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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    Roy Kent has a panic attack.

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    08 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 1

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    Storm tries to be brave in the dark, but being new and little makes everything feel too big. Swiss shows up with soft light, warm blankets, and patience, reminding Storm he doesn’t have to weather the night alone.

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    05 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    The Ministry is too loud, too bright, and too much. Dewdrop collapses against a wall, tiny and tense, until Frater Imperator shows him a quiet room all his own, with soft lights, blankets, coloring pages, and smooth little stones.

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    04 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    Damian Wayne was raised to be perfect in every sense of the word. That was expected of him the moment he began training. So, late one night after patrol, when his brothers tease his slight Arab accent, he thinks there's something wrong with him. Suddenly aware and growing insecure of his accent leads him to grow insecure of his skin, leading him to grow insecure of his weight, leading him down a spiral. He needs to be perfect. He will do everything in his power to be perfect, as to not bring shame onto his family name. He will be perfect, even if it destroys him.

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    30 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane claps Ilya on the shoulder, an unabashed grin splitting his face. “Don’t take it so hard, buddy, it’s only the pre-season,” he says easily, the same way he’d try to reassure a wide-eyed rookie, but tinged with playfulness.

    He expects a quip and maybe a shove from Ilya, but instead, Ilya’s expression loosens, surprise flickering in his eyes. He seems…far away, all of a sudden. But the sharpness returns in almost an instant, making Shane wonder if he’d imagined it. The expected shove comes, causing Shane’s grin to creep back.

    “I am not your buddy, Hollander,” says Ilya.

    In Shane’s teasing, he accidentally brushes against something that neither he nor Ilya can quite put words to.

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    28 Jan 2026

  6. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane’s voice was almost a whisper as he admitted, “I fucked up.”

    Ilya stopped in his tracks, “What do you mean?”

    “He knows. Scott Hunter fucking knows.”
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    OR: Shane calls Ilya crying after the fight. Ilya yells at Scott Hunter about it.
    *Now with Kip's POV in part 2 and everyone at the Kingfisher in part 3!

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    Chapters:
    3/3
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    27 Jan 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    Hayden finds Lily’s contact and touches the little call button.

    After a short time, the call connects. “Shane,” a breathless sound reaches his ear, a broken heavy Russian accent cut off by a choked up sob. “You scared me.”

    Hayden hangs up.

    OR

    Hayden calls Lily after Shane’s injury

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    26 Jan 2026

  8. Public Bookmark *

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    Five times Ilya lied (but not really) to his teammates about Shane, and one time he didn’t have to.

    Inspired by two Cliff Marlow lines: In the airport, when their game with Montreal gets cancelled and he tells Ilya, “Whoever she is, she’s gonna get over it,” and the scene in the locker room when he says, “Wow, this Montreal girl works you up, brother—you’re straight up blushing, Roz.”

    Or, the Boston Bears’ perspective of Ilya and Shane’s “secret” relationship over the years

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    26 Jan 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

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    A video of Ilya and Yuna at the farmers market goes viral.

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    26 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    “The fuck? What are you doing here?”

    “I am wondering same thing about you.”

    You’re wondering—you’re in Shane’s—what the hell is going on?”

    “Close the door, please. Is cold.”

    Shane gives Hayden the go-ahead to grab a package from his house—but Ilya flew in a day early as a surprise.

    Oops.

    An alternate Hayden-finds-out story set the winter after The Cottage.

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    26 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    “WHAT?!”

    “Holy shit!”

    “Rozanov’s engaged?!”

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    what if the team did actually pay a little bit more attention and noticed ilyas ring...

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    26 Jan 2026

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    “The fuck are you wearing, Roz?” 

    Ilya jerked his head up and turned around. Cliff Marleau was staring at him with a puzzled expression.

    “A t-shirt, Marly,” Ilya said. “You’ve heard of them?” 

    “Why the fuck are you wearing a Metros shirt though?” Marleau crossed his arms across his chest. 

    What? 

    Ilya was about to retort, something about Marleau taking too many hits to the head, but when he glanced down, he was surprised, then horrified to see the red and blue Montreal Metros logo in the dead centre of his white shirt. 

    Shane’s white shirt. 

    Fuck.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    “Okay, but I have to ask… who said it first?”

