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It was golden, gossamer, delicate like petals on the wind, and it smelled like home in a way that Kakashi's little apartment never had. It smelled like clean sheets and sunshine, like warm sugar and strawberries and vanilla. It made him ache, made his mouth water. He spent long moments breathing it in, each inhale causing flickering images of domestic bliss to burst on the backs of his eyelids—a modest garden bed with ripened tomatoes, a table set for two, light shining through white lace curtains billowing in an afternoon breeze, a loveseat by a crackling hearth…
He knew what it meant. Mate. Not just someone compatible, someone ideal.
A soulmate.
Or; the possessive, desperate, pining Kakashi soulmate story I've been wanting to read for the last 15 years.
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Bookmarked by Katariah
11 May 2023
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The toughest was when Naruto would cry, all alone in his tiny studio apartment, curled up in his bed wrapped around a stuffed frog Kakashi had gotten him when he’d started at the ninja academy at age 8. He’d gotten attached to it instantly and long after he’d stopped playing with his other stuffed animals, he still carried it around the house, sat it at his dinner table, spoke to it. It was a poor substitute for what could have been, and he frequently imagined himself in the frog’s place… sitting at Naruto’s dinner table, holding him when he cried, curling up in bed with him each night.
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He kept thinking about that knife sinking in between his mate’s delicate little ribs, piercing his heart and taking him away forever. He couldn’t stand it. In his head, he pictured all the ways he’d keep Naruto safe and happy if he could. Locked doors in a secluded cottage, with a greenhouse for all of Naruto’s plants and a big kitchen they could cook together in, and no one would come looking for them because no one would know they were there…
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It was easier, when she was younger and removed from his immediate sphere of influence, to ignore how much she resembled her belated parents. Loud little girls running through the streets, pulling pranks and shouting at the ignorant masses could, with effort, be relegated to the wallpaper of his life. But now, removed from ANBU and tapped to play Jounin-sensei, in a strange, upside-down parody of Kakashi’s own genin team, Naruto could not be ignored.
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- Part 1 of The Function of Muscle
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A six year old washes his own clothes. He doesn't know how to wash his clothes, because no one taught him, but he knows it is something that must be done, because he is a six year old who has heard many unpleasant things said about his cleanliness and smell, and he is a six year old that does not want to hear those things any longer.
Outside perspective at how utterly preposterous it was for Naruto to be on his own at such a young age.
I don't know if he had a care taker at age six, since Canon didn't mention it, but In this fic he doesn't to give an even clearer perspective on how warped Naruto's upbringing and consequent worldview was.Series
- Part 2 of Naruto Neglect Collection
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At 8 months old, the baby stops crying, and no one notices or cares.
Kinda a prequel to "A six year old Washes his clothes"
À deeper look into Naruto's possible/probable upbringing, and the hate and resentment directed at him even as a helpless baby because of the demon sealed inside. Since most of Naruto's early upbringing wasn't revealed in canon, I've taken artistic liberties based on what glimpses of his life we did get.Series
- Part 1 of Naruto Neglect Collection
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Naruto had never been sick before, but he had heard enough of it from his friends that he knew that waking up with an aching throat and coughing meant some sort of cold. The flowers came as a surprise. So did the rapidly growing vines that limited his breathing, ripped open his throat on a daily basis, and would kill him in a few days. Unless, of course, he could figure out who he loved in time, confess and have them love him back.
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- Part 2 of Kakashi/Naruto Summer
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One moment, Naruto is seventeen, bruised, battered, with more scars littering his body than any other seventeen year old should have, trying his damndest best to hold the world together even when it already seems to have crumbled apart.
The next, he is six again, opening his eyes to four stone Hokage heads on the monument.
There is a catch. (There's always a catch)
(Eratic updates)
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i'll let you on a little secret: there is no meaning in "love" by mervillion
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10 Nov 2022
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"Maybe something is wrong with you after all!" Sakura screams at him, frustrated tears welling up her eyes.
"It's almost like you enjoy hurting yourself!"
"But, Sakura-chan, we made it out alive, didn't we? So it's fine-"
"Idiot." She seethes, clutching the white fabric of his hospital gown. "When are you going to get that people care about you?"
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This will keep going until it’s finished, which will be… later? Regardless, it’s not abandoned!
Kinktober is heeeeereeeee! And so am I!
