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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    “Let it hurt. Let it ravage you and run its course, let it tear you asunder as it makes you kneel. Let yourself feel the ache, its fury. Then, when it is done, let it leave. You will be able to put yourself back together after it is gone.”
    Dan Heng has spent thousands of years in isolation, a god haunting a mountain with wards fabricated to keep everyone out. He tends to the land quietly, sowing his guilt into the Earth and cultivating its growth. He does this knowing that the alternative is worse.
    If he is lonely, he does not know.
    One day, on a normal night, there is a man bleeding out in his flowerbed. Dan Heng once vowed he would never interfere with life again, when he laid his spear down inside another man's chest. But still, he brings the man home and saves him.
    And Caelus will teach him more than just a language. Hurting and healing feel the same, but it needn't be done alone.

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    21 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 13

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    Instead of answering his phone immediately like any normal person should when their one-of-two-best-friends but also big-crush-he-went-on-a-date-with and hot-guy-who-sucked-his-dick-twice-already-holy-shit-what calls, Caelus jumps up to his feet, nearly dropping his phone in the process, frantically ruffling his bangs and fixing his shirt even if nothing indicated this would be a video call.

    The Brother Hanu theme song ringtone nears its end by the time Caelus finally dares to answer his phone, taking a page out of the mascot's book to channel his coolest, deepest, most nonchalant voice ever.

    "HeLLO!?" Nevermind. Voice cracked. Fuck.

    Caelus and Dan Heng get up to some hot stuff despite being worlds apart.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    In 2021, Shane Hollander reveals his relationship with former rival Ilya Rozanov to the shock of chronically online people worldwide, who’ve spent the last decade convincing the world he’s secretly in love with his teammate Hayden Pike

    feng (she/her) @flowerfeng · Apr 3, 2021
    gotta feel bad for shane hollander. like imagine everyone wishing you were in a secret gay relationship. and you gotta spend your career swearing you’re not in a secret gay relationship. but you ARE in a secret gay relationship. just w the wrong guy

    booboo the fool @cinnacin · Apr 4, 2021
    shane hollander w a hand on the bible: no im not in a decade-long secret relationship w fellow hockey player hayden pike
    roger cromwell: ok say it again without the hayden pike part 
    shane hollander: sweats nervously 

    (Or, imagine if #Shayden was the #LarryStylinson of the HR/GC universe)

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    20 Jan 2026

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    19 Jan 2026

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    Hayden hated the guy. Hated him.

    Hated his stupid, smug smirk and the myriad of insults he threw Hayden’s way and the way he made fun of Shane like it was a funny game then looked him up and down like a piece of meat and his reputation of sleeping with everything that fucking moved and the memories of being slammed into the boards by him and quite literally everything about this Russian dickhead.

    And he hated that he was now going to have to do everything in his power to learn how to tolerate Rozanov because Shane was inexplicably and hopelessly in love with him, and Shane was his brother in every fucking thing but blood, and Hayden was not going to keep being responsible for that sad puppy look on his face every time he realized how poorly they got along.

    So far, Hayden sucked at it. Big time.

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    It bothers Shane that Hayden and Ilya don't get along, so Hayden is putting in the effort to try and see these redeeming qualities Shane claims the guy has. Over the years it becomes easier and easier, until one day, he realizes he doesn't have to actually try anymore.

    or, 5 times Hayden realized he was starting to tolerate Ilya + 1 time they acknowledged they were actually friends now

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    17 Jan 2026