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But there was a shame which festered deep inside her, always so hesitant to ask for help.
“You’re trouble.”
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Trinity Santos and the reason she’s struggling so much to get her charts done. And the possibility of her giving into receiving help.
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01 Mar 2026
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If you asked Trinity Santos what the worst part of her first shift in The Pitt was, she would lie and say the mass casualty incident. This was the fair and socially acceptable answer and the one people actually wanted to hear about when they asked. Truthfully, the mass casualty incident didn't even break the top three on the list of worst things about the shift. Third was the scalpel incident. Second was correctly deducing her senior was stealing drugs. First would have to be Yolanda Garcia calling her “trouble."
It's Trinity's first rotation of intern year outside of the ED. Of course, it had to be trauma surgery, and Garcia just had to be her senior resident.
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01 Mar 2026
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Trinity Santos is making her debut in the PWHL's new Pittsburgh team after building a controversial NCAA reputation as a top scorer with a high penalty record. Trinity is ready to make her mark in the pro league and keep on track to achieve her dream of going to the Olympics.
But a one night stand with Garcia turns tricky when the two realize they play for the same team in more ways than one.
Will they be able to put their attraction aside for the sake of the team's success?
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27 Feb 2026
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Trinity is settling into winter in her shared apartment with Dennis Whittaker, surviving long shifts at the Pitt and pretending her situation with Garcia is casual. The heater is set to sixty-eight. She’s exhausted. She might send a text she wouldn’t normally send. By the time Dennis gets home, the apartment is too warm, the air too heavy, and something is very wrong.
Or, the one where Trinity almost dies, and Garcia realizes she was never as detached as she thought.
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21 Feb 2026
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“How would you feel about me getting the strap out?” Yolanda asked between pressing kisses to Trinity’s neck.
“You have a strap?” Trinity’s mind raced with the different scenarios that statement could lead to.
Yolanda’s lips continued traveling up the line of Trinity’s neck, “I do. And I would really like to fuck you with it.”
Trinity’s mind went blank with a combination of shock and heady arousal, “You want to fuck me with it?” She blinked, trying to process the suggestion. It felt too lame to say out loud, but she really, really liked the idea that Yolanda would be her first for something. For this. The thought made her heart race with just how badly she wanted to give this piece of herself to Yolanda.
Trinity learns to let herself be taken care of.
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12 Feb 2026
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Garcia turns back around, hands full with several different items. She places them one by one on the bed next to Trinity.
A pair of leather handcuffs, a small paddle, a harness, and last, a dildo, just on the side of too big.
Trinity stares at the items, then glances back up at Garcia. Waiting.
Garcia meets her eyes, “Color?”
This is the most negotiation she’ll get.
If she says yellow, they’ll discuss. Maybe Garcia will put something back.
If she says red, they’ll all go back in the drawer.
She’ll be sent home.
“Green,” Trinity murmurs.
Garcia smirks, “Good,” she grabs the handcuffs, “Lay back.”
when yolanda calls, trinity comes (cums)
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11 Feb 2026
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“And Googling me was the best way to do that, right?” She says sarcastically, one of her legs is shaking now, the chair rattling beneath her. She feels like a cornered animal.
Langdon shakes his head, “In my defense, I wasn’t looking for what I found.”
Trinity swallows dryly, “So, what? What do you want me to say?”Langdon looks at her carefully, “Well, I was hoping you would tell me that the headlines were taking things out of context. That you didn’t break your ankle on purpose, and your coach wasn’t… what he was, and that your friend didn’t kill herself because of the sport,” He sighs, “But, I think your reaction answers that,” He presses his lips together and smiles sympathetically.
Trinity keeps her eyes on the computer, “Put your daughter in soccer.” And with that, she pushes her chair out and turns to walk away from this conversation.
—or: Trinity learned a long time ago that secrets are safer than people. Unfortunately, the internet doesn’t agree.
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- Part 2 of i keep myself standing in your flames.
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11 Feb 2026
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Later, they’ll say it was shock. That’s why she didn’t react. They’ll call it a freak accident—bad luck on a difficult skill. The doctors will exchange careful looks when she asks how soon she can get back on the mat.
She’ll nod along. She’ll play her part.
But she’ll know the truth.
It wasn’t shock. It wasn’t an accident. She had prepared for the pain. She had made the choice.
And when the doctors tell her they can’t be sure if—or when—she’ll return to gymnastics, the breath she lets out isn’t from disappointment.
It’s from relief.—or: Trinity learns how to accept help after by fucking a lot of other stuff up
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- Part 1 of i keep myself standing in your flames.
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11 Feb 2026
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i think you mean what you say / when you say you want to stay alive
Trinity Santos makes the choice to be better. She looks her flaws in the mirror, and decides she wants to be more than them. Wants to be more than the snarky, headstrong, stubborn person people see when they look at her. She wants more from her life. She wants friends, she wants Yolanda, and that intrinsic want is stronger than the fear. She follows it, for once.
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- Part 3 of graceland, too
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11 Feb 2026
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Trinity Santos isn't good at relationships. With women, with God, with her family... and she's content as she is, really. Touch-starved and repulsed all at once, avoiding anything that might bring her pleasure, quietly resenting everything she loves. When an encounter with a religious patient has her rethinking what religion can be, she begins to wonder if there's something more for her than the life of numbness and isolation she's built.
