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    When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.

    Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane’s relationship first—and decide that instead of letting their captain move to fucking Ottawa, they’ll just kidnap a his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    chapter 8 so good

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    Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander think they’re being subtle.

    They are not.

    A series of outsider POVs (from taxi drivers to hot dog vendors) who all, independently, come to the same conclusion.

    Update: All the chapters are independant so I will add some chapters when I have new ideas!

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    19 Feb 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 12

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    “I’m…. I don’t think I am a man,” Shane breathed before clarifying, “no, that’s- I’m not a man. Nor have I ever really…felt like one.”

    Shane sighed a breath he wasn’t aware he had been holding. That was the first time he had ever admitted that to himself, not even daring to think of it. He could hear his heartbeat pumping fast; if he hadn’t been so occupied watching Ilya's reaction, he would have been worried about passing out.

    He watched as Ilya’s baby-blue eyes widened and jaw dropped slightly. He blinked a few times before breathing in and nodding.

    “Okay,” Ilya said after a moment, in a voice so gentle even he didn’t know his vocal cords could make, he walked slowly over to Shane until he was close enough to touch his nose with his own, “that’s okay, that is completely okay.”

     

    Shane realizes after coming out to his parents that something isn't right, and that nothing has ever felt right.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    ch1

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    “You are still you, yes?” Ilya repeated. “You are still slow hockey player with pretty freckles, yes?” It was a weak attempt at a joke, so Ilya shook it away and tried again. “You are still Shane, same person, same brain, yes?”

    Shane blinked up at him, thinking. Then, nodding slowly. “Mostly. Yeah. I don’t know about a name or anything yet, but—. Yeah. I’m still me.”

    “Then it does not matter.”
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    A trans Shane Hollander AU

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    18 Feb 2026

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    CHAPTER 6

    HALL OF FAME FICS

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    Shane does not know what he is staring at when he reads the name of the chat and the influx of texts.

    This looks like actual hell, and more importantly why on earth would Ilya ad him to the Boston WAGS chat?

    TLDR: In an attempt to socialise in this new country Ilya puts 'jane' down as his WAG to connect to the team, this has unforeseen consequences for himself.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    ch8

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander knows how to live under scrutiny.
    What he doesn’t know is how to live after safety is taken away.

    In the aftermath of a break-in, fear settles into the body, love is forced to stretch across absence, and normal refuses to return the way it’s supposed to. Recovery is slow. Trust is fragile. And not every danger looks like one.

    This is a story about being taken — and about what remains.
    About waiting, endurance, and the quiet terror of realising that harm does not always arrive loudly.

    Or, a break-in leaves Shane fighting to rebuild normalcy—until he realises the greatest danger is already inside the house.

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    15 Feb 2026

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  8. Public Bookmark 98

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    If this is what growing up feels like, Shane Hollander doesn’t want it.

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    5 times nobody took Shane Hollander seriously + the 1 time they finally are forced to.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    ch1

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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Ilya shrugs and runs his hand from Shane’s waist down to his ass and back up. “But you are so good at it. What is English saying? Having it with science?”

    “Having it down to a science.”

    “Exactly. Some things come natural to you, yes? Doing your bottom prep stuff. Taking my cock. You are perfect bottom. Made to be bottom. You love to be bottom.”

    “I do. I love it.” Shane swallows, reminded of exactly where he is and what he’s doing, a cautiously confident smile on his face as he starts to ride more with his legs than his hips. “And you thought I would throw it all away for some Taco Bell.”

     

    OR; shane hollander's foolproof bottom prep routine and how his lovely boyfriend takes care of him

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    13 Feb 2026

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    Shane gets cast on an all bisexual version of Love Island. Who knows who will show up?

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    12 Feb 2026

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    ch4

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    When the unsentimental financial imperative of the NHL sees Shane traded to the Boston Raiders, he and Ilya are thrown into closer extended proximity than ever before. As they adjust to life as teammates, they are forced to contend with the nature of their relationship -and must answer for themselves: is it even a relationship at all?
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    Sliding down the wall, Shane hunched over his untied sneakers, shoved on hastily when Coach had called him in for a meeting after morning skate.

