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I Never Understood You Then (And I Guess I Never Will) by Flawlesslogic5
Fandoms: Gravity Falls
12 Oct 2025
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“Useless, waste of space, weak! That’s it,” he cried, standing straight in front of Stan, looking like he was a hundred feet tall as he towered over his family. “Tomorrow, you’re both starting boxing. If you little punks can’t keep out of trouble, you’re going to learn to fight and win. I don’t want to hear about you two losing again.”
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Or, Stanley Pines breaks the cycle.
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19 Feb 2026
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Scrupulosity by Spongyllama
Fandoms: Les Misérables - Victor Hugo, Les Misérables - Schönberg/Boublil
22 Nov 2025
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Curse him. Curse his name and this supposed gift he’d given of life. Even Javert’s final thought, submerged willfully in the cold waters of the Seine, was littered with the remnants of Jean Valjean. Let him be free. Let the water wash away the curse inflicted on his soul. Let him die now, too tormented to wait in agony for a natural death, even if it meant the remainder of his soul would go to Lucifer’s domain. Let his eternal life be one of misery, as he deserved. Perhaps Valjean would meet him there, but Javert did not think it so.
Rescued from the Seine by a determinably anonymous benefactor, Inspector Javert struggles to cope with the consequences of being left alive.
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- Part 1 of Scrupulosity
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16 Dec 2025
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Cupidon s'en fout by Petr1chor for Need_To_Comment_Rising
Fandoms: Les Misérables - All Media Types
08 Aug 2021
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this is inspired by a post on tumblr by @aromantic-enjolras
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with valjean worried about enjolras being too lonely, he ends up saying he's dating someone.
he's not, and he's not sure he ever wants to.but he gets into a fake relationship with grantaire anyway. it's fake so it's okay, right?
ft. aro enj who doesn't know he's aro, an ill advised fake relationship, and lots and lots of healthy communication
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18 Nov 2025
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“How is this different from when we’re playing?” Troy's voice was about to break.
“Because I know it when you’re acting. You get so much into it that I see the character standing before me. And right now, I see you.”***
Growing up, connection between body and mind never really made sense to Troy. But that was before adulthood, and the agency that comes with it.
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13 Nov 2025
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Once Riz gets past the initial shock and terror at things changing, there’s a part of him that’s just want. That selfish, greedy part of him that he’s had to learn how to quiet, to stop focusing on the things he’s scared he’ll lose or that he’ll never have when he’s so spoiled with the things he does have now, it hears all the quiet promises in Fabian’s words and wants to clutch it all tight, no takebacksies. He wants to be wanted. He wants to bask in however Fabian wants to express his love the same way that he’s always loved it when Fabian expresses his love. He wants to not be scared of the thought of it. He wants to want it. He might want it? He wants to know if he does want it.
(Or, discovering your best friend of over a decade is in love with you might bring some confusion, some complications, and plenty of recontextualizing, but it might also bring so much happiness.)
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- Part 1 of the place you call home 'verse
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30 Oct 2025
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Making Peace With the Monster Under the Bed by exhaustedqueer
Fandoms: Dimension 20 (Web Series)
01 Aug 2024
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Only a week or so after that incident, Adaine asked him if she could borrow some notes of his on something he’d researched before. If they were anywhere, they’d be in his briefcase, but when he reached in to grab them, his hand remained inexplicably empty. He tried again, calling the notes to him. He felt a definite tug, confirming that the folder in question was, in fact, in his briefcase, but before they could be summoned to him, something else tugged back. Hard.
Adaine was looking at him expectantly.
“Just having some trouble with my briefcase. Not entirely sure what it could be,” Riz lied. He had a very strong suspicion as to what, or who, might be causing this, but he didn’t particularly feel like bringing up Baron and reigniting that conversation. “I’ll have to go in and take a look. Be back in a second.”***
There is an evil goblin mannequin living in The Ball's briefcase, and Riz can only ignore them for so long.
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28 Oct 2025
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Fabian and Riz hold hands when they watch movies. They visit rivers to throw rocks, just the two of them. They want to go to the same college and share a dorm and graduate at the same time and live together and save the world a few more times before retiring together and maybe raising a kid or two.
They're thinking about getting married. They're not dating. But Fabian wants to ask Mazey out on one.
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28 Oct 2025
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Queerplatonic fluff between Riz and his BFF.
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28 Oct 2025
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25 Oct 2025
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His ex-fling’s little sister. Two people in committed relationships who also happen to be in the same mega famous rock band. A heartbroken lesbian who doesn’t want to be involved with men in any way. And Riz fucking Gukgak.
