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this is not enough (i am not enough) by blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jan 2026
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Shane's breath catches on a sob, and he muffles the sound with his hand. Everything feels like too much. He’s naked, and he can feel entirely too much on his body, inside his body, and he hates how it's starting to feel gross. His head is pounding, and he can't even focus on placating his mind when his lungs are also screaming in his throat for breath.
Ilya hears, and his hands reach out to hold Shane, tension lying in every part of his body. “Shane—”
“Don't touch me,” Shane snaps, more desperation than yelling as he rips his arm out of Ilyas's grasp. His tears have nowhere to go now, and they finally spill over, hot and humiliating, down his cheeks.
Ilya freezes in place, hand hovering mid-air. A myriad of emotions flicker across his face: confusion, hurt, fear. Ilya takes an unconscious step back like someone shoved him. His body curls in on itself, trying to make himself appear smaller.
He looks... terrified. Like, Shane just called him a monster, and he believes it.
OR: inspired by the fight in the long game when ilya had told shane he could have sex with other men because he did not believe in cheating.
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- Part 2 of missing scenes from TLG 📖
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26 Feb 2026
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Gimme Kiss: Las Vegas Edition by vanillatunamelt
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Feb 2026
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“You didn't keep your end of the deal,” he spits, watching Rozanov's head swivel towards him with alarming speed. That probably hurt a little. Rozanov hadn't heard him come back, apparently. Spaced out, apparently. Not thinking about all the kisses he fucking owes Shane, apparently.
“What?”
Or, Shane demands he get a kiss from Ilya in Las Vegas instead of leaving.
Bookmarked by gangst
26 Feb 2026
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It started because of the weekly movie nights....
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Neil Josten figuring out how to say I love you and oblivious to what he means to Andrew. Short fic.
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24 Feb 2026
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Neil is a bit more popular than expected.
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24 Feb 2026
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Neil knows how to listen for one person, and one person only.
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23 Feb 2026