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“You’ve been avoiding me,” Dazai stated with a hand on his hip.
“I haven’t. My dick has been avoiding your ass and I simply tagged along.”
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Dazai became addicted to riding Chuuya after he taught him how to, and now Chuuya’s dick can’t handle it anymore. Misunderstandings ensue and Chuuya realizes something that might just destroy their partnership forever.
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- Part 2 of In The Ether
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16 Feb 2026
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Chuuya walks in on Dazai touching himself in his bed. It shouldn’t be as weird as it is because they have sex all the time. But Dazai is never as vocal with him as he is right now, and Chuuya’s ego won’t have it.
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Chuuya finds out that Dazai doesn't enjoy their hateful, rough sex and he intends to change that. Somehow, everything about them changes.
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- Part 1 of In The Ether
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16 Feb 2026
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If they ever shared an intimate kiss, he’d think Chuuya would taste like acid all the way down. Caustic and torturous. They weren’t meant to ever play nice with one another, but it didn’t stop Dazai from imagining and longing for what could’ve been had their circumstances been different. Had Chuuya ever expressed genuine interest in him.
Dazai does not understand what's so wrong about wanting what everyone has, and why it's so difficult for him to have even just a piece of something a little nice in life. He's been chasing his own meaning to life for years now, and he still comes up empty.
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16 Feb 2026
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There is something wrong with Dazai Osamu, Atsushi realized, besides his obvious penchant for suicide. He didn’t realize it all at once. It had crept up on him. A slow, crawling certainty that lodged itself under his skin and refused to leave.
Atsushi had noticed the small things first. The way Dazai sometimes lost track of conversations, then rejoined them a beat too late. The way his smile didn’t quite match his eyes. The way he seemed tired in a manner sleep couldn’t fix. Sometimes he seemed distant for no reason at all, present but not entirely there.
Dazai smiled when Atsushi asked after him. His giggle was a thin, hollow sound that echoed in the air. It sounded like the start of his usual teasing except it was something rehearsed, wrong.
“Ah, Atsushi-kun,” Dazai said, lips curving faintly, though his eyes remained dull. “Didn’t you hear? I’m dying.”
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16 Feb 2026
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Five times Dazai wants to pet a cat and one time Natsume lets him.
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- Part 10 of Consigliere
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15 Feb 2026