Fabian Aramais Seacaster, son of Bill Seacaster, finds himself falling for all of his friends.
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13 Oct 2025
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Riz realizes that they might be non-binary.
Obviously, the only way to deal with this realization is to break into Gorgug’s room at 2am.
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09 Oct 2025
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"Why do your friends keep you around, Riz Gukgak?"
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A character study in academic dishonesty, frozen yogurt, jumping out of windows, friendship, and love without the romance.
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06 Oct 2025
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Her name is derived from Old Elvish. Aelwyn. Great future. In the archaic tongue, the words for future and forever are the same.
Adaine’s name is also derived from Old Elvish. Second-born.
In which Aelwyn Abernant puts abjurative shields up on everything, including herself, and she doesn't know what exists beneath all that when they're gone.
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06 Oct 2025
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The Island Man by Amber_Skye
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Captain America - All Media Types
19 Jun 2021
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SHIELD never find Captain America.
But one spring, the Valkyrie melts anyway, and Steve Rogers wakes up in the ice, alone.
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He tried to move – and it burned. There was fire wrapping around his body, dragging cold tongues of pain across every inch of him. There was nothing but the screeching pain and the blackness and the silence -
He breathed, and choked, because his lungs were full of ice.
Water trickled delicately from his nose, dribbled over shrivelled lips. He jerked reflexively, throat cracking free from frost. He tried to gulp, tried to swallow, tried to snatch at air.
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12 Jul 2025
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EXCLUSIVE: Captain America's First Interview Since 1944 by LittleMargie
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
16 May 2021
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In the first interview Rogers has given since coming out of the ice, he speaks candidly about his life pre-serum, how much the cost of bread has risen, and his relationship with Peggy Carter.
Oh, and how he was married to Bucky Barnes. That too.
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- Part 1 of Exclusive Interviews
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07 Jul 2025
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The Stairs Beneath the Heart by hermitknut
Fandoms: The Goblin Emperor - Katherine Addison
08 Dec 2020
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The reign of Varenechibal IV is over; the reign of Edrehasivar VII has begun. The transition, however, is anything but smooth, as the Alcethmeret household navigates grief and worry as well as adapting to the new emperor.
A series of missing scenes and unseen moments centering around the Alcethmeret household over the course of the first few months of Maia's reign.
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- Part 1 of Keystone
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12 Jun 2025
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”Cosette’s flight was cancelled because of the storm,” Valjean said. “She’s going back to school soon, so she needs to pack, and the trains are booked, and they can’t rent a car, and they don’t have money for a hotel, and I need her safe and home. So I’m going to get her.”
”You’re going to drive six hours in a blizzard on your own to then drive six hours back in a blizzard?” Javert said. “Not a chance.”
“My daughter needs me,” Valjean said, scraping at the ice crusted on the windshield. “I’m going.”
“I know that. I mean that I’m coming with you.”
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01 Jun 2025
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And then, like he was picking out a can of soup for that night’s dinner, Swansea plainly asked, “y’wanna die, Capitano? I can make it quick.”
The axe did not come down. It didn’t cleave for any of Curly’s vitals, didn’t swing for the space between his eyes. Instead, it idly tapped the floor, in repetitive, rhythmic knocks.
Thump. Thump. Thump.
…what?——
Swansea takes responsibility. It’s a long twenty years for them both.
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19 May 2025
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In her whiplash, she only manages a, “Captain…what are you saying?”
Curly smiles – apologetically again and just as hollow, slowly massaging the meat of his forearm with his other hand. In a dazed focus, Anya watches the pull of fabric, the ease with which the wrinkles fold and deepen, the suit too loose on him.
“I’m managing! I’m managing, really, it’s okay, it’s all okay,” Curly hurries to say, so reassuring as if the backs of Anya’s eyelids aren’t still stamped with the glimpse of what he’s shown her. “You– don’t need to worry. It’s just– it’s a bit difficult, Anya.”
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[Curly comes to Anya with a perfectly reasonable request. No idea why she has to react the way she does :/ it’s not a big deal or anything]
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16 May 2025
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Anya wakes in perfect pitch-black to the hum of the engine, nestled deep in the bowels of the Tulpar—a sort of incandescent thrumming that she can feel vibrating even through the thin mattress and bedframe. It is the constant heartbeat of a giant—like listening to check if a patient is still alive.
It said: you are still rocketing at a million miles an hour to some distant planetoid. You are still millions of miles from everything you have ever known or loved.
You are still trapped on this tin can with your rapist.
And then, she vomits.
The events of Mouthwashing but if Anya survived to the end. Now with a sequel/fix-it fic in future rust, future dust.
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14 May 2025