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    20 Feb 2026

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    Honestly one of the best things I’ve ever read!

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    Yuna wasn’t sure what she had expected Ilya Rozanov to be like off the ice, but it definitely wasn’t this.

    Or: Processing your son dating his rival and queer joy as seen by a mother who can finally exhale.

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    16 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 99

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    Jackie waited with bated breath, this was the moment, she would meet this Lily once and for all. Well, talk to her. Tomayto, tomahto. Unfortunately after a minute of waiting, there was no Lily on the other end, just a voicemail.

    Disappointing.

    “Hi, this is Ilya. I will never listen to your voicemail.”

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    07 Feb 2026

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    Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.

    It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.

    (Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)

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    02 Feb 2026

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    Hayden felt sick as he saw Shane glance between them and his own phone in J.J.’s hand, taking in what was probably his worst nightmare playing out right in front of him. Because Hayden could see it, within seconds, the way his face closed off, went blank, like he knew exactly what was happening because he’d been dreading it for so long.

    But his eyes, fuck, his eyes showed everything even as he went very still. The bone-deep profound terror was all there.

    Hayden wanted everything to stop, he wanted to shove J.J. out of the room, shove himself out of this situation, shove Shane out of harm’s way.

    “Why the fuck is Rozanov sexting you?”

    Hayden wanted to shove the shirt Shane hadn’t had time to put on in J.J.’s fucking mouth.

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    23 Jan 2026