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    We Didn't Even Kiss... So I Kissed Him Instead by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    19 Feb 2026

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    Shane knew himself well enough to admit it, there were real feelings there. Complicated, messy, painful feelings.

    And despite everything, despite the rejection, the distance, the confusion, he still craved him.

    Craved the intimacy.

    Craved the softness he had seen in flashes but never fully received.

    Why couldn’t Ilya open up like this?

    Why couldn’t he just… talk to him?

    Because this, this right here with Hayden, was easy.

    Shane looked at Hayden and couldn’t believe how natural it felt.

    Why was it so hard to be like this with Ilya?

    ---

    OR: Hayden finds Shane after the MLH Awards in Vegas where Ilya left him sub dropped and hurting. Hayden makes Shane feel better, and then things get complicated. Ilya's jealousy soars. He pushed Shane right into Hayden's arms, now he's fighting for him back.

    *No threesomes, some Shayden and Hollanov action - gets a bit messy but don't worry it should all end well

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    Knock Knock by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    18 Feb 2026

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    Maybe thinking that he'll finally get some sleep made Shane and idiot, maybe wishing for a non-asshole neighbor was selfish.

    Shane never really did get what he wished for.

    He should march over to his apartment and lecture him on common decency, let him know that because of him Shane was falling asleep and work and messing up his perfectly mapped out schedule. However what he shouldn't do is follow Ilya Rozanov with his eyes or wait like a stalker for him outside his door just to run into him, he shouldn't think about him at work or on the subway. There so many things that Shane shouldn't do regarding Ilya Rozanov but again Shane finds himself doing what he shouldn't do, laying in bed listening to the sounds and vibration coming from the other apartment with his head in his hands, if this wasn't the last straw, Shane wasn't sure what would be.

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    a hole in his arms where the world used to be by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    26 Jan 2026

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    “There’s information coming out that the Centaur’s plane crashed on its way to Tampa.”

    The entire world tilts on its axis.

    For a moment Shane feels like he’s being burned alive, and then in an instant it’s just bitter cold; there’s ice in his veins, his lungs, his heart. God, his heart. Is it still beating? He can’t tell. Surely not. Surely, if Ilya were - if he were gone, then Shane’s heart would have fallen still. There would be nothing left for it to beat for.

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    Worst Proposal Ever by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    27 Jan 2026

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    A locked folder from Shane's phone ends up on the internet for everyone to see, including his teammates. It certainly undercuts their victory against the Bears, but it'll all turn out right. Eventually.

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    want want want by

    Fandoms: Dispatch (Video Game)  

    23 Dec 2025

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    Money is tight, so Robert does what he knows best - scrounging. Sometimes, scrounging involves sending pictures of your dick to a sugar daddy on a weird app so you can pay rent and buy a mattress. Sometimes, it involves finding out your sugar daddy is your coworker and you’re in love with him.

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      19 Feb 2026

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      19 Feb 2026

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      18 Feb 2026

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    • Bookmarked by Byzarrio

      14 Feb 2026

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      The sugar daddy aspect gets dropped after like, chapter 3, when canon starts, so it's really just a Sonar route fic...with an extra angsty-- and horny-- Robert xd

      All that time with batboner though means markedly less time with virtually everyone else...surely that will have no consequences >.>
      Who can blame him though, the guy is just. Pure fluff <3 (and surprisingly the nature one in this relationship. Probably ooc but hey, that's what fanfic is for lmao)

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      12 Feb 2026

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    Haydenov Phone Swap by

    Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)

    08 Feb 2026

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    Trust Your Heart If The Seas Catch Fire by

    Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston  

    19 Oct 2023

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    Alex had a plan.

    And then his life got thrown upside down after finding out President Claremont is his mother.

    Now his plan is shot to hell and he's stuck navigating a world he never expected to be in - one of privilege and the spotlight and a family that's far cry from the abusive one he had grown up with. How's he supposed to do this?

    And why is Prince Henry so much prettier in person?

    This was not the plan.

