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  1. Public Bookmark 47

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    “You really love me,” you whisper when you pull back, eyes wide as if it still surprises you.

    There’s a beat where everything holds, and there’s no laughter, no flinch. It’s only you, looking at him like he’s something you chose, like you’d do it again.

    “More than anything,” he says simply, truth so heavy it sinks straight to the bottom of the tub. “More than I’ve ever loved anything. Ever.”

    He means that. Means it in the kind of way that terrifies him, quiet and vast and swallowing. And that’s because he’s had obsessions, addictions. Sure, there've been people he’d burn the world for, starve for, kill for without hesitation just to hear their praise. But this isn’t the same. You don’t demand things. You look at him, with those soft eyes and that stupid little smile, and he wants to be good. It isn’t even about redemption. It’s the fact that, for the first time in ages—maybe ever—he matters.

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    Spike thought love was supposed to hurt. Then he fell for you, bubbles, blood and all. Now he’s a kept man with a shopping list and a soft spot a mile wide, and honestly? He likes it that way.
    (Set during a canon-divergent Season 6.)

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    14 Jun 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 52

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    Spike risks a glance at you, eyes flicking away when they meet yours.

    “Not much of a man now, am I? But the way you look at me... bugger me if it doesn’t make me feel like I could be.” He forces a chuckle, brittle around the edges. “Maybe it’s just my own foolishness talking. Wouldn’t be the first time.” He stops, swallowing hard. “But if this is the end, I need you to know that… that every stupid poem I scratched out, back when my heart was still beatin’—they were shadows of what I feel now. For you.”

    Spike's fingers reach out and touch, delicate across your cheekbone, down to cup your jaw. “You’ve gone and wrapped yourself ‘round me. Tighter than a noose, sweeter than blood, even. I can’t stop wantin’ more. Reckon I never will.”

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    Returning to Sunnydale for the first time since Angel lost his soul, you're older, bitter and unprepared for the grief that awaits. You never expected to fall for Spike. Through the eyes of the Scoobies, it's obsession, danger, betrayal—but to you, it's the only thing left that still feels real.
    (Set post-ep S5E14.)

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    13 Jun 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 28

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    The scarlet serpent constricts around your arm, and Messmer’s hand squeezes your breast with no subtlety, your flesh bulging between his slender fingers.

    “Declare unto me thy love,” he exhales, his breath like hot flames against your skin.

    “I love thee, Messmer,” you say.

    “Once more.”

    “I love thee, my heart,” you say again.

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    12 Mar 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 36

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    Inspired by a Tumblr post about being trapped in an elevator with the character on your phone's lock screen.

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    21 Apr 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 80

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    Kid found you attractive, and hell you were, but Killer had won your heart and he respected that. It didn’t stop him from sneaking an eyeful when you bent down to get something out of the cupboards, or when you stretched your hands over your head making your breasts stand out proudly against your shirt. It was harmless though, just harmless appreciation, and that was fine.
    But the last time he found you with your back to the mattress and fingers tangled in his best friend’s hair, flushed and puffing and back arching, he certainly didn’t run to his room and jerk off. Because that would be crossing the line.

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    21 Apr 2024

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