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To whom it may concern,
It may be of interest to note that the Pembroke Hospital in Whitechapel has recently employed a new member of staff to work the night shift. He goes by the name Dr Jonathan Reid. I have reason to believe this information may be of particular interest to you,
A friend
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25 Jan 2026
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make a devil out of me by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters
Fandoms: A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms
17 Sep 2024
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Queen Visenya is a sorceress of fire and blood, after all, not spiders and shadows. Tyanna may have wriggled her way onto Maegor's lap and set about whispering in his ear, but she has no power here, not as long as Visenya draws breath.
___Her son's most feared wife stirs up more memories than the Queen Dowager wants to confront.
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15 Jan 2026
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This Side of the Stars by architeuthis
Fandoms: DC Cinematic Universe, Man of Steel (2013), Batman v Superman: Dawn of Justice
06 Jul 2017
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After Clark's death, Bruce finally gets to know him.
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01 Dec 2025
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hands no longer an afterthought by lavender_dew
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
06 Nov 2025
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Liu Qingge is the only other person in the world who knows what it is to love Shen Qingqiu. Now he stands in front of him day after day, and all Luo Binghe can do is spill his blood, over and over, onto the paved stones, onto the grass, into the snow.
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09 Nov 2025
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to meet the land by zhelaniye
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
12 Aug 2025
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Ñolofinwë, High-King of the Ñoldor, sets out on a grim and silent pilgrimage across the fields of Ard-galen, to the spot where his brother was felled.
Unexpectedly, he is not alone.
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02 Sep 2025
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Aldo Bellini visits Goffredo Tedesco after the election. Aldo wants sex. Tedesco wants to destroy someone. Perhaps a compromise can be reached?
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08 Aug 2025
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She is disarming, she knows this. She would hold her hand out to be sniffed by a wolf.
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18 Jul 2025
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Gauri has never held much hope in happy endings.
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28 Jun 2025
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Ship Amnesty Night by orphan_account
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
24 Jul 2013
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The results when I opened up my askbox and asked people to submit 'that one ship you're ashamed to admit you ship'.
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25 Jun 2025
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Gloaming by cloudbower
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
22 Mar 2024
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(Easier to disdain the flesh itself, when what you resent most is the ravenous desire, gnawing, keening, unanswered– too deeply rooted to ever fully excavate or outrun. Why does it feel so monstrous to want to be wanted?)
(To want your body to be your own?)
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25 Jun 2025
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It's a Bitter Wine (Drink Up) by Sandrine Shaw (Sandrine) for loquats
Fandoms: Hadestown - Mitchell
30 Jun 2025
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Wouldn't it be nice, to own a matching set of songbirds?
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24 Jun 2025
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a trick, a knot, a dare by aguntoaknifefight (swirlingvoid) for LadyGaGalion
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
11 Jun 2025
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When he was dropped to the deck, Mairon forced every inch of his body into begging for mercy. He kept his head down, unable to shake the fury even as he approximated gasping, pitiful sobs. Strands of his hair slicked to his face, sending saltwater running down his cheeks; the rest of it was simply additional foreign weight squishing against his sodden casing of wool and silk.
As far as taking a punishment went, it was a poor showing. But this was something far worse than punishment: entertainment.
On the journey to Numenor, Ar-Pharazôn tests the limits of what his hostage can withstand.
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16 Jun 2025
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"You’ll marry Seetha, and you’ll care for her in the way that she deserves. I’ll spend my life loving you, you’ll spend yours loving me, and when you have children I’ll love them because they’re yours. And it will be enough.”
“Will it?” Ram says, carefully.
Bheem kisses his knuckles once more and sets his hand gently down. “It will have to be.”Five conversations held late at night, and one held in the day.
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04 Jun 2025
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Ram and Bheem set out to explore an old fort, abandoned by the British, for anything of use. A run-in with a figure from Bheem’s past complicates their efforts. Greatly.
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03 Jun 2025
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In the Gond Village, Ram arrives with several goals. To see Bheem for the first time in months. To secure more supplies for his struggling revolution. And maybe, just maybe, to get a decent night’s sleep.
In New Delhi, Special Officer Callum Rand arrives with his own goal. To hunt down the traitor, A. Rama Raju, and put an end to these new rebellions. One way or another.
Or: Ram goes to great lengths to advance his cause. Bheem, against his better judgement, goes along with him.
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31 May 2025
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Ram and Akhtar, before the fight, with too little truth between them. And Ram and Bheem, after the fight, with too much truth between them.
“Ah, my boy. Did you think it mattered? Did you think anything you ever did mattered?”
He did. For a time. For years, until he saw that all he’d been trying to do, all the bones he’d broken and the bruises he’d dealt and the sorrow he’d caused from the shadows paled in comparison to what Bheem did in a matter of minutes, standing proud and unbroken in the light.
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29 May 2025
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ForTheRepublic.mp4 by lesbianpadme
Fandoms: Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
27 Feb 2024
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Popular HoloTuber Spacebomberguy uploads an exposé on Chancellor Palpatine, resulting in destructive results.
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05 Mar 2025
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false spring by ChezPillow (PillowLord) for existentialwail
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
25 Jan 2025
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She shouldn't have expected anything different from them. They can't change their natures. What right does Liu Qingge have to be upset?
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- Part 115 of for events
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19 Jan 2025
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And so is she.
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On the last night before your best friend moves away, you go camping.
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11 Dec 2024
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this unholy mess inside by rynleaf for kevinkevinson
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), RYC | Reverse Yi City - kevinkevinson
26 Apr 2020
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What the hell are we doing, Song Lan signs frantically. He rubs his face then signs something that could either be ‘fuck me,’ or ‘we’re fucked,’ Xue Yang doesn’t know. His syntax has never been great and neither has his self-preservation instinct because the next thing that comes out of his mouth, half in anger and half as a desperate attempt to steer this conversation in literally any other direction, is this:
“You know you only have to ask if you wanna fuck, Song Lan.”
It’s a mistake. He knows. He knows. But Song Lan’s wide-eyed disbelief also fills him with an irrational sense of satisfaction and he has to push, he has to push it all the way, cocking his hips and looking up at Song Lan through his eyelashes and licking his lips in the dirtiest way he knows how: go big or go home, one of his foster mothers always said. Might as well dig himself all the way in and get comfortable.
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In which Song Lan and Xue Yang both experience feelings they would rather avoid.
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17 Nov 2024