    Ilya tried to play it cool, a faint smirk tugging at his lips. “Who said what first?”

    “You know,” Haas chimed in, voice teasing. “I love you.”

    ——> the Ottawa Centaurs debate who said 'I love you' first.

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    25 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    “Okay. That part I get. But fuck, man, why him?” Hayden barked.

    “Dude,” Shane said, running a hand through his hair, “I’ve already told you—”

    “No!” Hayden cut him off, voice cracking with a mix of frustration and disbelief. “No, no, no! You told us why you love Lily! You said he challenges you, he makes room for you, all that soft, romantic stuff—but there isn’t a shred of proof that that sweet, slightly awkward, totally manageable guy could possibly be Rozanov. Rozanov! The guy people usually want to beat the shit out of on the ice! And you love him?”

    Shane pinched the bridge of his nose, exhaling slowly. “Yes. I love him."

    Hayden froze mid-gesture, eyes wide, as if Shane had just announced he was going to join a cult. “Him? Really? Him?”

    Amber's fussing turned both men to Jackie who was raising an eyebrow at her husband. "You are going to have to calm down, Hayden. If you hadn't been so busy fighting when Shane got hurt, maybe you would have noticed that Ilya tried to leave with him?" 

    "Ilya?! Since when the fuck do you call him Ilya?!"

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    Shane comes out to the Pikes

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    25 Jan 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 28

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    "Look at all those chickens!"

    "Roz...those are geese."

    "That is not what video said. Child said chickens."

    AKA Ilya learning English through viral Vines.

    Language:
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    25 Jan 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    “Hope next time we play, you decide to show up.”

    As far as chirps go, it’s pretty banal. His tone is far more light and friendly than Scott usually hears from some of the other players— which makes sense. Hollander isn’t known for his shit-talking, in fact he’s known for his complete lack of on-ice antagonization. Hollander plays a very clean game, lets his skill on the ice stand for itself.

    Scott should just make his own quick quip in response and skate off. Something that matches Hollander’s energy.

    But Scott isn’t feeling very light, nor is he feeling particularly friendly.

    Or: Scott Hunter's fight with Shane Hollander, and what follows.

    (Can be read as a standalone)

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    25 Jan 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane swore as he saw the contact and swiped the call button. “What the fuck Rozanov.”

    A few seconds passed before a female voice cracked on the line. “Jane?”

    Cold dread flooded Shane’s insides. He fought the urge to hang up, but he didn’t reply either.

    “Listen. Okay, listen” She said with an accent like Ilya’s, and a quiver in her voice. “There’s been an accident. Ilya-.” She falters on his name. “He’s in a bad way, I don’t—know anybody in Montreal. I think maybe, uh. I don’t know what to do, I know about you and Ilya and I think you should be here. I need to not be the only one Ilya knows here.”

    Shane stopped existing for a few minutes before something kicked in and he robotically replied to the voice. “Where is he?”

    Ilya is gravely injured in a car accident in Montreal. Svetlana and Shane have to be there for each other as his life hangs in the balance.

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    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
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    62,852

    22 Jan 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 18

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    Ilya learns a bunch of hockey slang in the first few years of his career and he thinks he's got English down pretty well, unfortunately, you never stop learning

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    22 Jan 2026

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    Ilya tries to breathe. Shane is the one who panics. In fact, Ilya has been so calm over the past hour. So, so calm. Soooooooo so so so amazingly calm that maybe Shane will reward him with a very nice blowjob later. Ilya has been calm because Shane needs a rock to lean on, but Shane is gone and now Ilya is panicking. This is his only chance to rectify the first, shirtless impression he made on Shane’s father.

    “Do you still read New Yorker?”

    OR: Ilya, on the confluence of Shane with David, Yuna, and Svetlana.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    22 Jan 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 35

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    “Rozanov, did you hear me?”

    “What?” His accent is thicker than usual.

    “I said, I don’t know if it’s worth jumping over.”

    Ilya almost laughs. They know each other’s bodies more than anything else, and yet ... Shane can see that there is something wrong in him tonight. Is it written on his face the same way it’s in his genes?

     

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    An exploration of what Ilya was doing on the roof in Vegas.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    21
    Kudos:
    535
    Bookmarks:
    35
    Hits:
    6,153

    22 Jan 2026

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