1 - 20 of 41 Bookmarks by rexoc

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane Hollander only meant to attend a few hockey games — a small act of rebellion against the boyfriend who controlled every part of his life. But that night changes everything. The arena becomes a refuge, Rose becomes a friend, and the Montreal Metros become the first place he’s felt safe in years.

    No one knows he’s living with domestic violence.
    No one knows he’s planning to run.
    No one knows how much he’s breaking.

    And no one expects him to fall for Ilya Rozanov — the loud, brilliant, closeted Russian winger recently traded under suspicious circumstances.

    Ilya has secrets he can’t share, a past he can’t escape, and feelings he doesn’t know how to handle.

    Shane is learning how to live again.
    Ilya is learning how to feel again.
    Both are learning how to trust.

    But when the truth about their pasts threatens to surface, they’ll have to decide whether they can face it together — or lose each other trying.

    ----------------------------------------

    Or: A story about healing, found family, and the terrifying, beautiful risk of choosing love after surviving what was meant to break you.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    126,118
    Chapters:
    41/?
    Comments:
    2,478
    Kudos:
    1,988
    Bookmarks:
    659
    Hits:
    73,157

    18 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “They want the Captain of the Ottawa Centaurs to be in the penalty box. They want Ilya Rozanov to lose his composure, so it throws him off his game. They want you to lose, us to lose.”

    “But we didn’t.”

    “You’re not listening to me, Ilya! They're using me to get at you; they’re hurting me to hurt you. Don’t you get that?”

    -

    Five times Ilya fights someone for Shane on and off the ice, and one time Shane fought for Ilya.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,528
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    35
    Kudos:
    3,920
    Bookmarks:
    743
    Hits:
    25,300

    31 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    they say, "you'll get used to it,"

    but it never goes away

    if I get through this,

    I'll never be the same.

    or, pieces of shane have been scattered to the wind but at least he had ilya.

    at least he had ilya.

    at least.

    he had ilya.

    ilya.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    18,366
    Chapters:
    3/5
    Comments:
    100
    Kudos:
    565
    Bookmarks:
    211
    Hits:
    14,087

    26 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    "It just works better like that. Taking his mind off of the logistics and the meaning of it all and the implications lets him put that focus to better work on the actual thing he cares about: hockey. It really isn’t that different from outsourcing his branding to Mom, or any less embarrassing than his dietician meal prepping for him or his trainer mapping out his workout plan. They’re experts in their field, nutrition and marketing and fucking. Shane is an expert in his: taking all that into his body and using it to be fucking awesome at hockey. It’s win, win, win.

    Meals get delivered at his door. Room numbers and plans get texted to him. And appointments with photographers get emailed with subject lines reminding him to remember to use the good shampoo in his hair before them.

    He’s still in control in the sense he’s letting it all happen for him, except that sometimes, especially at these stupid fucking photoshoots, it feels a little bit like it’s happening to him, instead."

    Shane gets into a bad situation with a photographer who has pictures Shane would rather not get out. Ilya and Rose find out about it, eventually.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    22,302
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    172
    Kudos:
    766
    Bookmarks:
    216
    Hits:
    14,676

    26 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Shane,” Rose says gently. “I don’t think Eva is good for you.”

    Shane sighs into his water glass. This again. You get one shoe thrown at you during an argument, and suddenly everyone thinks you’re being abused.

    Or: Shane ends up dating Rose’s co-star rather than her, and soon finds himself in an abusive relationship. Ilya and Shane's friends need to put aside their differences in order to keep him safe.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    82,633
    Chapters:
    35/35
    Comments:
    1,954
    Kudos:
    6,882
    Bookmarks:
    1,657
    Hits:
    201,837

    14 Jan 2026

  6. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya is an omega passing as an alpha. Shane is an alpha that everyone thinks is a beta.

    They’re supposed to be rivals.

    (Or: Ilya forgets his suppressants once. Shane never leaves.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,842
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    229
    Kudos:
    1,391
    Bookmarks:
    274
    Hits:
    15,329

    12 Jan 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “You didn’t like it the last time we tried it,” Shane said.

    Ilya gave a one-shouldered shrug. “Was years ago. Maybe it is an acquired taste, like licorice.”

    “You also don’t like licorice,” Shane pointed out.

    “Yes, but I keep trying it because Luca likes it so much.”

    “And then you make a face and tell him how awful it is.”

    “When have I ever told you your dick is awful?” Ilya said, looking mildly offended. “I am its number one fan.”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,709
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    4
    Comments:
    519
    Kudos:
    15,805
    Bookmarks:
    3,398
    Hits:
    191,819

    05 Jan 2026

  8. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane works in IT.