    “Boston wanted you specifically. I’ve already spoken to their GM. You’re flying this evening or tomorrow morning: I’ll confirm once the paperwork clears.”

    “Mom,” Shane managed.

    “Oh sweetie. I know, okay. Those fuckers, how dare they do this! Two fucking cups! Now all of a sudden they decide they want a reset and you’re going to fund it.”

    Shane put his head between his knees and tried to breathe. God, Boston. They hated him there; it was so far away; he was fucking their captain.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    ch11

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    + One Time They All Had His Back

    Set after the events of The Long Game.
    Ilya Rozanov was well known to be a menace. He liked living loud and never shied away from a fight. After Shane's transfer to the Ottawa Centaurs he settled in some ways, in others he got infinitely worse. One thing they hadn't accounted for was how disgustingly in love with his husband Ilya was. Ilya was not going to let them forget.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    It started as a joke. A taunt meant to get under his skin. But when Shane whimpered, cheeks flushing pink not with anger but with want, Ilya knew he’d struck gold.

    Or,

    Ilya finds out Shane melts at being called ‘princess’ and decides to ruin him with it.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    His mother’s eyes darken with weariness Shane recognizes instinctually, a grief separate but not wholly unlike his own. A tear makes its way down her cheek, but Shane’s stay put, stubborn, cradled in his lashline like if he doesn’t cry, maybe none of this is as bad as he thinks it is.

    “Just—I just have to ask,” she says. Her voice lowers to a whisper, that ever-steady corner of her mouth wavering as her palm envelopes his cheek. “How long have you been hurting?”

    My whole life, probably, Shane thinks. I'm sorry. I just didn’t know.

    --

    [Or: Shane learns that skill, passion, and meticulous control aren't necessarily immunity, and that rest isn't something he's owed so much as he has to carve out for himself; sometimes with a whisper, sometimes with his pride on the line, sometimes on his hands and knees. And still, regardless, despite—he refuses to give up on this either, even if this time it means believing in himself instead of familiar schedules or rituals. Even if it means his whole life has to change to do it.

    Even if it means having to believe that he's worth that much in the first place.]

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    07 Feb 2026

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    chapter 2

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    Alexis: Considering how he throws Hollander around on the ice, I’m worried about you girl 😂

    Jane: Oh, he does love to throw me around.

    Jane: Haha.

    Or,
    Ilya’s decision to fuck with Shane backfires spectacularly. And Shane gets a support system along the way.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    "You should grow this longer," Rozanov once said, running his fingers through Shane's practical cut, the same one he had since he was fifteen. Rozanov's blond curls had fallen in his eyes. Behind them, his blue eyes glittered like he was looking at the sun. "You would be so lovely."

    It felt like being lit on fire.

    Or; Shane is Rozanov's girl.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    unbelievable levels of amazing

  18. Public Bookmark 71

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    “Put on the pink hat, Shane.”

    “Uh, why?”

    “Canadians,” Ilya groans, “I want to see you in pink. Pretty in pink, yeah?” He shoves his hand into the toque and waggles his fingers around. Like a sock puppet. Or like--Ilya smirks.

    Shane is aware that he’s physically breathing, but he can’t feel any oxygen actually going to his brain. His vision is narrowing on the pink until it’s all he can see. It’s pink like women’s clothing is pink, not the salmon or beige ties in his gameday closet. It’s pink like a man isn’t. “I, uh, okay. Yeah.”

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    05 Feb 2026

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  19. Public Bookmark 32

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    Something uncomfortable twists in Shane’s stomach, but he tries to shove it down, not wanting to ruin this.

    “All of you is very pretty,” Rozanov continues.

    Shane tries, and fails, to hide his flinch.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    4 times Shane was strict with Ilya and the 1 time he wasn't ft Ilya having an emotional crisis over it.

    OR: inspired by the tweet: ilya actually love having a strict boyfriend. like no his bitch do not let him have friends NO he not allowed to be out past 11 and NO U CANNOT SIT HERE!!!

    Translation in Russian available, here and here.

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    04 Feb 2026

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