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    Bernard Dowd & Roy Harper isn't a tag, and this series is an effort to fix that.

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  1. Public Bookmark 48

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    After a lifetime of feeling like he didn’t fit in, Dr Spencer Reid had finally hit his stride. He was the FBI’s youngest-ever recruit, a valuable member of the BAU and he even had a few people he could call friends. Life was looking up.

    Then Gideon leaves with nothing but a letter in a cold, empty cabin, sending Reid into a spiral of self-loathing as his old demons resurface and he struggles to navigate new challenges.

    With his physical, mental and emotional wellbeing on the line, will the team realise they are missing the signs of what's really going on before it's too late?

     

    TRIGGER WARNING: This fic deals with an eating disorder and some very unhealthy thinking. Do not read if you are under 18 or if this content will be upsetting to you, and do not use this story to trigger yourself. Please take care when reading and heed the tags.

    SPOILER WARNING: Follows canon and contains spoilers up to mid-season 6.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Truly amazing. Read with caution - eating disorder triggers.

  2. Public Bookmark 27

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    He has to cut this thing out from him. It’s a fungus growing and spreading and rotting inside of him. It started empty, dormant, and as he got older and far more ridiculed and seen, that dormant thing took over the space hollowed out in his chest and made it its own. If someone offered him a scalpel, he might try to cut carefully around it, extract every piece of the fungus and leave a gaping hole that he could fill with something. Anything.

    Sometimes Spencer wishes he could tear this part of him out; little does he know that thing is his autism. He learns to live alongside it.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    Autistic accomodation!

  3. Public Bookmark 64

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    He's a nice kid.

    So Derek isn't sure why Reid is avoiding him.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Delightful: misunderstandings with resolution. Wish it was longer.

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    And the one time someone took Spencer up on that suggestion.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    Divine fluff

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    Hotch and Morgan discuss the soon-to-be newest addition to the BAU. Pre-series.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    The best description of why being autistic in a testing environment sucks. I wish there was more of this story.