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    The text arrives a second later. Being stuck in the airport is almost as boring as you

    Another text from Lily: Send me a picture. I’m sooooo bored.

    Shane lifts his phone and snaps a photo of the screen above the airline kiosk instead. JFK -> PHX - CANCELED. He hits send.

    The phone rings immediately. “You are at JFK,” Rozanov says. Not a question.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    The worst part of it all is that Connor can’t pinpoint exactly when and where things started to go wrong between them. At the same time, he won’t stand here and lie and pretend that he hasn’t noticed the gradual decline. Mold, growing over their friendship. What was that thing people say about rotten apples? How it poisons the barrel and nothing is safe? He wonders, if he could peel back their layers—all that history, everything they have ever shared, would he find rot, too? Is there nothing sacred anymore between them? But this is all rhetorical. Connor isn’t really asking, because he’s not sure he’s going to like the answer.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Ilya tries to breathe. Shane is the one who panics. In fact, Ilya has been so calm over the past hour. So, so calm. Soooooooo so so so amazingly calm that maybe Shane will reward him with a very nice blowjob later. Ilya has been calm because Shane needs a rock to lean on, but Shane is gone and now Ilya is panicking. This is his only chance to rectify the first, shirtless impression he made on Shane’s father.

    “Do you still read New Yorker?”

    OR: Ilya, on the confluence of Shane with David, Yuna, and Svetlana.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    “Should call you the Ottawa Puppies,” says the Toronto centre, Svensson. As an insult it makes no sense, so Ilya ignores it, until he continues, “Hear Hollander keeps you on a short leash.”

    Ilya is the captain, so if anything, he should be holding the leash. In English, you can be singular or plural, but he knows what Svensson is trying to say. He is saying Ilya Rozanov, you are Hollander’s bitch.

    “Only sometimes,” Ilya replies, grinning. He wins the face off.

    OR: Ilya trains himself to be a very, very good guard dog for Shane.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    The road to the Stanley Cup is fraught with expectations, injuries, and worst of all, conversations about feelings.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    “Can I... help you?” Mingi asked, his initial wariness only adding to the naturally deep growl of his voice.

    But instead of shying away from the fact that he’d just been caught blatantly checking him out, the other alpha merely smiled down at him. “Depends,” he said casually, handing him a shot.

    An alpha buying another alpha a drink? Well that was certainly a new one. “Oh yeah? On what?” Mingi mocked, but he took the free booze all the same. He wasn't a complete moron, after all.

    “On if you wanna come home with me tonight.”

     

    Russian translation now available here!

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    12 Sep 2025

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    Eddie and Venom decide to go on a road trip. Emotions, hijinks and lip synchs ensue.

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    11 Aug 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 43

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    Kazuya has a habit of buying beers for his dad.

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    03 Feb 2025

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    He’d begun, with great difficulty, to accept all of this in his heart. But he still could do nothing. What was he supposed to do? Confess his feelings like a pathetic little schoolgirl? Not a chance.

    But then again, what did he really suppose would happen if he told He Tian he “liked” him? Well, the world would end, for one. That was just a given. But beyond that, they’d probably just make out. There was really no chance of He Tian shooting him down or saying this was all just some long con.

    Despite that. He just couldn’t.

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    07 Sep 2024

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    He Tian leaving on self-protection, after Jian Yi's disappearance, makes Mo scared enough to make a move. They stumble into something together just as He Tian leaves the country, and they have to figure things out long-distance while waiting for He Tian to come back.

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    Mo's known the gist of it since the dawn of his puberty. Water's wet, sky is blue, Mo's sexual desires are intertwined with his complicated feelings for He Tian. Big deal.

    But the reality of it is- something else. This is something else entirely.

    Did you miss me? – H

    Barely noticed. - MGS

    ...did you? - MGS

    Every minute of every day. - H

    How the fuck does He Tian just say those things? Doesn't he feel embarrassed? Mo thinks he's feeling embarrassed for him, and he didn't even write it. He stares at the words until his phone light goes out, and then he turns it on again and stares some more.

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    06 Sep 2024

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    ‘Will you kiss me?’

    He Tian’s mouth opens, and he searches Guan Shan’s face, looking for something. He hasn’t taken a single step forward.

    ‘You’re really drunk,’ he says eventually.

    ‘So you won’t.’

    ‘Ah, fuck. Guan Shan.’ He chuckles without humour and scratches the back of his neck. ‘Listen to yourself—you barely let me touch you in case someone sees and now you want me to kiss you? That doesn’t make sense. It makes me feel a bit used, to be honest.’

    Guan Shan pulls on a defiant expression. ‘Do you care?’

    ‘You won’t like me if I say no, so I’m going to say nothing.’
     