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    Outside the Suit by

    Fandoms: Dispatch (Video Game)  

    18 Feb 2026

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    Robert doesn't know who he is outside of the suit. He feels like there's nothing for him to live for after the explosion, and he has a bad habit of carelessly throwing himself into danger, passively hoping he'll kick the bucket. His dog, Beef, is the only thing holding him back from doing the unthinkable.

    When he starts dispatching for the Z-Team, things start to change as he gets closer to them. They see him struggling and decide to help in the ways they can. He finds a family there that he never thought he'd have.

    Meanwhile, Robert is getting especially close to Flambae. He keeps finding himself both dragged and drawn towards him like a moth to flame. He struggles with the guilt of not being able to tell him that he's also Mecha Man while their friendship develops. Oh, and he might be falling for him, too, and that just makes things worse. Can he even hope that things will turn out okay?

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    Mother’s Weekend by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    14 Jan 2026

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    Mother’s Weekend is supposed to be joyful—team dinners, proud moms, and a little slice of home on the road. For Shane, it’s familiar. For Ilya, it’s a reminder of everything he’s lost.

    When a small moment hits Ilya harder than he expects, Shane realizes he can’t leave him to face it alone. So he sends Yuna to Calgary—quietly, lovingly—giving Ilya something he hasn’t had in years: someone in his corner, like a mom would be.

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    Heartbreaks, the Heavy World Upon your Shoulders by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    13 Jan 2026

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    Shane had left. Ilya had told him to go, and Shane had listened. He walked out that door, after driving all this way, all because Ilya told him to.

    God, why did he tell him to leave?

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    AKA: after their fight over the party, Ilya spirals, and ultimately attempts suicide. Shane doesn’t want him to have to pull himself back together alone.

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    center mass by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    20 Dec 2025

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    Hi, this is Ilya. I will never listen to your voicemail.

    Shane jolts like he’s been shot, a sharp breath bursting from the depths of his diaphragm. The comfort of hearing Ilya’s voice fizzles out with the knowledge that Ilya didn’t pick up. Logic says he’s still on the flight. But why would he—

    Ilya knows how Shane is, how he gets. He wouldn’t send a bunch of ominous fucking messages and then drop off the face of the earth without letting Shane know he’s okay.

    Except, he did. Which means—

    The plane scene, reimagined. ft. Ilya's voicemail.

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    Love From the Other Side (I Guess You Can Say Things Are Getting Pretty Serious) by

    Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)  

    13 Aug 2025

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    “I’m sorry,” Steve said. “I tried to make her wait until you woke up, I really did.” He tossed something in Mike’s direction, which Mike caught without thinking. “Happy birthday, by the way.”

    Mike blinked. He’d completely forgotten, between Holly going missing, frantically searching for a way to get her back, and being possessed by Vecna himself. “Uh, thanks,” he said awkwardly, running a hand through his hair and looking down at what Steve had tossed at him. It was a Kit Kat bar. His favorite. He wondered how Steve knew that.

    “Oh, right!” Robin darted forward and hugged him before he could react. He met Will’s eyes over her shoulder, but Will still had a hand covering his mouth and his expression was unreadable, aside from the red on his cheeks. “Happy birthday! There’s a surprise waiting for you in the kitchen. Anyway—mind reading. Totally a thing now, right?”

    --

    Through "the power of best friendship," as Robin puts it, Mike and Will develop a telepathic connection when Vecna tries to take Mike. Neither of them are really upset by it, especially when it gives them the opportunity to finally destroy Vecna once and for all.

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    This Spider Can Jump (Dimensions)! by

    Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man (Comicverse), DCU, Marvel Cinematic Universe  

    04 Feb 2026

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    Peter Parker ends up in Gotham following the events of No Way Home, After finding a way to assimilate into the city of crime he finds out that one of the vigilantes in the world is an alternate version of his own father, But he's far too busy trying to survive to focus on family ties and, no its not really a family tie right? i mean he's both from the future and from an alternate universe.. But a certain young bird doesnt see it that way.
    kinda based on Movie spider-man, kinda based on comic spider-man, im just going with the flow.

