Public Bookmark 70

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    “Oh…” Dazai trailed off trying to recall what he even looked like. “My father picked him out for me.”

    “Huh? So you weren’t even into him?”

    “I’d only just met him. I wasn’t into anything. He's the same as everyone else my father picks.”

    “And you never choose for yourself?”

    “No, I’ve never been particularly interested in any of them.”

    Chuuya shook her head disbelievingly and huffed. When she was amused, the left side of her mouth would twitch revealing a small dimple.

    “What?” Dazai inquired.

    “It’s just… If that’s the case are you sure you even like guys?”

    Dazai’s mouth worked to form words from an idea her mind hadn’t yet grappled with.

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    No powers, female Dazai and female Chuuya AU in which everything is the same but Chuuya becomes Dazai's bodyguard and Dazai has a sexuality crisis.

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    24 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 11

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    1860: For the past four years Dazai has walked the earth as a vampire submerged in a lethargy so profound that she can scarcely function, let alone recall her life before she changed. That comes to an abrupt end when she encounters Chuuya and persuades her to make her a long term guest at her estate.

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    The gothic, Carmilla inspired SKK Yuri where Dazai mistakes attraction for hunger, Chuuya finds out she is a lesbian, and they become devastatingly obsessed with each other.

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    23 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    Dazai wants to be hurt. Beaten. Abused. He wants passionate sex so shameless and outrageous that even the most experienced whore would turn away in disbelief.

    Fyodor can give him exactly that.

    By the day, he is feeling less and less human.

    Fyodor can change that.

    No wonder they'll never break up.

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    23 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    Faced with the House of Darkness, Crow convinces Joker that it's best to bring a small, capable team to conquer the black out maze. In truth, Goro has an ulterior motive for getting Ren alone in a space where she can't see what's going on.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    But he would be lying if he said he wasn’t the slightest bit confused that Chuuya had seemingly decided— several months after their reunion at twenty-two, and four years after the initial betrayal at eighteen— that a random Tuesday was the day he would finally kill Dazai.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    Chuuya opens his eyes to see light fixtures in the mafia headquarters that haven't been there for years.

     Great. Time travel.

     


    It doesn't take long for Dazai to show up.

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    20 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 32

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    The easiest way Chuuya knew to tell if something is alive was to test whether or not it can die.

    Chuuya would never be very certain that Dazai was alive.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    The second the poor, wounded thing walked into the office, Ranpo knew it tied its bandages too tight around its throat.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    When Dazai Osamu first appeared on the agency’s doorstep with an incomplete application and a halfhearted recommendation, Ranpo’s first impression was ‘kill it with fire.’

    His second thought was ‘it can’t join the agency.’ Much like a stray cat, Ranpo could see in the thing’s desperate, starved eyes that if it were given a scrap of affection, it would curl up in the nearest sunny spot and never leave. He didn’t need his (an) ability to see that.

    (Fukuzawa’s love for strays, unfortunately, devastatingly, rubbed off on them all.)

    Or: Five impressions of Dazai and one that happened years and a lifetime ago.

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    Chapters:
    6/6
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    20 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 3

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    Goro comes to learn a story about his boyfriend.

    or: joker is a knotslut

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    18 Feb 2026

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    “You’ve been avoiding me,” Dazai stated with a hand on his hip.

    “I haven’t. My dick has been avoiding your ass and I simply tagged along.”

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    Dazai became addicted to riding Chuuya after he taught him how to, and now Chuuya’s dick can’t handle it anymore. Misunderstandings ensue and Chuuya realizes something that might just destroy their partnership forever.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Chuuya walks in on Dazai touching himself in his bed. It shouldn’t be as weird as it is because they have sex all the time. But Dazai is never as vocal with him as he is right now, and Chuuya’s ego won’t have it.

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    Chuuya finds out that Dazai doesn't enjoy their hateful, rough sex and he intends to change that. Somehow, everything about them changes.

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    16 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 14

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    If they ever shared an intimate kiss, he’d think Chuuya would taste like acid all the way down. Caustic and torturous. They weren’t meant to ever play nice with one another, but it didn’t stop Dazai from imagining and longing for what could’ve been had their circumstances been different. Had Chuuya ever expressed genuine interest in him.