    Ilya’s computer always seems to be fucked up.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,303
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    707
    Kudos:
    19,971
    Bookmarks:
    4,425
    Hits:
    144,358

    05 Jan 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 13

    Tags
    Summary

    Ekko had been missing for three days, and they were still not getting any closer to finding him. They’d combed over almost all of Zaun, and there was no trace.

    Jinx was trying not to blink, because every time she closed her eyes, all she saw were the horrible pictures of Ekko that kept getting slipped under their doors, pictures of him broken and bloody, sickening captions labeling every one.

    'Give up Zaun, or we’ll snuff the glow out of this Firelight.'

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,646
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    94
    Bookmarks:
    13
    Hits:
    984

    22 Nov 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 77

    Tags
    Summary

    Twelve years ago, after fierce storms, a young girl with blue hair was found on the beach in Piltover, with no memory of her previous life, taken in by a convent of nuns. Now, Jinx, as she was named, lives wondering who she once was and why the ocean saved her and cursed her by turning her into a mermaid, a secret known only to her mentor, Father Silco.

    However, there are dangers that threaten mermaids, which is why when the most improbable opportunity arises, Father Silco entrusts the pirate Ekko to take Jinx far away, to the kingdom of Zaun. And both embark on a journey that could change their lives, after all, Ekko is a man haunted by the pain of having lost the love of his life years ago.

    -------------------
    or the AU of mermaids x pirates with many references to Tangled and Anastasia that nobody asked for but that I wrote instead of sleeping

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    146,017
    Chapters:
    52/58
    Comments:
    431
    Kudos:
    701
    Bookmarks:
    77
    Hits:
    20,845

    20 Nov 2025

  11. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    It started slow. Naps and cuddles.
    It escalated quickly. Wandering hands and loose clothes.
    It ended too fast. His mouth against another’s.

    And it shouldn’t matter, because Jinx and Ekko were only ever friends. The best of friends. Nothing more. So, it shouldn’t matter… it shouldn’t…

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    19,028
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    124
    Kudos:
    633
    Bookmarks:
    128
    Hits:
    9,480

    31 Aug 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 67

    Tags
    Summary

    “I thought love was a leash. I thought silence was safety. I thought I was poison.”

    After choosing to live with Silco following a messy custody spilt, Powder, now Jinx, vanishes from the lives of her sister and childhood friends. Years later, she reappears quiet, bruised, and unraveling. Haunted by schizophrenia and abuse she still won’t name, Jinx is thrust back into the warmth of the family she thought she’d lost.

    As Ekko gently helps her reclaim pieces of herself, and Vi and Vander fight to keep her safe, Jinx begins to imagine a future again. One with love that doesn’t hurt.

    A modern AU about trauma, memory, and the quiet, slow process of healing.

    Every chapter is based on a song that captures a part of Jinx’s journey from heartbreak to hope.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    30,817
    Chapters:
    20/20
    Comments:
    106
    Kudos:
    467
    Bookmarks:
    67
    Hits:
    10,847

    11 Jul 2025

  13. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    And what does Ekko do when he feels haunted by her ghost?

     

    His solace.

     

    The one that keeps her with him even when she’s not actually there.

     

    His fingers twitch in defiance. Just a few inches away, he gets her. Gets every version of her he’s ever known, and every way he’s ever seen her. Every captivating smile, every teasing glance, every rebellious middle finger she’s thrown his way.

     

    He shouldn’t, he really shouldn’t.

     

    But god help, he reaches for it anyway– almost against his will.

     

    He opens his sketchbook– the one he’s kept of her for many years– going through the countless new drawings he’s added since she’s arrived. He doesn’t have to wait until he runs into her in the lanes for him to get a glimpse of her. And so, with every thing she does that he can’t get out of his head, he draws it, capturing the moment in the only way he knows how to.

     

    Even ink isn’t permanent enough in comparison to the big ‘Jinx’ engraved in him.

    (from ch. 8)

    -

    Jinx causes a mess in Piltover months after her 'death', and Ekko takes her into his base to avoid her facing consequences; even if she hates it.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    291,229
    Chapters:
    89/?
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    1,746
    Kudos:
    1,345
    Bookmarks:
    154
    Hits:
    63,133

    28 May 2025

  14. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Silco's... not a good parent. As much as he loves his daughter, he has a few flaws when it comes to her. But he can explain it all away, from slipping drugs into her tea to keep her his perfect little girl to keeping her safe away from the world. He can even explain giving her to the Enforcers in exchange for Zaun - after all, they've given their word that Jinx is not to be harmed.