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27 Jan 2026
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if the words float up to the surface by Kapua
Fandoms: Hawkeye (TV 2021), Black Widow (Movie 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe
18 Feb 2022
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Yelena cracks an eye open and looks over at her. "We live in different worlds, Kate Bishop."
"Not so different that we aren't still sitting in the same dive bar eating the same weird pizza and drinking the same shitty beer," Kate mumbles, and Yelena laughs. It's a genuine sound, bright and almost shocking for how carefree it sounds. When she finally stops laughing, she grabs the last slice of pizza and tears it in two. She slides half of it over to Kate and nods as she takes a bite of her own piece.
"That is true, Kate Bishop. That is true."
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Clint is convinced Kate and Yelena are dating, Kate is determined to prove that he's wrong, and she and Yelena are both maybe in denial about the fact that they might be more than just Very Good Friends.
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06 Jan 2026
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We Live Between Rumor and Reality by SunshineLemon
Fandoms: Hawkeye (TV 2021), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
02 Mar 2026
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Kate's dream of joining the Avengers—fine, the Young Avengers, but still—is finally becoming reality! The team is gelling, training is intense but rewarding, and she's living the life she always wanted. Sure, the paparazzi are relentless and Twitter is a nightmare, but those are minor annoyances.
When Yelena needs a fake girlfriend for an undercover mission, Kate doesn’t hesitate to volunteer. It just makes sense: they’ve been friends for months and they can fuck with Valentina.
They just have to convince the world they're in love while taking down a dangerous organization and trying not to ruin their friendship in the process. But hey, at least Kate gets to spend more time with her favorite Russian! If only she could figure out what's real and what's for the cameras...
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The self-indulgent Friends to Fake Dating to Actually Dating story nobody asked for.
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29 Dec 2025
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here i go, so dishonestly by SimplyKorra
Fandoms: Hawkeye (TV 2021), Black Widow (Movie 2021), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
08 Dec 2025
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Somehow, despite waking up in a random strangers apartment and spending the better part of her morning running away from a looming cloud of complete darkness that twisted and turned her city into chaos, the most surprising part of Kate's day is when Yelena is suddenly at her door in the middle of the night
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A post-Thunderbolts* love story
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03 Oct 2025
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When you started walking (That's my life.) by ThatFanficWriterElsa
Fandoms: Hawkeye (TV 2021), Black Widow (Movie 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe
11 May 2025
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"There's something wrong with me. An emptiness. I thought throwing myself into work would make it go away but....."
Alexei regards her with concern. Melina squeezes her hand gently."It is okay to feel lost, Yelena. In my opinion, perhaps you need a friend."
She would be okay with the idea of a friend, if she was not sure that her entire world would come to an end if she lost Kate Bishop. Because Yelena always loses the people who matter most.
Or: glimpses in time that span across many months of Yelena pining for Kate. I gave Yelena her own pov and we're hanging on for the ride.
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29 Sep 2025
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A Borrowed Light Against My Skin by SunshineLemon
Fandoms: Hawkeye (TV 2021), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Black Widow (Movie 2021)
01 Nov 2025
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"How long?"
“How long what?”
“Have you been in love with her.”
Had it been said in any other way, by anyone else, at any other time, Yelena would have broken their neck.
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Yelena doesn't do feelings.
She certainly doesn't have feelings about Kate getting engaged to Eli, she simply thinks her best friend can do better. But if Kate won't listen to her superb advice, what can she do? She doesn't have any horse in this game, or whichever of those ridiculous American sayings Kate is always using. She doesn’t care that her best friend, the most compassionate person she knows, is promising her future to someone who peaked in high school and now coasts on his grandparents' legacy.
Kate can do whatever she wants, Yelena doesn’t care.
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21 Sep 2025
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Some heroes were made by fate. Kate Bishop had made herself.
Yelena takes in the sight of Kate’s arms covered in Minion-themed bandaids, the black eye creeping out under the obnoxious purple frames of her custom sunglasses; Lucky’s dog leash tangles between the archer’s legs and she stumbles in an attempt to remain standing.
“Kate,” Yelena states flatly, “you look like a total asshole.” Kate nods like she knows this already.
OR: the underground criminal network bites back: in which kate bishop crushes on her roommate, runs the bodega out of bandaids, and tells her mom to fuck off. oh, and drags along an assassin (hot) and two dogs (brainless) with her.
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20 Aug 2025
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Kate & Yelena go on a road trip together.
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15 Aug 2025
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Kate & Yelena have an established dynamic. Yelena fucks, Kate takes it. Tonight, Kate wants to try something new.
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13 Aug 2025
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In a safe house built for two, the only thing more dangerous than the enemy is desire.
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13 Aug 2025
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can i be yours? by Axin_Nite
Fandoms: Hawkeye (TV 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Black Widow (Movie 2021), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
25 Apr 2025
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Yelena is stuck outside and spends with night with Kate Bishop, a vampire who hasn't been able to touch her for months.
This can follow on from the previous, or can be a stand alone, as this is mainly smut.
Human!Yelena/Vampire!Kate
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- Part 2 of don't sink in me with your dog teeth
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01 Aug 2025