17 Bookmarks by itzxtro

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    Mizuki Akiyama only ever knew what it was like to be alone. So when the hues of love begin to color their life, along with the deep and dark ink of fear, they want nothing more than to estrange themself from everything.

    But Ena won't let Mizuki wander into the wilderness to fade away. And neither will Kanade, Mafuyu, Rui, or anybody else their life has brushed up against. And in community, Mizuki may yet find feelings they never knew were missing.

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    Chapters:
    22/22
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    19 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 26

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    Seven years. One cramping apartment. They say familiarity breeds contempt, but for Ena and Mizuki, it mostly just bred a specialized form of exhaustion. They are perfect roommates, terrible lovers, and absolute cowards when it comes to saying goodbye.

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    Chapters:
    19/19
    Comments:
    292
    Kudos:
    265
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    26
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    5,328

    05 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 4

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    An Aged Up AU where Ena’s plan to bring Mizuki back to Nightcord fails, resulting in a devastating event that causes the once beloved music group to disband and lost forever.

    12/6/26: the first seven chapters are so ass so please try to push past it lmao!!

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    11,372
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    30
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    4
    Hits:
    668

    14 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 27

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    One strange morning, Ena and Mizuki both wake up to find out they've swapped bodies! After the initial shock, they settle on spending the day in each other's lives.

    But when Ena realizes the sheer depth of Mizuki's issues, and when Mizuki crumbles under the pressure Ena has to face...how will they react?

    (Day 5: Mizuena)

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    Words:
    11,100
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    37
    Kudos:
    197
    Bookmarks:
    27
    Hits:
    1,460

    27 Dec 2025

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    When Ichika wakes up a year in the past at the beginning of her first year, she sticks to doing the same thing she did the first time around, writing it off as just a weird dream.

    When she wakes up in the past a second time, she changes things up. This time, she’s the one who goes out and gets her childhood friends back together earlier than usual. She reasons that maybe, the way to break out of this time loop is to change the future.

    After the third, fourth, and fifth time she wakes up at the beginning of the time loop, she realizes that something bigger is going on here.

    Loops? Anchors? Yggdrasil? Ichika expected something big, but not as big as the entirety of the multiverse!

    Oh well…at least she’s not alone.

    (or: the project sekai characters experience a time loop and progressively become more and more unhinged as they go on // written in the form of short stories, with an overarching plot)

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    Chapters:
    41/?
    Comments:
    1,430
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    1,046
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    41,156

    22 Nov 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 13

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    Failed. Failed again.

    The boy hunches over his trash can, heaving up the contents of his stomach. Painkillers gleam from where they land in the bin, glimmering up at him like a mockery of his misery.

    Why can't it all go away already? Why was he still here after everything?

    He dry heaves, and grabs for his box cutter again.

    One more try.

    Or: Shiho Hinomori and his complicated relationship with being alive.

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    22,321
    Chapters:
    13/?
    Comments:
    127
    Kudos:
    77
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    13
    Hits:
    2,057

    02 Nov 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 67

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    "Tsukasa written as ruler of the skies, and Tenma written as soaring Pegasus! The piano prodigy and dazzling actor. His name is Tsukasa Tenma, Age eighteen! And the world's future star!!"

    People looked at the boy, who was posing strangely while laughing and talking to himself, some whispering to their friends.

    "What a weirdo, right?"

    "Is he mentally ill or something?"

    "Don't engage or he might talk to us, my reputation would be done for!"

    Or maybe he had just come off as annoying.

    Tsukasa Tenma, now age twenty three. The man who spends all his time in his room composing music for a living. He plans to keep it that way, but what happens when he encounters some old acquaintances?

    OR: Tsukasa goes emo and then reunites with the homies and becomes THE world future star again (real not clickbait!).

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    15/15
    Comments:
    382
    Kudos:
    332
    Bookmarks:
    67
    Hits:
    7,145

    16 Sep 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 40

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    A fragile wonderland built for a fragile girl who could never quite let the past go.

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    Chapters:
    29/29
    Comments:
    385
    Kudos:
    419
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    40
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    10,422

    15 Jul 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 82

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    Kamishiro Rui was a genius director and professional overthinker.
    Sometimes, as he admired his friends (and boyfriend!) he believed he was dreaming.
    Quite some time had passed since middle school. He was okay, and he was loved.
    But being okay wasn't an asbolute thing.
    Old memories popped into his mind.
    He had friends. He had a boyfriend. A therapist He wasn't alone.
    The memories were just memories.
    ...But were they?

