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Rather than give him the joint, Ilya takes it back between his own lips and sucks in a deep breath, the tip glowing as he does so. Then, before Shane can process it, he’s reaching up and sliding one large hand around the back of Shane’s neck, pulling him down so their lips meet.
Shane gasps softly, and Ilya takes the opportunity to blow smoke into his open and waiting mouth.
Oh, God. Are you there? It’s me, Shane Hollander. We’ve had our differences, but I think I’d like to convert for real this time. I’m ready. Open the pearly white gates. I’m coming up.
Shane goes to a house party, gets high, then gets on his knees. bon appetite
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love brought weight to this heart of mine by writerbri
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Feb 2026
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Shane tries to remember, peering into the darkness surrounding the car with a furrowed brow. It hurts to move, and he feels something warm and slick sliding down his cheek.
More blood, his mind supplies rather unhelpfully.
He was driving after dark, but he shouldn’t have been. He wasn’t supposed to be. They had all night together, so why is he here?
I already chose you, Hollander.
Shane inhales sharply as his mind slowly fills in the gaps in his memory. They fought. Ilya told him to leave. Shane did.
And then he crashed.
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- Part 1 of Love Brought Weight
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He was going to die.
He was actually going to die.
The thought should send him into a panic. He should scream for help, cry, or do something. But instead, he just accepts it.
This was it. This was how it ended. He’d become his mother after all.
[the one where ilya spirals after shane walks out post-tuna melt]
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one missed call (i wish i could have answered) by fleezerweezer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Feb 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is supposed to be supporting his boyfriend as he wins his fourth Stanley Cup. Only, he doesn't show, and Shane is greeted by a missed call and one voicemail when the game is over.
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Most of his days are spent staring at his baby while silently willing her to stop crying. To stop needing him. When Ilya is gone, it's far worse. He can keep it together if Ilya is there, because he handles all the major tasks that Shane fears. Even holding her feels impossible, as if one touch to a hair on her head then she is going to break and fall apart in his grasp. While it all comes so naturally to Ilya—he holds her, smells the top of her head and grins like he is the happiest person on planet earth.
or, i saw a post that said "enough mpreg, what about mpostpartum depression" and i took that on as a mission
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i want a better body, i want better skin by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Feb 2026
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Shane did not have an eating disorder. He didn’t have a “food problem”, he was just a dedicated athlete. He wanted to be the best, and to do that you have to make sacrifices. So maybe he doesn’t drink pop that isn’t diet, and maybe he skips lunch, and maybe when he doesn’t know exactly what’s in his food he has a panic attack. So what? It didn’t mean anything.
Ilya thought differently.
or; 5 times Shane didn’t need help + 1 time he got it.
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This Feelings Old, and I Know that I’ve Made up my Mind by K0maeda_88
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Feb 2026
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Ilya Rosanov thought he understood depression, and how to handle it. He was supposed to be happy, living his life with Shane peacefully, exactly where he always wanted to be.
But he’s haunted by his family curse, ruining everything he touches.
And somehow, ending up like his mama doesn’t seem so scary anymore.
It might be his only way out.
TLDR: Ilyas mental health spirals fast, but he doesn’t dare let anyone know.
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rabbit holes by Who_Needs_Reality
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Dec 2025
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Diminutive forms are usually emotionally colored and used in friendly and intimate communication. It's generally not appropriate for a foreigner to use these forms when travelling in Russia. If you are close friends, it may be ok.
When Shane can't sleep, he goes down Wikipedia rabbit holes.
or: if you can't figure out your situationship.... Google him.
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ilya's ipad baby by itspeterlosingwendy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Feb 2026
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[Tweet] @roz81: My son has turned into iPad baby. How do I stop this? Somebody give me phone number of Apple. Tell them to destroy iPads
[Tweet] @HerezPilton: Breaking News! confirmation of multiple illegitimate children from Ilya Rozanov. Go to the link in bio for full article!
or, Ilya is an online menace much to everyone's dismay
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- Part 1 of ilya rozanov: earning his #1 papa mug
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Shane swallowed hard. “This is such a bad idea.”
“It is,” Ilya said.
His hand came up, thumb settling beneath Shane’s jaw and tilting his face upward. The touch alone sent a shiver through him.
“You are too young,” Ilya murmured. “You are going to get me into trouble.”
Shane barely had time to breathe before Ilya leaned in.
Shane Hollander has made a lot of mistakes in his life. Getting pregnant by a married Russian man twice his age is easily the worst one.
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Shane doesn't want kids. He doesn't. But he hates feeling empty even more.
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GRWM: Ilya’s Version (ft. The Most Exhausted Man in Canada) by slec
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Jan 2026
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The one where Ilya becomes a beauty influencer using Shane’s $300 moisturizer, and Shane tries (and fails) to remain invisible.
