1 - 20 of 1,807 Bookmarks by zedpm

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark 9

    Tags
    Summary

    Alastor doesn't think the two of them should feel old and alone. Albus isn't sure he wants to be wooed.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,136
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    50
    Bookmarks:
    9
    Hits:
    483

    17 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane Hollander wakes up in a hospital room convinced it’s 2016 — and that Ilya Rozanov is still his biggest rival, someone he’s supposed to hate.
    But the world has changed. It’s 2025. They play for the same team, live in the same house, and Ilya Rozanov is wearing a wedding ring.
    Now Shane has to relive nine lost years, learn to trust his ‘enemy,’ and find out whether he can fall in love with his own husband all over again.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    59,706
    Chapters:
    24/24
    Comments:
    1,874
    Kudos:
    17,643
    Bookmarks:
    4,307
    Hits:
    471,524

    13 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    The knock at his door comes about five minutes after Shane gets home, three minutes after Shane pees on the stupid sticks, one minute after Shane looks at the fucking pink plus signs, and about thirty seconds after tears spring to his eyes.

    Shane Hollander, professional hockey player and captain of the Montreal Metros, has a bun in the fucking oven.

    Or Shane and Ilya's enemies-with-benefits arrangement has some unintended consequences.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    27,119
    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    359
    Kudos:
    10,631
    Bookmarks:
    1,966
    Hits:
    179,520

    13 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  4. Public Bookmark 98

    Tags
    Summary

    Different bodies, different metabolisms, Shane supposed.

    Because the thing is, while Ilya still pretty much has the physique of a Greek god, albeit one with a smattering of silver running through his golden-brown chest hair, Shane’s body has changed in retirement.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,075
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    47
    Kudos:
    664
    Bookmarks:
    98
    Hits:
    8,997

    13 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya's love drunk state combined with jetlag meant he was barely able to keep his eyes open, his mind drifting in and out of consciousness. Still his hands roamed, lazily gliding along Shane’s sides, mapping the planes that he had already committed to memory some 10 years ago. Though now there was something new- a softness.

    Ilya’s fingers began to skim, ever so lightly dipping into his husband’s plush sides and over to his midsection. A thrill ran through his sleep-addled mind, and if he had been more conscious maybe he could have put his finger on it.

    “Mmm, takoy myagkiy, moy ponchik.”

    * * *
    Shane goes on a temporary retirement and it does things to Ilya

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,675
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    109
    Kudos:
    1,532
    Bookmarks:
    290
    Hits:
    19,145

    13 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  6. Public Bookmark 50

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane says, “Why’d you order so much? You having other people over or something?”

    “Yes, of course, I invited whole team to watch us fuck, Hollander.” Ilya sits on the edge of the mattress, hooks a finger under Shane’s chin and kisses the dour expression off of his face. “No. Just you.”

    “Okay, well, I’m only one person, Rozanov. Just because I’m—“ Shane’s eyes dart away. “Just because I went off my diet, it doesn’t mean I need a whole dining cart’s worth of food for dinner.”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,887
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    79
    Kudos:
    336
    Bookmarks:
    50
    Hits:
    5,544

    13 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  7. Public Bookmark 31

    Tags
    Summary

    His mom put Rozanov in the room across from Shane. Their house wasn’t very big: they were renting it while Shane was playing in Kingston. But they did have room for a billet, and his mom had room in her brain to feel responsible for one, so: Rozanov.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    9,252
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    15
    Kudos:
    152
    Bookmarks:
    31
    Hits:
    900

    13 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  8. Public Bookmark *

    Words:
    32,514
    Works:
    2
    Bookmarks:
    936

    12 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  9. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Rozanov glanced at Shane's phone screen, reading the top notification. Then his mouth curved. “Duolingo, huh? So fucking boring, Hollander.”

    Shane’s face went hot. “Yeah,” he said. “Learning French.”

    Rozanov’s eyes snapped to his. The smirk deepened. “Bad liar, Hollander. You are fluent.”

     

    or - Ilya finds out that Shane has been learning Russian behind his back.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,280
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    165
    Kudos:
    10,578
    Bookmarks:
    1,860
    Hits:
    77,442

    12 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  10. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    "Shane?" He goes for the hand on the shoulder. Shane's skin is blazing against his own clammy palm.

    With a whimper, Shane says, "Alpha?"

    "No—not alpha." Fuck, that's what he should do. "It's Hayden, Shane. Do you have an alpha I can call for you?"

    Or Hayden Pike finds Shane at the beginning of his heat and has to call Lily for help.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,480
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    5
    Comments:
    180
    Kudos:
    10,681
    Bookmarks:
    1,145
    Hits:
    60,605

    12 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  11. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Game is over,” he says. “You won. I lost. I was annoying. Normal.”

    “That’s not—” Shane starts, then stops, because he actually doesn't know how to finish that thought without sounding like an idiot. His jaw works, teeth grinding together.

    That's not what I meant. That's not the point. You said I was boring and you were right and I need you to say it again so I know where I stand, so I know what you think of me, so I can stop waiting for the other shoe to drop.

    He settles for: “You were kind of an asshole.”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,485
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    416
    Kudos:
    11,258
    Bookmarks:
    2,878
    Hits:
    82,628

    12 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  12. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “I told you. Hollander and I, we are in love. He is my hockey player.” Ilya wiggled his eyebrows at the joke, but couldn’t keep himself from watching Scott Hunter.
    “Sure, Roz. You and Hollander are in love, want to get married, spend the rest of your lives playing hockey together.” When Ilya didn’t immediately reply to that very accurate statement, Hunter continued: “If you two are in love, I’m straight. That’s how likely that is.” He had laughed and skated away, though Ilya really hadn’t understood what was supposed to be funny about that.
    Standing alone on the ice, the crowd slowly filing out of the rink, Ilya was faced with a startling realization: telling people may be harder than he thought.
    or
    What if Shane gave Ilya permission to soft launch their relationship. Ilya is, of course, thrilled and immediately starts telling everyone around him. Problem is, no one believes him!

