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  1. Public Bookmark 74

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    what if hayden and shane are like drunk girls, and ilya is the dd

    im not sure if there's a plot, or if it's just vibes

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Shane and Scott hook up after the Olympics

    Ilya finds out about it after they're married

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Flowers. There were goddamn flowers—a whole bouquet of lillies—sticking out of Shane’s locker for the whole team to see.

    “Hollander, you fucking beauty!” Mitty whooped. Someone slapped him on the back. A chorus of hoots and wolf whistles filled the room as everyone took turns peering over shoulders to get a better look.

    Hayden turned to him, wide-eyed and a little bewildered. “You and Lily are that serious, man?”

    Shane opened his mouth to reply, but before he could find the words, J.J. cleared his throat exaggeratedly, readying to read something, and oh god, was that a note he’d just pulled out of Shane’s locker?

    He was going to kill Ilya, seriously.

    Ilya decides to surprise Shane with a bouquet after their game against each other, posing as Lily.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    It was one of his favorite things to do. Watching his person play. Ilya was the most alive during it, and Shane just loved seeing him shine. In the arena, all the weight Ilya carried seemed to fall away, allowing him to be light.

    Shane’s eyes never left Ilya, and when it happened, he barely registered at first.

    It happened so fast. Suddenly the puck hit Ilya’s throat. Shane’s stomach dropped.

    Ilya couldn’t breathe.

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    18 Feb 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 60

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    Do they even make jerseys small enough for cats?

    No, don’t even think about the possibilities.

    There’s absolutely no use in imagining Anya and this little soot sprite snuggled up together by the fire. Or, the mischief they’d no doubt get up to together. He shakes his head, hard enough to jostle the kitten so it slides into the middle of his lap, belly up.

    🐱

    In other words, the cat distribution system chooses Shane.

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    18 Feb 2026

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  6. Public Bookmark 70

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    "Ilya grumbles again but sits up enough for Shane to hand him his plate. There’s a blt sandwich (a favorite of his) along with what must be apple slices cut up in a curious shape.

     

    “What are these?” Ilya asks, points at the apple slices. Shane goes even pinker, the blush now spreading up to his ears and down to his neck.

     

    “Rabbit shaped apple slices,” Shane murmurs, looking down at said apple slices with a little smile on his face “mom used to cut them like this for me when i was grumpy as a child, i thought i might cheer you up.”

     

    Ilya immediately feels the burn on his nose again, except this time he doesn’t fight it. He gently puts the plate down on his side table and then he covers his face with his hands and sobs loudly, wetly, shoulders shaking with the strength of his crying."

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    Once again, love is stored in the fruit.

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    18 Feb 2026

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  7. Public Bookmark 14

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    Laura was wearing that white shirt the day of the fire, and Derek took it from the floor of their motel room while she was in the bathroom, after she’d changed into the cheap pajamas they’d had to buy at Walmart when everything, everything was gone. It smelled like smoke and like grief and a lot like Laura, but there, under it all, if he smelled and hoped hard enough, there was his father, still, and Derek balled up that shirt under his nose and breathed it in until he could smell nothing else.

    He lost a lot, in those years, lost his innocence and his childhood and his whole fucking family, but he never lost that shirt.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Cora appears on his doorstep in early September, face determined and belly rounded. Her scent is still familiar, but it’s also changed, somehow: more complex, fertile.

    “Cora,” Derek breaths.

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    He thinks the thought in full standing in front of his mirror, brushing his teeth, and the way it drops into his mind unannounced and unwelcome yet ringing with truth makes him freeze, meeting his own gaze in the mirror, toothbrush still hanging askew out of his mouth.

    'I want to raise this child.'

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    “Derek,” Stiles says, in a faux patient voice that he uses when he thinks that Derek’s being particularly dense. “You think that this option didn’t pop right into my head when you first told me about Cora? Come on, babe, I know you. I was totally prepared for this. I’ve reconciled.”

    ...

    OR: The one where Cora turns up pregnant, Derek decides to raise her baby, and Stiles is (happily) along for the ride.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    And maybe it’s irony, or the universe at work, or maybe it’s just Derek Hale’s shitty luck, but that’s when, at that exact moment (as Stiles will swear later), there’s a knock on the door.
    “Laura?” Derek breathes in disbelief, and Stiles feels his own face fall into confused slackness.
    Because the girl standing in the doorway? The last time Stiles had seen her—or, well, half of her—she’d been very naked, and very, very dead.
    “Hey, baby bro,” she says with a grin.
    ...
    OR: The one where Laura comes back from the dead, and it turns out to be bad for Stiles, because he’s suddenly spending a lot of quality time with one of the coolest people he’s ever met, and her brother. The guy that he might be just a little in love with.
    He's not okay.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Ilya’s been muzzled his whole life.  