Inspired by Hudson's GRWM
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- Part 1 of GRWM (Hollanovs)
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@thisisilya ✔️
Responding to @ShaneHollander24 ✔️
This is very rude Hollander… I am TIRED@thisisilya ✔️
Responding to @ShaneHollander24 ✔️
your children have killed me. killed me dead.@ShaneHollander24✔️
Responding to @thisisilya ✔️
*our@thisisilya ✔️
Responding to @ShaneHollander24 ✔️
No yours only. I disown them. I divorce you. I sleep for 10 years. Goodbye, world.@ShaneHollander24 ✔️
Responding to @thisisilya ✔️
Don’t say that about our kids! What is wrong with you????@thisisilya ✔️
Responding to @ShaneHollander24 ✔️
You do not know but they are beasts. Evil beasts.(snippets of ilya as a wag/stay at home husband & dad, as seen through social media <3)
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- Part 6 of from the outside
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The thing is—Shane knows. He knows that hiding it from Ilya is bad, that his body is straddling the line between perfect health and debilitating illness. Not even his mother would support this, and she was in favor of the diet in the first place.
It’s only that now that he’s started, he can’t stop. It’s like an experiment, a way to hide from the press and the interviews and the social media trolls.
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Home Ice Advantage by taywrites11
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
24 Jan 2026
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“You’re going to Boston.”
Long after Farah hangs up, the words keep echoing in Shane’s head. If he had thought his thoughts had been chaotic this morning, when his biggest problem had been his rival potentially fucking him when he came to Montreal in two weeks, that’s nothing compared to the code-red panic that started the instant he found out he was being traded to Rozanov’s team.
Rozanov, who was supposed to be his great career rival. Rozanov, who he’s hooked up with twice now. Rozanov, who had been planning on coming to Shane’s apartment in Montreal to fuck him the next time they saw each other. God, how on Earth is Shane going to walk into his locker room in Boston in a few days time?
The impending awkwardness of dealing with Rozanov is almost enough to eclipse the hurt he’s trying to ignore. The knowledge that Montreal values him so little that they’re willing to dispose of him only six months into his rookie season. Almost, but not quite.
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Or, Shane gets traded to Boston AU.
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- Part 1 of Home Ice Advantage
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The Five Year Farewell by Ilya_Was_Here
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jan 2026
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At age 46, Ilya Rozanov, retired former Captain and star forward of the Ottawa Centaurs, six time Stanley Cup Winner, and widely regarded as one of the most talented hockey players of all time, is diagnosed with dementia.
Five years later, the legacy he leaves behind is beautiful.
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Wait.
He scrolled back up.
JaneLovesLily
Cute. kudos <3
He squinted at the username, trying to make sure there’s no other English words those letters could make- but with that capitalization? No. Okay. Damn. So, either he was dealing with a lesbian men’s hockey fan who happened to be named Jane, or this was… Shane’s account. No way.
AKA Ilya makes discoveries while on hockey social media and uses it to make his relationship better!!!
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Till Death by pause_to_read
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Jan 2026
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They promised "till death do us part."
This is how Death reunites souls.
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Drowning Tide by Quarry19
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Jan 2026
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Shane has dealt with anxiety his whole life, he's pretty sure he was born this way. Unfortunately, that doesn't mean he always deals with it in the best way. He doesn't do it often, less since he and Ilya started whatever it is they were doing for the last decade. After all its harder to hide with Ilya's wandering hands. That doesn't mean it isn't inevitable, the control, the strict ritual, of it is unmatched. It's just been a hard week and anxiety has been buzzing beneath his skin too long and there's a box in his closet he can't stop thinking about. Ilya isn't here to stop him. Its inevitable.
This is me projecting my own experience of anxiety onto Shane Hollander.
Trigger Warning: Self-Harm. This was written as a way to prevent my own self-harm relapse and is based off my own experience with anxiety-driven self harm. I don't want to trigger anyone else into hurting themselves so please be aware and take care of yourselves. Be kind to yourself.
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It’s Shane’s birthday (and he’ll cry if he wants to) by noedovenest
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Jan 2026
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It’s Shane’s birthday and he’ll cry if he wants to.
OR: Boston is knocked out of the playoffs, Shane is done being treated like a patient after his concussion, and he impulsively boards a flight to Ilya the day before he turns twenty-six.
He was going to lose it. He was going to make a scene, like the people who went viral for all the wrong reasons. He was going to book another flight, rent a car, and drive the rest of the way himself.
He blinked hard, brow furrowing. Lifted a hand and dragged his thumb beneath his eye.
He was going to cry?