paytonrambles



Recent works

Recent bookmarks

  1. Rec *

    Tags
    Summary

    Five Times Ilya Rozanov Got Jealous at the Gym

    And One Time Shane Hollander Did

    Or

    The 5+1 Hollanov fic based on a TikTok video I saw of a cute gay couple sharing a water bottle in the gym.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,327
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    40
    Kudos:
    1,780
    Bookmarks:
    336
    Hits:
    17,560

    25 Feb 2026

  2. Rec 56

    Tags
    Summary

    After getting a late-night call that his boyfriend Ilya has been arrested, Shane rushes to bail him out—only for their relationship to be accidentally revealed in spectacularly public fashion. What begins as a disaster turns into an unplanned coming-out that neither of them can take back.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,049
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    13
    Kudos:
    549
    Bookmarks:
    58
    Hits:
    3,629

    24 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “You didn't keep your end of the deal,” he spits, watching Rozanov's head swivel towards him with alarming speed. That probably hurt a little. Rozanov hadn't heard him come back, apparently. Spaced out, apparently. Not thinking about all the kisses he fucking owes Shane, apparently.

    “What?”

    Or, Shane demands he get a kiss from Ilya in Las Vegas instead of leaving.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,889
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    65
    Kudos:
    1,293
    Bookmarks:
    303
    Hits:
    11,196

    24 Feb 2026

  4. Rec *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane’s hearing is muffled, sound bubbling in and out like he’s swimming through the lake, dipping under the surface and back into the air. He can make out a word here and there, enough to know that Rozanov is trying to get him to breathe with him. He can feel the expansion of Rozanov’s lungs against his hands as he takes deep breaths in and lets them out. Shane tries to copy him, he does, but every inhale carries the scent of him, his cologne, his skin, his hair products. The scents are so familiar to him, and he wants more than anything for them to calm him, make him feel safe, but they are doing the opposite. Why are they still so familiar to him after not being anywhere near Rozanov for half a year? Why does he still want to shove his face against Rozanov’s throat and suck in every last last hint he can get?

    -

    Ilya takes longer to arrive in the bathroom after they present the award together, leaving Shane time to sink into a full-blown panic attack. This leads to a very different night in Vegas and an earlier beginning to Shane and Ilya’s relationship.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,829
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    95
    Kudos:
    3,057
    Bookmarks:
    747
    Hits:
    20,195

    24 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “So, what? You are going to arrest me? For being too sexy?” he joked, gesturing to the cuffs.

    Shane’s embarrassment rushed back in full force, along with a wave of something much hotter. Why did he assume Ilya might be into this? Why did he assume Ilya even wanted, much less, needed, someone else to take control? “I-ah- don’t know why-” 

    Ilya chuckled. “Fucking relax, Shane. You want me to tie you up and fuck you until you sob, yes? Sounds fun.” 

    Those words, in Ilya’s deep, accented voice, made Shane’s stomach clench. He wondered when, if ever, Ilya’s physical effects on him would wear off. Total immunity was probably a lost cause, but he could live with that. Like always, Ilya talking so explicitly made Shane a little braver. He squared his shoulders, and lifted his gaze. 

    “Actually, I wanted to tie you up.”

    ******

    OR: Shane tries to get Ilya to relax, in an unconventional way.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,969
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    33
    Kudos:
    937
    Bookmarks:
    221
    Hits:
    6,501

    24 Feb 2026