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    i couldn't even be her if i tried by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    02 Feb 2026

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    What should a wife be to a husband? What should a wife be that Shane isn’t?
    Maybe Ilya wants someone who will let him take charge. Shane isn’t that kind of person; he desperately clings to control with everything he has. He folds his clothes before sex and cleans his windows after Ilya fucks him against them. He controls his food portions, nutrition, his training schedule, image, and public appearances. He’s competitive. He would never roll over and take anything he didn’t want to.
    The thought makes his stomach clench. The one place he doesn’t cling desperately to control is in the bedroom. He lets himself be molded, shaped, and coaxed into anything Ilya wants when they fuck. Giving up that control, is that all that Ilya likes about him?

    Or: Shane starts making a different kind of plan after the conversation where Ilya says he could marry Svetlana.

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    The Art of Communication (or rather, the lack of) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    16 Jan 2026

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    Shane is on the verge of a meltdown, and doesn’t tell Ilya.

    There are consequences.

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    safe and sound by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    29 Jan 2026

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    Bile coated his tongue.

    For some reason—a reason very well known to him, though he pretended otherwise—it reminded Ilya of home. It was never a good thing to be reminded of that.

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    Ilya is sick. He learns what it's like to have a family that takes care of him.

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    Salo and Miso by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    29 Jan 2026

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    Shane is indignant at Ilya's confession that he doesn't like natto, and Ilya tries to convince him that it's okay for them to like different things. No, it's not just about the natto.

    Or: Shane struggles with black-and-white thinking, Ilya is extra clingy and sappy, and the two share a home-cooked meal.

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    Take the Moon and Make It My Ring by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    22 Jan 2026

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    “Come on, baby, once in a while does not hurt. Rookies say that drunk cigarettes don’t count, have you ever heard that? I think is funny,” Ilya tries, his kisses softer now, trying to work Shane into the soft, pliant mess he loves.

    It doesn’t work. In fact – “What’s that, Ilya?”

    Ilya is biting anywhere he can find, “I don’t have gun license, so I must be happy to see you.”

    But that doesn’t work either. Shane finally moves – only to grab at Ilya’s collar, pulling it so that it digs into the back of his neck, which has Ilya pausing as Shane inspects. “That, Ilya. What’s that.”

    or, Shane finds some (perfectly explainable) lipstick on Ilya's collar, and they both go through emotional saw traps

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