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    19 Feb 2026

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    Shane's eyes squeeze closed again. “We had reason to put rules in place. Protocol. If ever—if it got to a place where, if he was ever feeling like he might—"

    Hayden’s body understands before his mind catches up. His blood runs cold for a second, stuck on the scrunch of Shane’s face, the clench of his fist, how desperate he’d been to see Rozanov—Ilya—just now. To make sure that he was okay. Here, in person.

    Not hurt. Alive.

    “Oh,” Hayden hears himself say distantly. “Oh, fuck, Shane.”

    --

    or, Ilya needs a place to go, and Hayden's happens to be the closest. It turns out to be a good thing.

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    19 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 50

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    “Is it okay?” Shane says, so adorably worried. “It’s not—bad, right?”

    The possessive feeling that claws through Ilya’s chest is delightful. “Oh, Shane,” he coos. “Did your girls never get this wet for you?”

    “That’s not—”

    “You will have to give me list of all girls you fucked,” Ilya says. “Need to send them apology flowers.”

    Aka, Ilya wakes up with a pussy. He makes good use of it.

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    16 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    Dr. Joshua Nichols and the terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day.

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    16 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 9

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    “I thought I just told you to go home,” Josh says as he organizes the papers on his desk.

    “You should know me better than that,” Oliver says as he crosses the room, cutting straight across the seal and ignoring the sharp Wolf from Josh. He rounds Josh’s desk and pushes at his knee. “Move.”

    “Mr. President,” Josh reminds him.

    “Josh,” Oliver counters and Josh rolls his eyes.

    “No respect for authority,” he says but he moves his leg so Oliver can open the bottom drawer.

    “You knew that when you begged me to join your team four years ago.”

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    14 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 22

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    Josh looks up as shoes squeak against the linoleum.

    Wolf is frozen halfway down the hall—-clearly needing to get to the nurses station but not wanting to, at least not right now.

    He starts then stops again, turns like he wants to walk away then sighs and turns back around.

    Josh could let him have it–go literally anywhere else in the building–but he was here first, both in the hall and hospital, and this awkwardness between them—this no man's land between what they are and what they are not–is all on Wolf’s shoulders.

    Let him deal with it.

     

    Or, Josh's past repeats itself while he and Wolf find their way back to each other.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    The night of Shane and Rose’s infamous restaurant breakup is the same night that happens to be the final breaking point for Ilya. For weeks, the memory of that night at the club has replayed on a relentless loop—every look, every word, every implication gnawing at him. No matter how hard he tries, his thoughts keep circling back to Shane Hollander, inescapable and consuming, until the weight of it all becomes unbearable. Grief, jealousy, alcohol, and longing blur together, leaving Ilya exhausted and unraveling. With his judgment clouded and his emotions spiraling out of control, he makes a devastating, irreversible choice. In the early hours of the morning, alone and overwhelmed, Ilya Rozanov drives his car straight off the Boston docks.

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    14 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 68

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    That’s so sweet, especially after everything that’s happened with you two. If anyone deserves to be that happy, it’s you and Ilya. 

    That’s so kind, I really appreciate that.

    Also: fuck you, Brad.

    HA! No comment.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    The best part about vampirism was how it really streamlined Shane’s diet. The worst part was everything else.

    Or, Vampire!Shane & Werewolf!Ilya AU. Everything else is (mostly) the same.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    'I have seen your charity in her name, Mama should not be forgotten.'

    The note was short and to the point, no love for Ilya from his brother was scrawled into the familiar letters. But there was love for their mother there, and there was the fact that Andrei had sent it at all.
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    Ilya's brother sends a parcel containing home video from Ilya's childhood to Canada. Ilya never expected to receive a parcel from his brother after five years of no contact, and He never expected to hear his mother's voice again.

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    13 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 47

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    Ilya Rozanov's performance in the 2012 All-Star Game in Ottawa is the stuff of legend, often turning up on lists of greatest All-Star moments. Nearly 20 years later, after retiring, he makes a shocking revelation about the events of that weekend somewhat casually. An interviewer collects reactions from players and other figures from the hockey world, and then sits down with Rozanov for a longer conversation to better understand the story behind the statement, what it says about where he was at the time, why it's coming out now, and how he's grown.