Naruto returns from his training with Jiraiya, and Kakashi instantly knows he is screwed.
What he doesn’t know is what their future holds in store for them.
This. Will. Be. So. Depraved.
Check the index in the first part and read the uhm… summary/thing above the index? Yeah, that’s correct.
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Bookmarked by Katariah
26 Oct 2022
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No matter how much things change, your eyes stay blue.
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What was more painful:
To believe you are the monster they say you are or to wish that you were one instead?
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Naruto was tired.
Tired of loneliness. Tired of hunger. Tired of the gang that threatened him and the teachers that didn't believe in him and really just tired in general. He needed a way out of the village. Any way that leads anywhere but here; preferably one that leads to a college where he'd finally have friends and be successful and... well. Life taught him you can't always afford to be picky.
The giant dog that stayed with him each night, providing warmth and protection, seemed to understand. His eyes, the black and the red, followed him anywhere he went. He felt, somehow, less alone.
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Kakashi's managed to avoid his rut for nigh on ten years. This, apparently, means Tsunade kicks him out of his office for a week to deal with it.
"I recommend, as your doctor, to find a heat partner." Tsunade's eyes are soft. "This can kill you, Kakashi."
Kakashi would rather die, thank you.
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nemesism (n.): frustration, anger, or aggression directed inward, toward oneself and one's way of living
Maybe if he got angry he’d be able to breathe. Maybe if he got angry he’ll be able to eat and drink and sleep without all the fucking side-effects from the fucking medicine that was fucking with his fucking head.
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The truth is harder than Naruto had ever expected. The guilt, however, is just as heavy as he thought it would be.
sequel to: metanoia
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Bookmarked by Katariah
05 Apr 2022
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‘Have you ever asked him to clarify what you don’t understand?’ Yumisa asked, as if it was that easy, as if Sasuke was the kind of person you ask things.
Sasuke was all-encompassing and jaw-dropping and awe-inspiring, someone to look up to, to fear and want and the same time. He wasn’t someone you asked for clarification, who’d have the patience to explain social cues to Naruto, or go into depth about his trauma, who’d explain to Naruto how to act in order to help.
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Kakashi wanted to give Naruto more than just simple gifts for his birthday- so he called some help.
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// PLEASE mind the disclaimer before reading!!Series
- Part 5 of kinktober 2021 kakanaru
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Orochimaru gestured lazily towards the two men. “Allow me to introduce: Senju Hashirama and Senju Tobirama. The First and Second Hokage. They will assist me today.”
Naruto stared at the men’s empty eyes. “Assist you?” he repeated, “You need two Hokage to fight for you? Isn’t that a bit too much?”
He hummed thoughtfully, then his eyes widened in realization. “Ah, I got it! It’s like this thing with men and swords, right? Mah, you must be really tiny to overcompensate that much.”
In which Orochimaru hates Naruto with a fierce passion and takes things too far, and Naruto wins despite losing terribly - and even manages to find his family along the way.
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- Part 1 of One of our own
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"Tell me, do we look angry to you?”
“…I don’t know, Nidaime-sama. You look empty. Like the masks. But you have a face. Is that anger?”
“No, Naruto,” Hashirama answered quietly. “It is not.”Raised in isolation, Naruto always believed himself to be the village's property.
Until two men came along and claimed him as their family.Series
- Part 3 of One of our own
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It's 3am and I wrote this in literally half an hour because shit's going down and I don't know how to deal with new people's emotions outside of writing.
Also, am I projecting? I think I'm projecting. Read the fucking tags.
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There's a reason you shouldn't go home with strangers, didn't anyone ever tell you that?
Naruto is an 18 years old boarding school student, and way too trusting for his own good.
Kakashi knows what he wants, and gets it. Any means necessary.
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It started out as a way for Kakashi to sate his needs, but his obsession with the blond quickly grows into something he doesn’t know how to handle. But he does know that he needs control.
Naruto falls, fast, and as someone who was orphaned at an early age, he doesn’t exactly have the best emotional capabilities to handle it. Especially for being with someone who perhaps doesn’t have his best interests at heart…
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This was a (pretty dirty if you ask me) one shot at first, but I kind of fell in love with what it could become. That’s why the first chapter differs a bit from the rest.
Heavy on mature topics. Expect suffering and unhealthy relationships!