    He’s been told to sit, to stay, to stand and smile. When to be quiet, and when to speak. He’s been dressed up and paraded around with a high collar tight around his throat. He’s been kicked in the ribs and patted on the head by the same cruel master. Total obedience expected, and enforced by discipline when adoration failed. He was torn from his mother too early, stunted forever, given over to strangers when his limbs were still gangly and he still whimpered in his sleep. 

    Shane is the first person who’s ever loved him like a human, and not like a beast.  

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    18 Feb 2026

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Dialect (ˈdī-ə-ˌlekt). Noun: A variety of a language used by the members of a group.
     
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    Shane's been fucking Ilya Rozanov for a decade and yet somehow the more time they spend together the more he realizes how little he actually knows about Ilya, like, as a person. As a partner. 

    Again, he wishes he spoke Russian. That they had any shared native language besides sex and hockey.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    In the stale hallway of the Sports Hall of Fame, he understands the cottage more. He has to wander down unpaved paths for privacy.

    Ilya looks over at the growing crowd around Shane. There are things to learn, he decides. There are things to learn that cannot be kept behind glass in this wretched museum.

    Or, Ilya and Shane learn each other.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    “You can't buy me everything that I look at for more than two seconds.”

    “Is not two seconds,” Ilya says. He has already added the protein bar to his shopping basket and is in the process of putting in ten-packs of the other flavours. “I only buy when you look at least three seconds. That is when you want to have.”

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    Ilya starts giving Shane gifts at every opportunity. Shane investigates, and retaliates.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    It's Shane's trapezius Ilya bit down on, and Shane is quivering underneath him and rocking helplessly against the sheets. There's cum streaking his leg and the curve of his glorious ass and, jesus, all the way up to the base of his spine.

    Marked. Shane must find the idea as hot as Ilya does, from the way his back heaves as he drags in harsh lungfuls of air.

    "Fuck, please, please—"

    "I don't know what I should do with you," Ilya breathes against sweat-damp skin, kissing the bright hickey he left without even deciding to. "To reward you. Maybe punish a little for making me look like hair-trigger virgin, but not too much."

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    17 Feb 2026

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    “Papa?”

    “Yes, solnyshko?”

    “Can I tell you something and you promise not to tell Dad?”
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    or, ilya reminds their son that genetics don't make a family, love does. and his dads love him very much.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    “How did you know that Novikov needed tape earlier?” Ilya asked as he came back up. “He did not say anything himself, yes? Or you would not have texted me about it.”

    I heard him say it in Russian to himself,” Shane replied with a grin, switching to Russian.

    Ilya’s face lit up like a Christmas tree. “You did? And you understood him?

    Yes! I was so happy that I understood what he said. Of course, I had to tell you because nobody knows I can speak Russian.

    Yes, it would be suspicious.

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    A new Russian player, Dimitri Novikov, is drafted onto the Ottawa Centaurs in the same season that Shane Hollander is unceremoniously traded from the Montreal Voyageurs. His reasons for leaving Montreal are unclear, and the reasons he chose Ottawa are even less so. However, as Dimitri begins to suspect that Shane secretly knows Russian, his curiosity ends up getting him wrapped up in a relationship he didn’t even know existed. But perhaps a little turbulence is what Shane and Ilya needed to realize their relationship is strong enough to weather anything that comes their way.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    It echoes through the hub, over the sound of chatter and work, bringing a hush over the ER as everyone turns to look at what's just made Dennis yip like a scolded dog.

    The rush of blood to Robby's face, turning him what he guesses must be a deep lobster red from the feel of it, happens so fast he can only pray he'll pass out and be spared the humiliation of being dragged down to HR right then and there.

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    5 times Dennis gets his ass slapped at work + 1 time he slaps back

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    17 Feb 2026

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    “Y-you want me to be a girl?”

    Ilya rubbed the base of one of his thumbs with the other. Seeing Ilya’s shyness so plainly made Shane’s nose twitch.

    “No, not all the time,” Ilya said after a moment. “And not if you don’t want to. Never if you don’t want to. I just . . . I think about it, sometimes.”

    ***

    Ilya loves his life and his husband. But lately, he's found himself missing girls. Luckily, Shane is happy to indulge this fantasy.

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