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,037
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Collections:
    10
    Comments:
    982
    Kudos:
    15,426
    Bookmarks:
    2,522
    Hits:
    127,499

    12 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 8

    Tags
    Summary

    “What are you talking about? Of course I like men. Men are great,” she retorts. “They comfort me when I cry over a dumb movie. They’ll go out with me to a bar and have a good time. They can be kind and caring and gentle. What in the world makes you think I don’t like men?”

    Svetlana shakes her head. “I am not asking that. I am not asking if you think men are nice and fun. I am asking if you like men the way you like me.”

    -

    Rose knows something about Shane. Svetlana thinks she knows something about Ilya, namely that he’s dating one of the players at tonight’s game and she’s going to find out exactly who it is.

    What they don’t know about is each other. Until they do.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,490
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    53
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    459

    12 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  14. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane and Ilya once knew each other in what feels like another life. Years later, Shane has transitioned, buried his past and finally embraced his truest self. He comes to McGill to play on the men’s hockey team—only to find his roommate is Ilya Rozanov.

    “Sorry—um.” Shane swallowed. “I’m Shane.”

    Something passed across Ilya’s face, quick and unreadable. Shane’s pulse spiked, thudding loud in his ears. Did he know? If Ilya recognized him—if something clicked—what would stop him from telling the coaches? What would stop him from telling everyone?
    Then Ilya smoothed it away, the moment gone as if it had never existed.

    “Huh,” he said. “Funny. I used to know a Shane. Pretty girl. Good at hockey.”

    Shane’s eyes widened. His mouth went dry. Was Ilya fucking with him?

    “Oh—um. I—”

    “Relax,” Ilya cut in, lips curling into something almost amused, almost sharp. “You are very pretty, too.”

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    30,961
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    240
    Kudos:
    2,489
    Bookmarks:
    563
    Hits:
    25,820

    12 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  15. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary


    “What are you—” Ilya began, but the words died on his tongue. “Holy shit.”

    “I was trying to tell you.” Shane ran a hand through his sweat-damp hair, willing the heat in his cheeks to fade. “I don’t know what happened. It must’ve been some sort of mistake. I didn’t. I mean—”

    “Holy shit,” Ilya repeated, more stunned than before, his gaze sweeping over the room that looked like Cupid himself had thrown up across every square inch of it, and there were many. It was the penthouse suite, after all.

    OR: A hotel mix-up leaves Shane with a decorated room on Valentine's day.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,949
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    41
    Kudos:
    1,147
    Bookmarks:
    177
    Hits:
    6,830

    12 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Scott Hunter gets seated next to Ilya Rozanov at a charity event for The Irina Foundation.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,957
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    120
    Kudos:
    2,590
    Bookmarks:
    352
    Hits:
    12,648

    12 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 51

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane Hollander didn't masturbate.

    That was true right up until it wasn't. But when Ilya Rozanov sits across from him on that gym floor and insists he drink, Shane begins to give some credence to the idea. And he has to figure out just how he likes to make himself feel good, all while trying to keep down the guilt and shame in his chest. For eight years.

    Takes place over the entire Season 1 timeline.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    9,952
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    299
    Bookmarks:
    51
    Hits:
    2,597

    12 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 63

    Tags
    Summary

    Scott arrives at Sochi reckless, mostly hairless, and entirely Kip-less, but he's doing completely fine. Vaughny needs to stop worrying, because he's definitely not going to do something stupid, like spend his Gold medal speech begging Kip to take him back.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,496
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    69
    Kudos:
    299
    Bookmarks:
    63
    Hits:
    1,964

    12 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    They had an early flight.

    That’s how this whole fucking thing started.

    If they’d just flown into Boston in the afternoon, like they usually did, none of this would have happened.

    Shane would have gone to Ilya’s house, stayed overnight, and been back in his hotel room before breakfast. He wouldn’t have gone for a walk, and Hayden wouldn’t have figured out exactly who Boston Lily is.

    But no, they had an early flight.

    And now Shane feels like he’s about to die.

    -----

    Hayden figures out who Boston Lily is thanks to three little letters on a Valentine's Day card.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,340
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    70
    Kudos:
    1,895
    Bookmarks:
    199
    Hits:
    9,608

    12 Feb 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 67

    Tags
    Summary

    “Sorry. I’m sorry.” There are many things he could be apologizing for. For waking Shane, for disrupting his sleep schedule. But they both know he’s apologizing for taking this too far, for stepping over the invisible line they’ve created. He’s apologizing because things aren’t meant to be this way. They aren’t meant to miss each other, not meant to reach out. They’ve established that things are different between them, that they both feel more than they let on. They have yet to acknowledge it again outside of that hotel room in Tampa. He’s doing it right now. For the first time.

    “It’s okay. Really. What’s up?”

    “I am at a shitty bar in Pittsburgh. The team is inside, probably way too drunk, and ignoring that we have a game tomorrow. I… fuck. I missed you.”

    “Are you drunk?”

     

    Or: Ilya gets drunk, misses Shane, and calls him about it. Also, Cliff Marleau is a good friend.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,421
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    31
    Kudos:
    893
    Bookmarks:
    67
    Hits:
    6,472

    12 Feb 2026

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation