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nothing left to lose (only my mind) by crashmycar
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have been rivals since their teenage diving days, their rivalry carrying them through college and all the way to the Olympics—at least, that’s what the internet says.
After waking up from an accident with almost ten years of his memory missing, Shane wants to relearn who he is. Which is why, when every article says Rozanov is the one person he’s always hated, he believes it. He knows he hates him.
Shane is desperate for distance from hospitals, headlines, and the terrifying blank space where his memories should be. Thankfully, the non-refundable holiday he booked before the accident pops up in his calendar. Without a second thought, he decides to go.
He doesn’t expect Ilya Rozanov to show up as well.
Or, Shane and Ilya get snowed in and are forced to relive their shared history.
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28 Feb 2026
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r/unsentletters by TemporaryAltars
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jan 2026
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Heated Rivalry, as told by Shane and Ilya's Reddit posts throughout the years.
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- Part 2 of The Social Media AUs.
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20 Feb 2026
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Open Doors by hermacology
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
25 Feb 2026
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Ilya Rozanov's life was busy, boring, and most of the time exhausting. He had too much to do, and usually not quite enough hours in the day to get it all done.
So when he starts visiting a new coffee shop and sees the cute barista—strong, handsome, genuine, and freckled—he notices. Without even planning for it, his routine changes when he can’t help but be fascinated by Shane’s long work hours, strict routines, and reckless disregard for his own safety.
Shane Hollander makes him Americanos. He blushes and stutters and stammers his way through their interactions. He’s wound so tightly that Ilya can’t help but want to unravel him.
There are no rules for this.
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- Part 2 of Private Meetings and Open Doors
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20 Feb 2026
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Private Meetings by hermacology
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
18 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander works at a coffee shop, plays hockey, keeps his head down, and doesn’t ask questions he doesn’t need the answers to.
So when a new regular starts showing up—quiet, watchful, Russian-accented, and conducting invitation-only meetings in the back—Shane notices. When that same man takes an unsettling interest in Shane’s closing shifts, his routines, and his safety, Shane does what feels sensible: he adjusts his behavior and keeps his mouth shut.
Ilya Rozanov orders an Americano. He reads, but only in Russian. He worries when people work late alone.
They are operating with very different definitions of danger.
If he didn’t ask questions, he couldn’t be lied to.
The rules were simple.
1. Do not ask questions you don’t need the answer to.
2. Do not share personal information freely.
3. Do not be alone with Ilya Rozanov.
4. Do not give him a reason to think you’re afraid.Series
- Part 1 of Private Meetings and Open Doors
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- English
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- 71,766
- Chapters:
- 10/10
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- 697
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19 Feb 2026
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Baby, Bend Over by TemporaryAltars
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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Shane is convinced that Ilya Rozanov—captain of the Boston Bears and Shane’s newest student—hates him.
Ilya joined Shane's yoga class specifically to get closer to the hot instructor, but every attempt at flirting only seems to make things worse.
Neither of them has any idea the other is completely in love with them.
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- English
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- 31,150
- Chapters:
- 8/8
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- 618
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18 Feb 2026
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dana street by alspancakes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Feb 2026
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“Rozanov needs a place to stay. His visa won’t allow him to go home to Russia over the break, and we don’t have the cash to put him in a hotel.”
Did the Harvard dorms completely shut down over the winter break? What about the dining hall? Shane supposed he didn’t really know. He’d never stuck around to find out, when he was younger.
“Okay?”
Coach raised his eyebrows. “So, he’s staying with you.”
Shane’s eyes went wide.
“What?”
“Come on, Captain,” Wiebe looked down his nose at Shane. “Try not to look too thrilled.”
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or, Shane's a senior captain with an empty house over winter break. and Ilya's the freshman who will be crashing his Christmas.Series
- Part 1 of dana street
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- English
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- 80,404
- Chapters:
- 11/11
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- 2,186
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- 7,297
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- 203,273
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14 Feb 2026
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Wolfbird by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.
Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.
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- English
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- 152,310
- Chapters:
- 12/?
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- 8,450
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- 425,902
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10 Feb 2026
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Equal and Opposite by imgonnagetyouback81
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Feb 2026
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Ilya knew he had fucked up the moment he'd said it. But he hadn't been able to help it.
He had known earlier that day when he had double checked his refrigerator to make sure the Canada Dry ginger ale he had bought the day before hadn't sprouted wings and flown away. And he had known when he had researched easy recipes of things he could make that fit Hollander's strict performance diet earlier that week that they were playing a dangerous game.
The two of them were Rozanov and Hollander, and that was all they could ever be. Ilya knew that. They were Hollander and Rozanov to the public, to the media, to their teammates, to their coaches, and they were supposed to be that to each other as well.
But Ilya had called him Shane. And then Shane had left.
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What if after the tuna melt scene when Shane runs, Ilya is the one who gets a public girlfriend. They say every action has an equal an opposite reaction... or in this case, maybe an overreaction.
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- English
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- Chapters:
- 24/24
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- 375
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08 Feb 2026
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“Is someone chasing you?” Ilya drawls.
