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    My attempt to consolidate all of Nijisanji EN liver's lore within the Krisis worldbuilding. Generally oneshots centered around Vanta, Zali, and Wilson but others will be making appearances! I just love Krisis lore... so much.....

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    You do not have to be good.
    You do not have to walk on your knees
    for a hundred miles through the desert repenting.
    You only have to let the soft animal of your body
    love what it loves.
    Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine.
    Meanwhile the world goes on.
    Meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain
    are moving across the landscapes,
    over the prairies and the deep trees,
    the mountains and the rivers.
    Meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clean blue air,
    are heading home again.
    Whoever you are, no matter how lonely,
    the world offers itself to your imagination,
    calls to you like the wild geese, harsh and exciting—
    over and over announcing your place
    in the family of things.

    — Mary Oliver; Wild Geese

    Or; Family is inherent to orcish blood. Fjord might come to learn this later in life, but he learns it full and well, all the same.

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    Fire ecology is the study of fire as an ecosystem process. Many global ecosystems have evolved with fire as an essential process that creates and renews habitats. In fire-prone ecosystems, native plants and animals have evolved with fire influencing not only habitat conditions but key aspects of their life history.

    - via The Association for Fire Ecology

    Or; An exploration of Flambae and Robert through domination, submission, wildfires, and regrowth.

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    Skip gets a front row seat to Norman Takamori's deeply repressed gay feelings, and decides that he's going try them out himself.

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  1. Public Bookmark 47

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    On June 24th, 2022, during game seven of the Stanley Cup finals, Ilya Rozanov takes a skate blade to the thigh and bleeds out on the ice.

    The next morning, Shane wakes up in his husband's arms. It's June 24th again, and Ilya is still alive.

    Now Shane just needs to figure out how to keep him that way.

    Or: Shane gets stuck in a time loop.

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    25 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 83

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    “You want to know how it feels?” Ilya said, eyes looking behind him to where Rozanov was licking at his ears, making long, slow strokes with his cock,“To have both your holes stuffed with my cum?”

    Shane walks into Rozanov's Vegas penthouse after MLH award in 2014 and sees two Ilya Rozanovs.

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    25 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 22

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    Shane fancies he can recognize the Russian word for fuck now. 

    “Think you're so clever, don't you?” Rozanov pants into his ear.

    “You're not the only bilingual here,” he points out.

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    What if Ilya started confessing to Shane during sex in Russian, so Shane started responding in French. They're having one-sided conversations with each other for years, how would that affect the trajectory of their lives?

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    25 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 18

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    “Last week, you said…” Ilya takes a breath, watching Shane’s face as he speaks. “That all you have ever wanted was to be man enough for me. And I want you to know that you always have been, Shane, even when I could not put a name to how I felt about you, because English was too hard.”

    Shane’s fingers tremble where they hold up the panties.

    “But you do not need to do anything to be man enough for me,” Ilya continues. He sits up, gets closer, lifts his hands to rest on Shane’s and lower them. The underwear fall to Shane’s lap. “I think— I think you have spent so long pretending you want everything I have, that you’ve lost sight of what it is you truly deserve.”

    Shane wants to be a boy; Ilya's boy. He wants to. He isn't fully there yet.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    “Why not strip poker?”

    Shane blinks. Over the roars of the rest of the table, Ilya has to lean over so that Shane can hear him. His hot breath tickles across Shane’s cheek.

    “Hollander? This is okay with you?”

    Shane opens his mouth to say no are you all crazy there is no way I could get naked in front of you without you being able to see how desperately I want you, but swallows it down.

    “Sure. Yeah, it’s fine. I’m okay.”

    Or: the boys gang up on shane during strip poker and ilya is going to kill them dead

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    24 Feb 2026