    Or: Rui has depression. He gets (more) therapy. He gets better.
    (Title is from A Million Dreams from The Greatest Showman)

    Series
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    Chapters:
    38/38
    Comments:
    896
    Kudos:
    680
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    Hits:
    21,882

    14 Jul 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 58

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    Ena Shinonome had always been quite lonely, until she met that person on the school roof.
    But that person disappeared without a trace.

    Two years later, Ena has found herself in a music group that loves and treats her like family.
    And amongst that group is Mizuki Akiyama.

    A girl that teases her to no end. But a girl she has found herself infatuated with.
    What she thinks is unrequited love spirals into two girls that pine for each other despite their own issues.

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    Words:
    111,599
    Chapters:
    26/?
    Comments:
    144
    Kudos:
    414
    Bookmarks:
    58
    Hits:
    12,518

    12 Jul 2025

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    title subject to change!!

    (Full summary in notes)

    Mafuyu ran away at 18, taking shelter with Mizuki as her mother knew Kanade's name and face. At 21, Kanade had vanished off the face of the earth.

    Now at 25, she's finally getting her own apartment alongside Mizuki and Ena.

    Only for them to realize their new roommate is a little familiar.

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    Chapters:
    19/19
    Comments:
    485
    Kudos:
    741
    Bookmarks:
    100
    Hits:
    17,600

    27 Jun 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 60

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    "Are you really okay with this? If you want to run away, that's alright. But, this could be your final chance to face it. With Ena, that is."

    An alternate timeline of "With Our Hands, Covered in Wounds" where Mizuki ultimately chose to keep running away from Ena. From that moment on, their trajectories diverged, seemingly for good. Each subsequent step Mizuki took, literal and figurative, served to further push herself apart from Ena and Nightcord at 25:00 as a whole. She believed that doing so was the only way to 'save' them from her own self.

    But, in spite of everything that happened, Ena's love and determination would never truly fade away. Surely, she would one day get a chance to convey her true feelings to Mizuki, right?

    Right?

    Language:
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    45,650
    Chapters:
    28/?
    Comments:
    227
    Kudos:
    354
    Bookmarks:
    60
    Hits:
    9,467

    27 Jun 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 44

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    An au if niigo met during middle school.

    What if Kanade went to Miyamasuzaka Girls' Academy during middle school?

    What Ena took morning classes at Kamiyama High School?

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    15/?
    Comments:
    132
    Kudos:
    328
    Bookmarks:
    44
    Hits:
    7,543

    27 Jun 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 30

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    They joined hands together, a silent promise that they would not allow themselves to part, no matter what.

    Mizuki Akiyama has faced her own fair share of trials and tribulations through life.
    Five years later, she is now living a comfortable life in an apartment in Shibuya alongside her beloved, Ena Shinonome.

    One day, whilst on a group outing, they come across a lonely little girl... and their lives change forever.

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    Words:
    26,222
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    69
    Kudos:
    184
    Bookmarks:
    30
    Hits:
    5,449

    27 Jun 2025

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    Mafuyu finds herself in a gas station, somehow. She meets an artist with sunken eyes who smells of smoke.
    That's how it starts.
    The road to healing is paved with the broken girl of music, the lonely runaway and the despair of an artist

    Alternatively, alternate universe where n25 is meeting for the first time after mafuyu starts an impromptu roadtrip (runs away). Much more mental illness than canon.
    The archive warnings have been changed from Choose Not To Use to None Apply(bc none of them apply) but the mature rating is for HEAVY depictions of mental illness so read the tags before you decide to read.

    Language:
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    99,138
    Chapters:
    25/?
    Comments:
    844
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    1,036
    Bookmarks:
    143
    Hits:
    23,882

    22 Jun 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 33

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    Tsukasa Tenma tried to be a star.

    But, as most people could say, he ended up more like Jupiter.

    A failed star.

    And he had dragged his troupemates down with him.

    Now broke and sharing an apartment with them, he finds himself working as a barista in Weekend Garage. As an escape, he immerses himself in his new favorite band- Vivid Bad Squad. But aside from knowing one of the members as his boss's daughter, there's another that seems... familiar. He just can't place why- and why he's getting all these strange opportunities to meet the band?!

    !SLOWER UPDATES, PLEASE READ CHAPTER 16!

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    26/?
    Comments:
    457
    Kudos:
    331
    Bookmarks:
    33
    Hits:
    8,437

    22 Jun 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 30

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    “Despite the fact the world is moving on, still broken, the two of us will nevertheless breathe in it, together.”

    Learning to love life again.

    (Title from Jishoumushoku, summary from Yoka Ni Mitorete.)

    Language:
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    Words:
    65,862
    Chapters:
    18/?
    Comments:
    94
    Kudos:
    251
    Bookmarks:
    30
    Hits:
    6,771

    22 Jun 2025

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