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    17 Feb 2026

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    He knew it stung Ilya, people not understanding. It stung him too. Because to Shane, loving Ilya was like breathing and also like standing on solid ground after years of drifting. It flooded him and steadied him at the same time. It hurt, knowing the world reduced them to a rivalry, a strange story, a piece of scandalous gossip when what they had was so much more. He wanted to be by Ilya’s side for everything, the mundane, the bright and the hard. And maybe not everyone who was in love felt like this, so overwhelmed and so steadied all at once. But Shane did. And if love was a contest, well… he is the winner.
    Best couple. Number one. Most epic love story ever.

    Or 4 times Shane told people him and Ilya were practically soulmates and the 1 time the universe told him.

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    10 Nov 2025

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    “We do not take even our own observations quite seriously, or accept them as scientific observations, until we have repeated and tested them. Only by such repetitions can we convince ourselves that we are not dealing with a mere isolated ‘coincidence,’ but with events which, on account of their regularity and reproducibility, are in principle inter-subjectively testable.”

    Popper, K. (1959). The Logic of Scientific Discovery. Harper & Row.

    Or: Michael can still love, it turns out.

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    05 Oct 2025

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    From the floor, Kendra wheezes, “You got a fucking bowl cut on purpose?”

    “It’s an homage,” Guy says through his teeth.

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    20 Aug 2025

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    “You know what they say,” Buck replied. “The way to a man’s heart is through his stomach. Isn’t that right, Eddie?”

    Bobby looked up, then, glancing back and forth between the two of them—Buck, giving Eddie his best lovesick puppy dog eyes, Eddie ignoring him. “What’s going on here?” he asked.

    “Oh, we’d need several psychologists to unpack that,” said Hen. “Maybe an anthropologist, too.”

    Next to her, Ravi grimaced and explained, “I said something stupid earlier, and now Buck has been flirting with Eddie all day, to drive us insane.”

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    Buck starts flirting with Eddie. As a joke, obviously.

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    08 Aug 2025

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    Eddie’s life had gone to shit in roughly every possible way.

    He felt about two seconds away from breaking every hour of every day, like someone had stepped up in front of him, shoved him down, smashed the life he’d been working on, and left him to rebuild from the ground up.

    And so, really, the last thing he needed when he got home at the end of a long shift was to find a massive, weird-ass dog curled up on his front porch. And yet, there it was.

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    05 Jun 2025

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    “What, even if I kill someone?” Eddie shoots back. It feels like he’s daring Buck — testing him, almost. Eddie can’t tell what he wants from this conversation, just that he wants.

    “Even then,” Buck says, then adds, “Especially if it's your parents.”

    Buck,” Eddie laughs. His whole face feels flushed, impossibly hot. It’s hot in Texas, always, but he feels almost electric with it.

    “Nah, Eddie, I’m being so serious right now, if you tell me you need to hide a body in El Paso, I’m there.” Buck’s laughing too, his head thrown back so the arch of his neck takes up most of Eddie’s screen. Eddie presses a thumb to the screen, where he could touch the dip at the base of Buck’s throat if they were together.

    “Don’t be an idiot,” Eddie snorts. “I’m not going to ask you to hide a body, okay?”

    Buck sighs. “I wish you would. We’d see each other again, at least.”

    or: my love letter to Eddie’s Texas arc

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    29 Apr 2025

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    And Buck can't breathe around the feeling that rises in his chest. It starts small, just a warmth, a flicker, but then it spreads and threatens to overwhelm him.

    Because it's not just that Eddie looks beautiful. It's not just the way his voice wraps around Buck like tangible safety, or how that easy smile makes something in him ache. It's that this gentle, golden moment is everything Buck has ever wanted without even knowing it.

    Just him.

    Just Eddie.

    And something in Buck cracks wide open. A truth spills out before he can stop it, soft like marshmallow but certain like stone.

    "I love you.”

    Oh, shit.

    Or; Buck says I love you over FaceTime, hangs up, spirals, flies to El Paso and gets his man.

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    14 Apr 2025

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    How long have you been in love with her?

    Is sitting in the air as they laugh, turning to each other like they’ve done something, and dropping the subject entirely in favor of grilling Grant on his upcoming wedding.

    How long have you been in love with her?

    Is sitting in the air as he blindly grabs for his beer, dragging it to his mouth and downing what’s left in the bottle in one desperate gulp.

    How long have you been in love with her?

    Is rewording itself, reworking itself, translating itself until it fits;

    How long have you been in love with him?

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    Or, Eddie's in El Paso and suddenly everything makes sense.

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    27 Mar 2025

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    “Rock, paper, scissors, shoot! HA!” Buck grins, covering Eddie’s rock with his paper. “My pick for mains.”

     

    Or, Buck plans a first date. Eddie gets wooed across LA. These things might be connected.

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    24 Mar 2025

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    "Buck?"

    "Hey Eddie."

    Eddie rubs his eyes and blinks a few times, just to make sure he isn't imagining anything.

    "What are you doing here?"

    "Chris called me," Buck says, pushing into the house past Eddie and sitting his bag on the floor."