He turns, and yeah, this guy doesn’t look like much of a smoker. Ilya’s learned through time and experience that stoners come in all shapes and sizes, but it’s clear that he isn’t one: hair cut neat and short, straight-laced, brows furrowed into a scowl, shoulders all tight—too squared away. He’s probably not much of a drinker, either, if Ilya had to guess.
And he’s wearing a fucking suit, for Christ’s sake.
So boring, Ilya thinks, strangely delighted. He wants to take him by the collar and scruff up his hair, if only to see what he might do in response.
Or, Shane's struggling with anxiety. Hayden thinks his grumpy weed dealer might be able to help.
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06 Feb 2026
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After a life-changing hockey injury, Shane decided that he needed to learn to be okay with losing control. If he is going to be shoved around by the universe like a doll, he should at least be able to build strength internally. He researched a bunch of options, most of them getting progressively more asinine, until he finally found something just on the right side of a bad idea.
Gay BDSM. Or, more specifically, paying for an appointment with a professional male dom: Rozanov.
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ocd exposure therapy and confronting new disabilities through autism-friendly kink exploration amen hallelujah!!!
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02 Feb 2026
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Something strange happened. Maybe it was a trick of the light, but the dresses the bridesmaids wore looked a bit less gray than before. He blinked a few times, trying to make sense of what was going on with his eyes. Blue, he realized. That is what blue must look like. It was beautiful. Bellamy stumbled to his feet, his mind reeling from the fact that his soulmate must be here. It took him a beat too long to realize exactly who it had to be. There was only one person who just now walked into the room, and she was looking just as overwhelmed as Bellamy felt. She froze in place, her eyes scanning the room. When she finally looked in Bellamy’s general direction, he realized that her eyes were blue too.
“You okay?” Miller whispered, and Bellamy nodded quickly. He was fine. He just found his soulmate and she was about to marry someone else right in front of him. Bellamy should have known that the universe would be this cruel.
A Soulmate AU where you can only see color when you're in close proximity to your soulmate, and Bellamy found his right when she was supposed to marry someone else.
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27 Sep 2022
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Clarke starts to pace a little. “It doesn’t have to been anything serious, we’re both on the go all the time. It’s rare when we have shared layovers as it is, but we just, keep in touch and see how it plays out.”
Bellamy lets himself smile. “You do this with all your lead flight attendants?”
Clarke flushes and drops her gaze. “Well, you know my track record with pilots, so I figure it’s a safer route.”
Bellamy steps towards her and Clarke looks at him. He can smell her perfume, light and floral. He licks his lips. “So, you and me. Sex.”
“Right. Sex. No strings, no big deal.”
Aviation!au, Pilot!Clarke + Flight Attendant!Bellamy
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21 Apr 2022
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The first time he meets Clarke, it's three in the morning and all he's wearing are his boxer shorts and a bad case of bed head.
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- Part 3 of the hundred
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17 Apr 2022
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Clarke sneaks a look at him. “Have you ever--” she starts, tilting her head in hesitation. His brows flicker together, amused, and he looks so handsome, moonlight clear on the line of his cheek and nose, that she plows forward, because she can, and because she wants to. “Have you ever thought about us? Hooking up, I mean.”
Bellamy lets out an incredulous bark of a laugh. “Of course,” he says, all surprise, no hesitation.
[ Context-free feel-good fuckin'. ]
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17 Apr 2022
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Left to his own devices, Bellamy Blake would not be in London for the season. But his sister needs a husband, and it's his responsibility to help her find one.
Unfortunately for him, Clarke Griffin is doing the same thing for her cousin, and they've settled on the same match.
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08 Apr 2022
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Clarke didn't want to be the chief medical officer on Eden Station as much as she wanted to get away from her previous posting, but she mostly likes the job. She's content enough.
Then an unknown ship carrying an unconscious pilot limps into the station early one morning, and said pilot turns her whole life upside down.
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25 Mar 2022
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Sunlight catches on the gold of her hair, making it almost glow—she really is beautiful. Like an angel. An angel Bellamy intends to pull from heaven right down into the murky depths of hell. And she’s going to enjoy the whole thing.
-- or, Clarke is the good little preacher’s daughter, and Bellamy is the bad boy who makes a bet to corrupt her.
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- English
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- 102,359
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- 22/22
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21 Mar 2022
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Canon divergent. With the Apocalypse banging at their door, the Arkadians and what's left of Trikru take refuge in the remains of Alpha Station and hope for the best.
Over 500 souls crammed into a tin can, but there's only one that has Bellamy wrapped around her little fingers.
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- Part 1 of Heaven Stories
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 90,025
- Chapters:
- 62/81
- Comments:
- 585
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- 691
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16 Mar 2022
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Clarke is pretty sure the reason for the massive crush she has on her roommate it's his beard. So if Bellamy comes home wasted after a guy's night and she uses his state of mind to shave it, she’s not an asshole, right? Not if she cuddles with him after…
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- Part 19 of Bellarke in Alternate Universes
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 6,456
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 49
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- 308
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- 60
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- 5,171
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22 Feb 2022
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When Clarke runs into Bellamy Blake at a benefit for the museum where she works, she figures it's a second chance.
Unfortunately, she figures it's a second chance for him and Wells. They're the ones who used to date.
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16 Feb 2022