    Dazai does not understand what's so wrong about wanting what everyone has, and why it's so difficult for him to have even just a piece of something a little nice in life. He's been chasing his own meaning to life for years now, and he still comes up empty.

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    16 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 10

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    There is something wrong with Dazai Osamu, Atsushi realized, besides his obvious penchant for suicide. He didn’t realize it all at once. It had crept up on him. A slow, crawling certainty that lodged itself under his skin and refused to leave.

    Atsushi had noticed the small things first. The way Dazai sometimes lost track of conversations, then rejoined them a beat too late. The way his smile didn’t quite match his eyes. The way he seemed tired in a manner sleep couldn’t fix. Sometimes he seemed distant for no reason at all, present but not entirely there.

    Dazai smiled when Atsushi asked after him. His giggle was a thin, hollow sound that echoed in the air. It sounded like the start of his usual teasing except it was something rehearsed, wrong.

    “Ah, Atsushi-kun,” Dazai said, lips curving faintly, though his eyes remained dull. “Didn’t you hear? I’m dying.”

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    Comments:
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    49
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    16 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 92

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    Five times Dazai wants to pet a cat and one time Natsume lets him.

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    15 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 34

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    Their outside arms tuck behind their backs, elbows turned out, while they raise the arm closest to the other to eye level. Their palms hovering in front of the other’s in a ghost of a touch, so close yet not close enough.

    A waltz.

    The violins began. Building slow and deep as if waiting for Dazai and Fyodor to start. And so they do.

    Or,

    Dazai and Fyodor’s relationship told over the years in the every interaction where they one way or another ended up in a dance with the other.

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    Comments:
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    215
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    15 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    Chuuya’s self restraint breaks. “What are you even doing?

    Dazai doesn't even spare him a glance. “Playing 5D chess with multiverse time travel against the enemy.”

    Chuuya squints. He has to be fucking with him. “What?”

    “And I'm losing, Chuuya,” and now he finally looks at him, manic grin snaking across his cheeks, voice plunging from blank to downright giddy. Giddy. What the fuck. “He's a demon.”

    /// OR: Chuuya finds himself in the unfortunate position of witnessing Dazai meet Fyodor.

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    Comments:
    55
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    7,040

    14 Feb 2026

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    "Dazai doesn't know where he is.

    Well, of course that is a normal occurrence. He normally is wandering around the incredible, beautiful city of Yokohama, searching for a bridge to jump off—a perfect suicide! Usually, he does that and someone ends up saving him.

    But this time it wasn't because of that, alright. To be honest, Dazai was quite certain that everything was solved—that Atsushi would catch him in time."

    Or, Dazai was trying to solve a case, but he ends up as another victim... in a different world.

    Or or, ADA Dazai Osamu in BEAST universe, having to deal with a BEAST PM boss Chuuya that recently lost his Dazai and is barely holding it together. When he sees ADA Dazai, he completely loses it.

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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    505
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    14 Feb 2026

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    “You can sleep in here,” Chuuya calls out, back facing him as he exits the room. “You know where the blankets and shit are but I better see your ass gone in the morning, got it?” Dazai feels a bit of liquid falling into his lap and stiffens a bit in shock. He hadn’t even realized he was crying. “Dazai?”

    This time, Chuuya takes a glance back and Dazai doesn’t have time to hide himself before Chuuya’s already seen him and frozen.

    skk hatesex turns into subdrop...based off a tweet of mine

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    Comments:
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    10,295

    14 Feb 2026

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    Dazai leveled him with a look. “Look, we can talk about this later. You obviously need some time. I’ll come back later, we can talk, and I’ll drop off a burner, but I need to go.” He turned around and began walking to the door when a hand grabbed his wrist.

    Fuck.

    “You’re not leaving.” Chuuya pulled him closer so that they were facing each other and grabbed Dazai’s other hand to hold in one of his before pulling Dazai down so they were at eye level.

    “Chuu-”

    “No. Shut the fuck up. You’re not leaving. Everyone I know has fucking left but this?” Chuuya looked nearly hysterical as he pointed to the bite mark on his neck. “This means you can’t.”

    In which Dazai is leaving and it does not go over well with Chuuya.

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    7,130
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    33
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    1,070
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    142
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    13,131

    14 Feb 2026

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