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    Buck accidently wins the lottery and ends up in Texas with Eddie and Chris

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    23 Mar 2025

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    “You’re gonna have a good time once you’re there,” Buck continues, and Eddie knows he’s right— knows that any time spent with Hen is enjoyable; that Karen, though he hasn’t hung out with her in this capacity before, is a delight; that he could really use a distraction from the misery that is his life.

    Right now, though, Eddie wants to curl into a ball, tuck himself underneath the passenger seat, and decompose right into the Jeep’s recently-refurbished car flooring.

    That wouldn’t be fair to Buck, though.

    Lately, Eddie’s felt like his entire existence has been unfair to Buck.

    Five new things Eddie learns about himself in Christopher’s absence, and one thing he rediscovers.

    (Written for 9-1-1 Gotcha for Gaza.)

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    12 Mar 2025

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    “You think we should have sex?” Eddie clarified — still in that slow, deliberate tone, like any sudden movement would cause the ceiling to cave in around them.

    Buck rolled his eyes. “I mean…not for real.”

    “Okay. So you think we should have fake sex."

    “Yeah, like reading Our Bodies, Ourselves isn’t the same as watching porn, right? It’d be educational sex.”

    “Well if it’s educational sex...”

     

    Or: Buck learns that Eddie's never had a prostate orgasm. Clipboard sex ensues.

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    19 Jan 2025

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    "You’re acting like you’re not going to have to miss me,” Buck says, pressing the bruise. “Like I’ll be able to come over whenever I want, crash at your place when I get too tired, like you’re not leaving the timezone.”

    “Yeah, well I’m trying to keep you in my life,” Eddie bites out, “and you’re acting like this is some kind of permanent goodbye.”

    “This is goodbye, Eddie,” Buck retorts, his jaw tense. “You’re leaving.”

    *

    In which Eddie is delusional, Buck is defeated, and they are both handling the move well.

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    30 Nov 2024

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    “I kind of have a sweet tooth,” Eddie admits. “It was easier when we were a little broke. I took my coffee black because I was always in a rush to my next shift, and we were scraping by, so any juice and sweets I bought were for Chris.”

    “So what changed?”

    Eddie’s finally looking at him, and he flushes.

    “I’m just trying this new thing,” he says, “where I stop punishing myself. I’m trying to be… nice to myself, I guess. For once. Like, showing myself that the world isn’t going to end if I do something just for me.”

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    OR: Post 8x06, Eddie is making changes to his life. Buck panics, until he doesn't.

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    15 Nov 2024

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    Eddie pets him through the fabric and pictures tugging him out to say — Yes. Yes, you can help with money. Yes, get tangled up with me.

    But he can’t say that. Not when, soon enough, it'll also mean saying: Yes, let’s have a—

    Buck wants a baby. Eddie can't think about what he wants.

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    30 Oct 2024

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    So he curls his fingers around the wood of his clipboard and clears his throat. “You have really nice hands, you know,” is what he goes with.

    Eddie jerks back just a bit, dropping the halligan into the compartment with a thud as he turns shocked eyes back to Buck. “What?”

    “Yeah,” god, what does he even say, “they’re uh, strong. And capable. You know, like…they can do a lot of things.”

    Okay, so, maybe this whole plan needs a little bit of work.

    buck is on a mission to help eddie recover his self-confidence. it goes well for exactly zero parties involved.

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    21 Oct 2024

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    Buck’s not sure how it happens, but they find themselves falling into a rhythm. Buck goes on dates, not all of them as disastrous as the first, but none that warrant a second one, and afterwards he makes his way over to Eddie’s. They watch TV; they work on Eddie’s yard together; Buck starts teaching Eddie how to be a better cook.

    And if Buck finds himself looking forward to seeing Eddie after his dates more than the dates themselves, well, that’s normal, right? It probably means nothing.

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    20 Oct 2024

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    Eddie keeps messaging. They keep hooking up. Eddie keeps choosing Buck, even though he could easily have anyone he wanted – and Buck knew well the kinds of people who were on Tinder (and Grindr, and Hinge, and what-the-fuck-ever). There are dozens of guys who would sell their mother for a night (an hour, a blow job in a dirty bathroom stall, a hand job on a crowded dancefloor) with Eddie. But Eddie keeps choosing Buck. And each time he does Buck knows it will be worse when Eddie decides he’s had enough.

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    The one where Buck 1.0 meets Eddie on a dating app.

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    02 Oct 2024

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    Ohhh, David realises as he gets handed a plate. Okay, I got it. He was surprised that Bobby’s son hadn’t come up when Michael first mentioned his children given how much emphasis he put on the positive co-parenting relationship their family unit strived to maintain. But then again – Buck was obviously much older than Michael and Athena’s two children if he had a child the same age as Harry. The step/co-parenting dynamic would clearly be completely different than it was with May and Harry.


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    The one where David is determined to prove that he’s in it with Michael for the long-haul, and that includes accepting and caring about the children of the Grant-Nash household. All 3 of them.


    (And Athena and Michael laugh more than they have in months, Bobby is sheepish, and David learns a bit about chosen families).

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    01 Oct 2024

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