    Or Peter Parker in Gotham but Damian is a little shit (lovingly) and the two of them bond as brothers.

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    A Fine Line Between Nightmares and Dreams by ,

    Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)  

    06 Nov 2024

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    The nightmares have been getting worse and Toshinori can't sleep, his only respite is that it doesn't affect his work life. Until it does, and now everyone knows how messed up he is.

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    Toshi has a panic attack and his colleagues have to watch.

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    Freeze. by

    Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)  

    29 Sep 2024

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    The world feels wrong, and everything is dirty. Channie can help, right?

    Or,
    Minho has an OCD episode, and Chan makes it better.

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    Good Winter by

    Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)

    14 Feb 2026

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    • Bookmarked by silvercrystal1

      19 Feb 2026

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      SilverDancers
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      Not a New Man (Or Crispy Realization) by SilverDancers

      Summary
      Ilya Rozanov told the hockey gods his plans: sign in Ottawa, start a charity named after his mother, date Shane Hollander, play hockey until the shelves in the trophy room collapse, retire, come out (?), kiss his someday husband in every boring restaurant and boring grocery store and public place imaginable.

      After being carted off the ice with a career-threatening injury, Ilya has the distinct feeling he is being laughed at.
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      Welcome To The Ice, Your Boston Bears! by SilverDancers

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      Shane Hollander is traded to Boston and needs to learn a bunch of new faces and names quickly. Not his strong suit.

      Companion piece to "Not a New Man (or Crispy Realization)."

    • Bookmarked by Silver2913

      19 Feb 2026

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      18 Feb 2026

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      18 Feb 2026

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      18 Feb 2026

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    To Be or Not To Be by

    Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)

    13 Feb 2026

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    It started with a lil innocent amnesia one-shot, and then boom, a whole universe developed...

    It is technically completed until I decide to add things to it heh

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    If you hold me without hurting me, you'll be the first who ever did by

    Fandoms: Naruto  

    06 Oct 2023

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    “Naruto’s a strong kid,” Kakashi says, who has sauntered up to them in the meantime. “He’ll be fine.”

    Iruka smiles sadly. “I hope so. Thank you for helping us." He says and bows as deeply as he can manage with Naruto clinging to him – which isn’t very deep. “If you hadn’t been there…” He pauses, the imagery of what could have happened too violent in his mind. and he shakes his head to get rid of it.

    “Please,” he says. “Can I do anything to repay you?”

    “Maa, sensei,” Kakashi says, sticking his hands in his pockets. “I didn’t do it to get anything in return.”

    “I know that, Jounin-san, but I want to,” Iruka says, and blurts the first thing that pops up in his mind, “how about dinner?”

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    A fight late at night sparks an unlikely friendship between two unlikely people. Naruto is just along for the ride.

    (Featuring; mommies, late-night conversations, the things they do not say, guilt, hugs, and the general weirdness of a four year old)

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    Burden of Blame by

    Fandoms: Haikyuu!!  

    11 Sep 2020

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    Atsumu has a long history of pissing people off, but this time he’s gone too far. Someone wants him dead, and although he doesn’t know who or why, it becomes clear very quickly that both he and Osamu are in danger. After a couple of close calls, Kita - the Kumicho of Inarizaki - decides it’s not safe for the two of them to stay in Hyogo; not until he finds out who placed the hit and eliminates them.

    Atsumu reluctantly finds himself in Tokyo, taken in by a yakuza group that’s nothing like Inarizaki. The Black Jackals are a different breed, more lethal than he’s used to, and Sakusa Kiyoomi is the worst of them all. Of course that’s who Atsumu gets stuck with, and he and Sakusa are in constant competition for who hates each other more.

    Tokyo should be a safe haven but between Atsumu’s bloody new assignments, the lingering threat on his life, and all the days trapped with Sakusa, Atsumu isn’t sure he’ll make it out of Tokyo alive.

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    disintegration by

    Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)  

    19 Feb 2026

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    "Turns out, when you blow up your entire life, there aren't many people you can turn to."

    Or, Frank breaks after a hard shift and desperately needs someone.

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