    Inspired by Dock Ellis's June 1970 no-hitter. IYKYK. (And if you don't, read the end notes)

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    13 Feb 2026

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    Harris launches a new series for the Centaurs' social media: having the team answer his question of the day!

    This follows the season after The Long Game, when Shane joins the team on their road to the Stanley Cup, as they answer questions like who's the hottest/funniest/most perceptive Centaur, different preferences, rituals, and more.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    The anniversary of his mother’s death coincides on a day with the Hollanders. Ilya…handles it.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Forty-eight people boarded the charter flight from Raleigh. Only one woke up in a Savannah hospital.

    Ilya Rozanov is the unbreakable Captain of the Ottawa Centaurs. Now, he is also the sole survivor of a tragedy that the NHL would rather treat as a PR nightmare than a massacre. With a shattered body and a ghost team, Ilya finds himself at the center of a corporate conspiracy fueled by blood money.

    But he isn't alone. Shane Hollander has always been his greatest rival. Now, he’s his only anchor. Because sometimes, the only way out is through.

    Complete!

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    11 Feb 2026

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    After their retirement, Shane and Ilya have spent over a decade in a public relationship, but the world still doesn't understand how serious, boring Shane Hollander and cocky, irritating Ilya Rozanov are the perfect match.

    Now working as television panelists on Saturday hockey broadcasts, their relationship is put on display.

    // Five times outsiders can't understand Shane and Ilya together, and one time it's impossible not to.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Relationships aren't competition, but Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov like competition. After “The Cottage” but before The Long Game, it's a game of gifts and gestures.

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    01 Mr. Real Estate is excited for Ilya’s move.
    02 Phone sex from a hotel room: the origin of the tripods.
    03 Rose Landry finds out and is a good friend with good ideas.
    04 Ilya has strong opinions and instruction on offer.
    05 The eve of announcing the Foundation, Ilya freaks out.
    06 Montreal v. Ottawa brings with it some bruised feelings.
    07 Happy Canadian Christmas! Shane and Svetlana finally meet.
    08 A good old-fashioned All-Stars Weekend bang.
    09 Valentine’s Day, millionaire hockey player style.
    10 In and out of the closet on a snow day with Scott Hunter.
    11 Rozy & Hazy’s dirt bike day off.
    12 Metros clinch it: the origin of the loon tattoo.
    13 The night of the Western Conference finals, Shane freaks out.
    14 ‘Willyoubemyplus-oneinVegas?’
    15 MLH Awards after party for two.
    16 *Bonus* Ilya has a vvveeerrryyy happy birthday.

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    11 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 16

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    “He took my case from me.”

    Carol’s expression turns sympathetic, but she tips her head from one side to the other in a so-so motion. The perfect waves of her bob sway with it. “You could have been more diplomatic about it.”

    “You weren’t there,” Oliver protests.

    “And yet I can hear every word that you said,” Carol says. She gives Oliver a look; the one that says she knows him better than any other soul, living or otherwise. “I only told you that he’s a werewolf so you wouldn’t suddenly catch his scent in the middle of some random corridor and…” She gestures vaguely. “…freak out.”

    In a world where supernatural creatures are known and live among the population in (relative) peace, vampire Oliver Wolf joins Bronx General only to meet the werewolf Josh Nichols. He’s immediately drawn to him.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    The second announcer switched in. “That’s right, and with the score at 5-3, it seems unlikely the Centaurs are going home disappointed tonight. A superb performance from the team and from their captain.

    Well you know what they say?

    What do they say?

    No one can take a hit like Ilya Rozanov.

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    5 times Ilya Rozanov takes a hit, and 1 time he doesnt have to.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Hayden could not imagine someone losing that and their mother in the same day. It would age you. It would change you. Perhaps by the time Ilya had been thirteen, and fourteen, perhaps he had already been grown.

    Hayden Pike grit his teeth because he knew he had been wrong. Ilya Rozanov had never just been an obnoxious hockey player with a colossal ego and nice smile - nice enough to entrap Shane Hollander, anyway - and now his hatred was mostly unfounded. He hated it when people were more complex than they seemed. It meant he had to change his mind.

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    Five times people see the impact of Ilya growing up too fast, and one time a tiger becomes a boy again.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    After Shane's accident on ice, Yuna sees Lily messaging him and decides to make a phone call.

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    07 Feb 2026

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