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    [19 Days request from Merlin - the boys take a trip to the hot springs for Chinese New Year and alcohol, drunken kissing and miscommunication ensues.]

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    11 Aug 2024

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    ...is He Tian pretending that they're dating to disappoint his family?

    Fuck. That's insulting. Mo didn't think he was that bad.

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    Or: An unexpected encounter with the mafia brings Mo a possibility he wasn’t even dreaming about anymore: new evidence popping up and his dad’s case being reopened. His dad could walk free. All if Mo can cover the 70k bill, that is. It’s stupid. Mo can’t make that in years.

    ...the thought still lingers though, a sore spot he can’t stop poking. Hope is a treacherous thing.

    Meanwhile, every minute chips away at the little time He Tian has left. He’s tried crying, he’s tried screaming at walls. Now it’s his time to fight back.

    Somehow, they end up to helping each other. But their story has never been this simple.

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    07 Aug 2024

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    In a year (or two, or three) you won't be sure of the shade of his eyes, or the shape the wrinkles on his forehead had when he frowned. Try as you might (and fuck you tried), you still couldn't commit every inch of him to memory. 

    But right here, and right now, you don't have to. 

    The details are in front of you, in all their glory. Mo's living and breathing and beautiful, cooking distracted in your kitchen one last time.

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    06 Aug 2024

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    He Tian takes Mo’s hand between his own. Mo is about to complain (…the fuck is he doing?) but He Tian’s thumb brush over Mo’s knuckles. Mo freezes.

    Mo’s hands are covered in little scratches, from when he was digging for He Tian. That’s what He Tian is looking at. Some of the cuts had bled, some just stung. Nothing deep. Mo’s hands are now a mess of dried blood and dirt and sensitive skin.

    “…what are you doing?” he asks, calmer than he would have a second ago.

    “Thank you,” He Tian tells him.

    Mo frowns. “I didn’t do anything.”

    He Tian keeps looking at his hand.

    “Thank you for caring.”

     

    Post Chapter 329. He Tian almost died. They have a few conversations brewing just beneath the surface. This just might be the push they needed.

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    06 Aug 2024

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    You know power when you see it, Qiu has always believed that. This guy? This guy exudes power. It's on his posture, on the fierce look in his eyes. It’s on the darkness that he has simmering just under the surface.

     

    Can't be over 20, but he guy fills up the room. You need to pay attention.

    Qiu certainly is.

     

    Qiu and He Cheng's backstory. Plus, these days Qiu trains Mo and He Cheng doesn't care, except for the mood he's coincidentally in when he's not getting attention. Qiu is having fun with that.

    Set in universe of the tianshan fic It will come back.

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    02 Aug 2024

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    His mother, who was prudent and pragmatic, had looked worried when he spoke about it, gently taking his hands and speaking of how the bond might feel real but surely isn’t, a remnant of a past they are only burdened with in order to remind them of their sins. Yunho had tried paying her heed, because he is a good son, and he’s a good heir, firm in his conviction and resolution to take on the responsibility of ruling their estate in the future. But the more time passed, the harder it became to ignore.

    "Is it such an odd thing," Yunho had told his father, when he’d gone to ask permission to leave for the city, steady-voiced and straight-backed, "that the bond I look to save is not the one born from sin, but the one that I have cherished since I was a child?"

    Or: when yunho went into rut fever, his best friend mingi was there to save him and bring him back from the brink, disappearing after the deed was done. can yunho figure out what happened that night all those months ago, and more specifically, can he salvage his and mingi's friendship?

    Or: yunho gets horny and has a crisis of faith because of it.

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    28 Jul 2024

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    “Would you… would you have loved me at all, if it hadn’t been for the War?”
    Aching silence billowed through the room like gas, filling every corner. Gaunt looked like Ellwood had just punched him right in the centre of his chest.
    “So you’ve always been half-blind," he said.

     

    In the weeks and months after their arrival in Brazil, Ellwood wants to dream of the life he and Gaunt might have shared if the War had never come to them. Gaunt, as expected, resists.

    (Depictions of violence are in the same vein as the novel)

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    29 Jun 2024

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    First remnant: he smells like Dunhill.

    Or, Yeonjun gets his heart broken and becomes the catalyst for a band.

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    15 Apr 2024

  19. Public Bookmark 82

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    Yunho’s going to be back in the kitchens, working off his debt to his stepmother one stained and scalded pot at a time.

    And what about Mingi? His best and only friend in the house he grew up in. The man whose spice-reddened lips part softly to prompt the next mouthful of stew — who smiles as he chews, because he’s never tasted anything so fine.

    Mingi will be a rat again.

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    24 May 2023

  20. Public Bookmark 26

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    What growing up feels like.

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    22 Nov 2021

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