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    “I want to eat you,” Ilya tells him.

    Shane laughs, loud and bright and carefree, and Ilya feels it blooming inside of his chest like a sunflower. It only makes the desire to consume him grow even stronger. Not in a crazy way (probably), but because he feels like he can never get enough of this man. His Shane. His husband. No amount of time, no amount of closeness, ever feels like it could be enough.

    He wants them both to be eternal, wants to live with their ribcages locked together and their hearts thumping against each other.

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    In an incognito tab, brightness all the way to the bottom, he searches "Top gay bars in Toronto," keeping one deep breath locked inside his chest, and immediately finds the phone number for a place called Woody's.
    Opens his history to see if it really doesn't show up there. Checks again as his phone sits freezing in his palm.

    Biting down on his lip like he'll tear it off, he hits call.

    Shane Hollander, when he is alone in the dark, calls gay bars, just to listen.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    From the day Shane is born, David promises to protect him from everything—especially from the kind of love that comes with conditions.

    But as Shane grows up talented, visible, and quietly different, David learns that even the safest homes can teach a child how to make himself smaller.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov Aren’t Going Anywhere
    A year ago, a video taken by Shane Hollander’s best friend and former teammate, Hayden Pike, stunned the MLH by revealing the decade-long romantic relationship between Hollander and rival Ilya Rozanov. They’re here to set the record straight. The number one takeaway? They were queer when they won four combined MLH Cups, and they’re here to win another one. This time, there’s one difference: they’re doing it together.
    by Jae-hyeon “Jason” Park
    March 8th, 2022

    [...] “Maybe we were not in love, back in 2008, but in some sense love was always there. Enough that it could not be anyone else. I see pretty boy at hockey game—plays brilliant hockey, better than anyone else—and think this is it. We will be chasing each other our whole lives, so I might as well make first move.”

    or: the hollanov profile fic.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    To be clear, Ilya is grateful the rookies aren’t growing up the way he did in the NHL. Ilya took the hazing to the chin – humiliation rituals, beat downs, grueling practices to prove he could “hang” with the big guns on the team.

    That being said, there’s still some part of Ilya that balks at the request by the gaggle of rookies to watch The Iron Giant, a veritable children’s movie at the team’s latest movie night.

    OR: Five times Shane and Ilya were the support system for the Centaur rookies they dreamed of having when they were younger.

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