    Ekko, meanwhile, went to the bridge upon overhearing the Enforcers' plans to capture Jinx on their radios - she's too far gone, and as the last person who knew Powder as well as the leader of the Firelights, it's his job to put her down.

    But after rescuing her instead upon realizing Jinx is still at least a little Powder, when he learns that 'Jinx' the persona isn't real but instead a defense mechanism, upon learning about the drugs in her system and the pain and fear inflicted on her, he insists she can be saved.

    And thus begins the rest of her life.

    (Featuring childhood-friends-to-enemies-to-friends-to-lovers Timebomb, a complicated relationship between Jinx and Silco, genius Firelight bioengineer Jinx/Powder, and Jinx proving she's stronger and better than anyone gives her credit for.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    123,294
    Chapters:
    23/?
    Comments:
    1,661
    Kudos:
    1,440
    Bookmarks:
    241
    Hits:
    49,072

    26 May 2025

  15. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Jayce has already decided what he's going to do. He doesn't know how he's going to do it, but these kids need someone to look after them. Someone who understands how their minds work, who can guide them towards maybe the only chance they have at a future. Perhaps this is how they start working on Viktor's dream of helping the Undercity. And if it's important to Viktor, then it is important to Jayce.

    He steps forward and the motion is noticed by all the Council. Marcus scowls, but says nothing. Powder looks back over her shoulder as Jayce approaches, stands behind her, and places his hands on her shoulders. She stiffens, so he keeps the contact light so she does not feel trapped.

    "Viktor and I will take in Powder and Ekko," Jayce announces.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    53,132
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    251
    Kudos:
    1,124
    Bookmarks:
    306
    Hits:
    29,634

    14 May 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 47

    Tags
    Summary

    Jinx tilted her head slightly, intrigued by her husband's quick, sharp reply. They’d grown up together. They’d fallen in love together. They knew everything about each other. It was surreal how she understood his intentions just by diving into the deep brown of his iris, which seemed to occupy almost the entire span of his eyes.

    She didn’t know if it was dopamine, alcohol, or both acting so strongly on his body now, but when her eyes slowly drifted down to his lips and saw the smile forming there, she knew:

    They needed to go home.

    ------------------------------------------------------------

    basically my first freakybomb smut

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,790
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    286
    Bookmarks:
    47
    Hits:
    4,926

    08 May 2025

  17. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    When Powder finally succeeds for once, she excitedly picks herself up from the blast and races to find her big sister. The situation becomes all the more hopeless as Marcus snatches the searching girl up as the bait to please the Piltover system - leaving the two sisters a world apart.

    An alternate universe where Powder is jailed instead of Vi.

    [Now adapted into a YouTube Series!! : https://youtu.be/zBle7uSkiJ8 ]

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    243,634
    Chapters:
    48/?
    Comments:
    773
    Kudos:
    2,897
    Bookmarks:
    527
    Hits:
    107,360

    16 Apr 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 98

    Tags
    Summary

    It’s fair to say Jinx isn’t much of a party goer.

    Or, to clarify, Jinx loves to drink and dance, but would not be caught dead attending a Beta Phi Kappa party. The kind of gathering Ekko’s house hosts, with way too much liquor and the music playing way too loud. Not even to mention that if she were to go, like her roommate, Kiera, convinced her to today, Jinx has the unfortunate risk of running into the smug bastard himself. With her luck the untimely entrance she’ll surely make will be just as he’s flirting with someone.

    College AU where Ekko is a frat guy and Jinx has a less than favorable reputation on top of a dislike for Greek Life. They reunite after a falling out.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,837
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    16
    Kudos:
    491
    Bookmarks:
    98
    Hits:
    8,092

    10 Apr 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 67

    Tags
    Summary

    he was ready to hit the floor himself when a vibrant blue head popped up from the couch, an even more vibrant smile following. it felt like seeing the sun peek between clouds.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,982
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    30
    Kudos:
    432
    Bookmarks:
    67
    Hits:
    5,534

    08 Apr 2025

  20. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    He hated her. Jinx. The demon that had possessed the body of his former best friend. Powder was gone, but Jinx was here to stay. He had held back his punches and avoided her in their fights for so long, too long, holding onto the last shred of hope that Powder was still in there. He desperately wanted to believe that his friend, the girl he had loved, still existed somewhere inside the monster. Today had proved him wrong and shattered the last of his foolish dreams. He had finally accepted that she was gone.

    After Eve's death, Ekko sets out to get revenge on Jinx and end the bloodshed for good, but things don't go according to plan...

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    189,315
    Chapters:
    12/?
    Comments:
    245
    Kudos:
    919
    Bookmarks:
    205
    Hits:
    36,132

    06 Apr 2025

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation